#scizophrenia

Going from one form to another makes my knees ache, feel wobbly and strange. Like rn I couldn't walk very successfully. I feel like my physical disabilities have to have something to do with me being a wolf, or that the only reason I have them is due to me being in the wrong form. I just know something happened to me. I'm starting to get memories from before I was like this, but its hard to peice together. Maybe one day I'll know.

Scratch may have been Schizophrenic.

(Or something like it)

It explains why no one else could really understand him because his thoughts were disorganised.

Explains why he was the first to abstract, as this would have caused him to be mentally unstable.

Schizophrenia or symptoms like it can be caused by brain tumours such as the one Kinger says Scratch has.

If you advocate for mental health awareness, but joke about things like intrusive thoughts and schizophrenia(now I’m not talking about for coping purposes, it’s the bad kind of joking), think it’s disgusting and lazy when people who are depressed can’t do things like showering or cleaning their room, use terms like “narcissistic abuse”, and believe that having ASPD, BPD, or NPD makes someone a bad person, you are not a mental health advocate.

There is such a thing as “a bad person can have an illness, but an illness doesn’t make someone bad”

A bad person can have NPD, just as much as a good person. A bad person can have cancer, just as much as a good person. Life doesn’t pick who gets what, so don’t blame an illness for the person who has it.

And this is funny because it’s ridiculous that smth like this could happen but it’s also really sad because it shows how little people care about accessibility. If we actually gave a shit abt disabled people the world would be a much better place.

The special ed programs at my middle school were terrible. I know because I was a teaching assistant in one of the classes. They made the autistic students sit in the loud cafeteria to help them get over their “fear” and got mad when they had meltdowns from the overwhelm.

The two Deaf teachers at my high school had to have students on duty to answer their phones because they still got phone calls despite not being able to hear them (and despite google chat being a working messaging system all the staff used)

When visibly disabled people do anything online, people comment things like “what happened to you?” And “wow, I thought my life was hard.”

When someone with an invisible disability posts about their disability they get told they’re faking.

When disabled people joke about their disability, people say they’re “becoming self aware.”

People within the disabled community hate on other disabled people for not being “disabled enough.”

People with intellectual disabilities get talked over and shut down.

Families of disabled people mourn the abled relatives they wish they had more than they love their disabled relatives

People with Down Syndrome are mocked and their condition is used as an insult.

ADHD, dyslexia, anxiety, and depression aren’t taken seriously.

Mentally ill people are treated like inhuman creatures, especially if they have Cluster B disorders, CDDs, or experience psychosis or hallucinations.

Disabled people who need less support are ableist to those who need more support.

I know I’m rambling but it genuinely makes me so mad. How hard is it to show everyone support when they need it?? Genuinely??