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the phrase "but i didn't mean to!" in the context of causing harm is kind of redundant to me, because almost nobody means to cause harm. most of us just want to do the right thing. and i don't mean that in a wishy-washy "oh, we're all good deep down" way, i mean that even people who regularly do the most heinous shit imaginable will have a way of justifying it to themselves. the world is not populated by hollywood sadists and psychopaths.
actually i have been thinking about this some more and i want to add on to it:
abuse in caregiving professions (like teaching or nursing) is not solely a result of power dynamics. it's also because people who go into those professions often have a idea of themselves as Good People, and are consequently incapable of recognising or acknowledging when they've hurt someone else. instead, they mentally put 'people who have inconvenienced me' into the Bad People box so they can freely abuse them while maintaining their moral high ground.
i read ross greene a lot when i was working with "difficult" or "behaviourally challenged" children. his refrain is "kids do well if they can" - meaning, in short, that most kids act out only when the demands of a situation exceed their capabilities. punishing them for this is not only cruel but also completely pointless, because they also don't want to be doing what they are doing.
a teacher who believes that there are two categories of people - Good People who Mean Well, and Bad People who Cause Problems on Purpose - is not going to see it that way. they're gonna put themselves in the first category, and the misbehaving kid in the second category. and once they have effectively depersoned the child and placed themselves on a pedestal, the world becomes simple again. because abuse is something that only Bad People do.
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Coming straight from your house, it’s Mr. (Ant) Tenna!
I only just recently played Deltarune for myself a few weeks ago, and got hooked instantly! Tenna being a character that I latched onto pretty quickly 😆 and I’d say this is some of my FINEST work!
With fully posable arms, legs, and fingers, Tenna is ready to deliver all kinds of crazy challenges!
Now don’t touch that dial, and fasten your seatbelts, because…
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I have no idea why we chose monk for this but hi monk. funny how that happens. tbh it might not’ve even been us writing something but instead the fictives manifest as us “writing”. it’s really a chicken and the egg situation
the lack of discussion about polyfragmented systems, especially very very big polyfragmented systems, is honestly really disappointing. like yeah we made that post about folks with infinite members and such but that is the only time we've seen something like that.
when all you see about your existence is how annoying or difficult or unmanageable it must be, it gets grating. we have NEVER seen a polyfrag post get anywhere close to our amount of members, because apparently anything over 1,500 is completely unmentionable. and even then, polyfragmented medians, spiritual systems, or people who have always been polyfrag are just not talked about.
our most modest estimate is that we have 100,000 members. our more accurate estimate is probably around 500,000. and there is systems who are WAY larger than this, somebody reading this is probably pushing the concept of infinity to a newfound limit!
outside of community spaces, the medical journals about polyfragmentation are so clinical, exclusive, and honestly inaccurate a lot of the time. there's more to multiplicity than just hosts and protectors and persecutors and fully-fledged people who can still somehow be boiled down to a convenient, palatable archetype. (i have thoughts on roles but that will be another post)
so many systems don't or can't have defined or consistent roles, origins, identities, internal communication, switches, structure, innerworlds, amnesia, opinions, etc (or have these things at all!!!) and expecting polyfrag systems to fit into the already narrow and stigmatized definition of what you think a system should be is honestly just plain screwed up.
this is messy and there's a lot more i want to say, but mecfs is kicking my ass, so...
to very large polyfragmented systems: please talk about your experiences. tag rambling highly encouraged!!!
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Trying to find spaces as a polyfrag system is always annoying because I always end up talking to small systems that act like being a big system is something
A. They can overlook and treat us as one monolith because many of us have overlapping personalities
B. That it is the greatest sin on earth to be a big system
C. That we have be miserable about it
And it continues to happen. Its annoying asf and people clearly don't think before they speak. This happens in other polyfrag spaces because we're twice the size of many other polyfrag systems we meet.
Honestly wish there was like, a 1k+ polyfrag community so I don't have to deal with this kind of dissonance.
A Zine by the Guild of Ghosts (aka speculative-spectres. This is our art sideblog.) about being Polyfragmented in a world that is not made for you.
Full transcript in plain text for the entire post including image descriptions can be found here (link) since it's so long & we have more to say about the zine way deep dark deep down below the cut.
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[ End of Zine. ]
We have been asked this question so many times, and as our headcount has climbed higher and higher it has become more and more fatiguing to field and respond to.
From strangers to family, when faced with a number of people larger than they can picture in one room, inevitably seem to spout out this question or a variant of it.
We've seen others online similarly frustrated with it, but all the same the majority of the times we've encountered others (including other systems) saying this, it's been Online. In "system communities".
Not every system is the same just as no house looks and functions the same on the inside. How do we live that way? We just do. It's either live here or live nowhere, because there is no other option. Every headmate has been here for a reason, regardless of how tiny or established of a fragment they are. Whether they stay or go or intermittently return.
It can be chaos just as it can be calm. Treating it as something normal becomes part of your routine when this Is (emphasis) your normal. There are so many other questions to ask, and politer ways to word them, but the easiest one is this:
"Are you up for explaining how your system works day-to day?"
Not everyone will be. Accept that. But the ones who do will likely be much more receptive because you're not reacting negatively.
You are engaging with us. Please don't treat others like test subjects unless you know they're cool with it.
