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** " the doll davido wrote aye for ★!! "

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they injected me with mental illness when i was a baby because they didn't like that i radiated moonlight and had stars inside my eyes. they were jealous of me.

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20 whole years, fuckkk

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rb to have an extra gay 2026

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since coming out fully to myself and my closest friends as non binary, I feel so much more freedom to be more feminine. Not to attract men, because I also came out as a lesbian, but simply because I love it. No, not simply, it's actually do detailed and complex.

Each little bit of my life has formed fragments of what I call my lens, my essence has always been cosmic and celestial, but to finally break free from boxing myself in as solely defined by my genitals has brought me to a greater point of clarity.

And this clarity gives me the ability to see the world through solid colour as well as kaleidoscope vision.

I'm more than what made me who I am, and more of what favours the body glitter that is humanity. 💫👏

#nonbinary #queer #queer kids #what its like #gender identity #life after abuse #lesbian #aroace

Ode to the Little Girl...

who listened to a woman sing her deepest wishes. the young babe who just wanted stability, safety and someone to listen to her clearly.

the little girl who would hear the loudness of Sia's vocal cries as screams meeting the deaf ears of selfish parents and uncaring teachers.

ode to the girl who took the courage to leave and never turn back, your bravery has rewarded you even in spite of the resounding yelling in my head from the endless fights.

and ode to those who didn't leave. you matter. ♡

#sia #abusive household #runaways #music for sad kids #love for music #music saved my life #soon we'll be found by sia #i grew up loving sia more than any other artist #Spotify

frikeyway

Looking through my old posts from before I came to terms with being aroace. Oh girl, you were so confused it’s embarrassing

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#aroace #aspec #arospec #aromanticism #aromantic #aro #asexual #queer #ace #lgbtqia+#lgbt #honestly i was HELPLESSLY aro at 15 #watch me have the audacity to question again though

I've never quite understood why and how songs like 'This Is Me' from The Greatest Showman and 'How Far I'll Go' from Moana spoke to me so much as preteen.

I still don't. They ignite a flood of relatability. They fill me with courage. I felt so out-of-place at 11-12 without a reason I can pinpoint directly. It's magic. It's magic.

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I adore musicals.

#musicals #music #the greatest showman #lin manuel appreciation post #lin manuel miranda #songwriter #love for music #teenagers #preteen #tell me WHY i was so sad as a child???

I still adore Sia's music. I find a song on YouTube I haven't gotten into yet or heard of and make sure to watch it on any other channel she isn't affiliated with and later download it on my favourite pirate site. I love to analyse the lyrics. I love to pay special attention to the chosen instruments. I love to think up the story behind them. And I love to associate some aspects of my life with the song. Her music is an experience. Her ableism is such a shame to her art. It's still possible to seperate the artist from the art, especially when making sure they don't benefit a single cent from you.

I'm currently fixated on Soon We'll Be Found.

#INFP

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I learned recently, while researching gaslighting, that there is a second type called ‘Emotional gaslighting’. This is when your abusers deny the reality of your feelings. ‘You’re too sensitive’, 'It wasn’t that bad’, 'You’re just faking it for attention’, 'Stop acting like you’re hurt’ 'Come on, it didn’t hurt you’ 'You’re overreacting!’ 'You’re fine, stop exaggerating’, these phrases deny your own feelings to you. They communicate to you that not only the abuser doesn’t believe you’re experiencing pain, they’re demanding you to pretend that you aren’t. They’re asking you to deny your reality and to pretend it’s not real.

This will make you feel like you’re not allowed to feel your own emotions, and you’ll end up questioning if any of your emotion is real or are you faking it? Are you justified in feeling what you do? Are your feelings of pain and terror really just an exaggeration that doesn’t have a basis in reality? Are you making up your own suffering? Is all this pain in your head only?

This, again, will cause you to feel like you’re going insane, and doubt your every reaction to any event, you’ll try to see if thru someone else’s eyes you would be perceived as 'reasonable’ for having a reaction that you do, and it will drive you insane trying to figure out what are the 'correct’ responses while all you feel is shame, anxiety, pain and desperation.

This illusion falls apart when you realize that all 'correct’ responses are only those convenient to your abuser, and that somehow, your every positive and obedient reaction to them is 'correct’, while justified upset and pain at their abuse is 'wrong and forbidden’. So somehow you’ve been reacting to everything right, except the abuse. Somehow, your every thought and feeling needs to be convenient to them or it’s wrong. That’s how you know it’s only a self-serving game they’re playing, and all your emotions were correct all along, as there’s no way for you to 'feel’ wrong. All your pain is still their fault, and not your fault for 'feeling it’, and things are exactly as bad as you feel them. Your feelings are a reflection of reality that is happening to you, if there was no cause of you feeling upset and pained, you would not be feeling it.

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The worst part is I don't even remember her saying these phrases.... I only remember thinking them constantly by myself.

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Enneagram Tritype Moodboards: (22/27)

458 (The Scholar)

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Hey, this is my tritype! And incredible that they added a Sleeping At Last quote from Saturn, too!

#enneagram #Tritype #tritype #458 #aesthetic #type aesthetic #me #i love this blueeeee

reblog if you ever went through the "I'm [mspec]" straight to "I'm [aspec]" pipeline 💀💀

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Aspec culture is thinking you were just innocent and sticking to good morals while everyone around you became raging hormone machines and that being 'sane/normal' was going to impress your parents or elders or some type of messed up belief system.

It's me—I'm aspec culture.

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My post is nearly at 2000 notes right now and I'm baffled. I never expected so many people to relate to what was my own frustrated personal experience. I struggle with having felt toxic femininity at a young age. I now find it challenging to decide whether I'm doing stuff to be good and submissive and upholding purity culture, or I'm being my authentic self who actually can't be a "normal" sexual being at all.

It's hard to be different in a world where everyone else feels the same about something, huh :'l

#aspec #aro #acespec #aromantic #asexual #aroace #teenagers #queer #ace #aromantic asexual #aspec pride #asexuality #ace week #thank you for the notes fam #questioning

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how do people listen to sleeping at last and not go absolutely bonkers?? Like

“forgiveness is a lesson he cursed you to learn”??? “darkness exists to make light truly count”??? “may our stories catch fire and burn bright enough to catch God’s eye”??? “we pray we were made in the image of a figure eight”??? “if truth is north then I am true south”??? “It’s so exhausting on this silver screen where I play the role of anyone but me”??? “I’ve been less than half myself for more than half my life”??? “God knows, I am dissonance waiting to be swiftly pulled into tune”??? “I bend the definition of faith to exonerate my blind eye”??? “pain is a well-intentioned weatherman predicting God as best he can, but God I wanna feel again”??? “our stained glass means nothing without light”??? “in our grey matter all grey matters”??? “sign language is our reply when church bells make no sound”??? “for in our great sorrow we learn what joy means”??? “I’ll try and find the image of God in mountains made of ash and clouds of smoke”??? “they’re calling off the war on account of losing track of what we’re fighting for”??? “if brokenness is a form of art, I must be a poster child prodigy”??? “it’s a cruel, cruel trick how we find ourselves when we lose everything else”???

There are so many more but these are just my favorites

Songs referenced:

Uneven Odds / In the Embers / South / Three / Nine / Mercury / Earth / Touch / Sight / Mind / Emphasis / Sorrow / Anger / Mars / Neptune / Woodwork

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I can't breathe when I choose a new SAL song to fall in love with and it expresses something I didn't realize I've ever felt .

Sleeping At Last. Sleeping At Last. Sleeping At Last.

No words for you

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Aroace stereotype: yOu cAn'T fEeL aNyThInG yOu DoN't hAvE eMoTiOnS!

Infp stereotype: yOu'Re sO iLloGiCaL aNd A cRyBaBy!

Me, an aroace infp: I serve to prove that stereotypes are stupid

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For me, it's more:

INFP stereotype: yoU'rE sO iDeaLLisTic AnD a hOpeLeSs roMaNtIc

Me, another aroace infp: You got the right idea, but the wrong bitch

I can't believe there was a time I thought being asexual was easy.

What makes it worse is that I truly believed it was even well into my research when I finally realized I was asexual.

I was watching Spacey Aces on YouTube and laughing at the idea that aphobia exists.

"How could people hate on people doing nothing?"

"Surely no one is that stupid. Aces can't possibly suffer."

Well, I still hold that logic. The main reason I'm openly aroace is because I dare anyone to be stupid enough to shit on my day. Another reason is to raise awareness.

I don't like the misconceptions people have on what it means to be asexual. I want people to understand not everyone is the same. I want people to realise just how sexual the world is and how there are a fistful of hurdles aces have to withstand to exist serenely.

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Being ace is not easy.

Never has been, but I sure damn hope it will be.

#asexual #aroace #ace #queer #actually asexual #aspec #not easy #some people are dumbbutts #god im tired #why is sex sex and sex tho #let me live #let me have this #black experience #black ace #queer poc #poc #nbpoc

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