#infp

There’s something very primal, almost reptilian about your energy. People may think of snakes, dragons, fossils, ancient creatures… like something old and deeply aware. You remind them of a creature that looks like it’s resting but isn’t really asleep. You’re not easily fooled.

You know in movies when someone tries to sneak past a dragon/dinosaur guarding something valuable, thinking they won’t be noticed, and then suddenly, its eyes open? That’s what people see in your eyes. It’s like you’re always watching people and maybe sometimes also silently judging them lol. You make them either feel defensive or guilty about their actions even if they’re not doing anything wrong. They get self-conscious all of a sudden.

Your gaze feels intelligent. You’re observant in a way that makes people feel studied and a little exposed — but also intrigued. Like nothing really gets past you. You see more than you let on. People may feel like you’re reading them without trying or picking up on things they didn’t say out loud. Some of you may be highly sensitive, easily overstimulated but somehow also detached. You may have a combination of Rahu & Ketu Nakshatras in your chart (or Ketu-Moon or Rahu-Moon conjunction).

But, there’s also a hint of softness in your eyes. It only shows for a brief moment before the intensity takes over again, though. There’s a balance in you where softness exists, but it’s protected. It’s not something everyone gets access to. It feels like something you don’t just give away easily. Some of you may have gone through betrayals or experiences that made you more guarded, more aware… so now you move differently. You’re always a few steps ahead. You can switch very quickly when needed — like from calm to serious in an instant. 0-100.

Your eyes carry a sense of dominance, experience, and quiet strength. It’s giving matriarch energy… a protector, a leader, a “Mother” figure. Not in a soft or passive way, but in a way that feels ancient, powerful, and respected.

I’m really sorry to use a T-Rex as an example, pile 1 😭 but you know how a T-Rex or a dragon is just massive and powerful? Like even when it’s a female, you don’t really register it as “feminine” in the traditional sense at first — you just see the size, the strength, the presence. It’s not soft or delicate energy. it’s dominant, ancient, and overwhelming in the best way… something powerful that doesn’t need to prove itself.

But that doesn’t mean it’s not feminine — it just means the power comes through first. That’s kind of how your energy feels. People don’t immediately read you as soft, they feel your strength before anything else.

You carry this very strong, grounded, and primal aura where people can feel you before you even say anything. Some of you might literally work out or take care of your body, but even if you don’t, there’s something about your energy that feels physically powerful and solid. Mars-dominant or curvy.

You’re also very protective of the people you love. It feels like at one point, you were the one who wasn’t protected — maybe even afraid of your own shadow. But now? You walk into a room like you’re the scariest person in there.

You naturally command respect. When people look into your eyes, they think twice before lying. Loyalty is everything to you. Either they straighten up or quietly remove themselves if they feel like they can’t be 100% truthful with you. They feel a little… beneath you. Not in a bad way, but in a “don’t try me” kind of way. You may be a mentor or have a leadership position at your job, and are surrounded by younger employees who look up to you. Maybe you’re also tall?

At the same time, you also make people feel safe. Like if anything were to happen, you’d know exactly what to do. You might be the “mom friend” or the one people rely on without even realizing it.

Some of you definitely have people crushing on you who are a bit more submissive in nature, but they get intimidated and don’t know how to approach you.

It’s kind of giving that dynamic from Shrek — Donkey being obsessed while his dragon wife is just this powerful, slightly terrifying, but ultimately loving presence. I’m so sorry with the Shrek & dinosaur analogies, pile 1, but I hope it makes sense lol 😭 Love your energy, though. Take care, Mama Bear! 🦖💕

goddess kali, ashlesha, purva & uttara bhadrapada, vishaka, mula, ardra, mars naks, saturn or mercury in the 1st/2nd, anuradha/jyeshta/scorpio, queen latifah, megan thee stallion, beyonce, sza, skylar from breaking bad, daenerys targaryen, lady danbury from bridgerton, research lab, scientist/researcher, bookworm

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PILE 2 ❀࿐

I must be tapping into some very sleepy people in this particular PAC reading lol—or maybe just a lot of Ketu and 12th house natives 🛏️💤. An oracle card of a fairy sleeping on a flower popped out for you. There may be messages for you in Pile 1, though this pile feels more like the softcore version, lol. You may have “Ketu eyes” which makes you look like you’re “high” or really sleepy.

When people look into your eyes, they see purity and innocence—carrying the wisdom of a thousand lifetimes.

They see magic in them, maybe even ancient magic. Otherworldly. Strange. Some of you were probably seers in your past lives.

People may underestimate you because of your softness and sensitivity. It’s a little sad because I don’t think they see the real you when they look into your eyes, pile 2. They really have to sit down with you one-on-one or live many lifetimes, like you, in order to truly understand you. They can tell that you know a lot of things but they also somehow see you as naive, but this is far from the truth. The “weirdness” that people sense about you is actually… wisdom. It’s like—IYKYK. If they know, then they know, and if not, then… 🤷🏻

They may also overlook your skills and talents. You’re the last to get picked in groups back when you were still in school. But, you don’t really GAF anyway! You’re happy just being in your own “little” world 🎠🧸.

Some of you don’t really look people too much in the eyes. You like keep to yourself—and if you’re an ambivert, you’re the quiet one in the group. It would make sense because the fairy is sleeping in your oracle card. The very few people who do take the time to really look into your eyes, they want to go on late-night secret adventures with you. They want to create memorable nights with you. Maybe get drunk, get lost in town & alleyways—do something risky, go ghost-hunting, etc. If you are much older, you just make them feel like they want to re-live their teenage years with you.

It feels like unlocking some sort of a hidden side quest or a “secret level” when they finally become friends with you. The people in this pile are the introverts who often get adopted by extroverts lol—same! 🩷 It just takes a while for people to find you or get you since you are so reclusive! When they find you, they feel like they’ve find their bestie for life. When people really look into your eyes, they feel bad or a little guilty because they realize they’ve taken you for granted before. Like you’ve been there all along and they can’t believe they missed you. I think people get “friend crushes” on you. Their other “friends” don’t believe them when they talk to them about you being “the coolest person they’ve ever met”. Those friends may even get jealous because they start to hang out with you more than them because you are so fun and interesting to talk to, and because you know a lot of cool, niche topics. When people become friends with you, they realize what a real friend is, and it’s not the ones who they were first friends with.

It seems like you may actually gain some popularity in your community due to your unique qualities. It may just take a while for people to find you and appreciate you. And, anyway, you don’t care about being popular so you don’t get popular right away. So, you are actually quite known, pile 2, believe it or not.

When people really look into your eyes, they start to recognize what’s REAL. There’s something about your softness and detached personality that makes people feel uncomfortable which is why they tend to avoid interacting with you. You may also randomly say strange things in conversations that make the vibe suddenly feel weird in group settings sometimes 😹 But, you also stun them whenever you randomly drop knowledge, wisdom & “prophecies” so casually in these conversations. It’s either you shock/scare people with the things that you say, or they don’t know wth you’re talking about, and don’t how to respond, which leads to awkward silence. Honestly, you’re a little scary sometimes, pile 2, but also endearing! It balances out. Please never change! 👽😸🫶🏻

perks of being a wallflower, infp, hyperfemininity, same s3x, soft boi, femboi, sensitive/HSP, deers, mrigashira or mridu naks, moon naks: rohini, hasta, shravana / taurus, virgo, capricorn, jupiter naks: punarvasu, vishakha, purva bhadrapada / gemini-cancer, libra-scorpio, aquarius, magha / leo, ketu-dom, moon in 4th, moon or ketu in 12th, pisces, helaena targaryen from house of the dragon

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PILE 3 ❀࿐

This is interesting, pile 3, the first card I pulled for you says “Happy, Happy” and the second one is called “No Rain Today”, showing a ballerina looking away with a tear on her face, then the single tear becomes a rain shower, and then right beside her is the Sun with a poker face.

People see duality in your eyes. People may see you as “fragile” because of how you carry yourself, yet they also see this quiet strength in you. Maybe you like to wear soft pastel colors, are soft-spoken or sensitive but also disciplined and meticulous with everything that you do. The ballerina has clouds as hair so people may also think that you have your head in the clouds.

You don’t like to burden people with your problems. You’re very private and would rather deal with your problems alone. You don’t like people seeing you sad. You may like to be the strong one for others even if you look like the most vulnerable—or even the youngest—among them. Maybe it’s a defense mechanism. You try to look tough because people always assume you’re not strong enough to handle things on your own. You may try to hide your emotions but people can see that you have been hurt by something or someone very deeply and you’re still thinking about what happened even if many years have passed already. Your eyes aren’t showing that you’re holding a grudge against these past hurts but they’re giving more of like a person having unprocessed or repressed sadness or trauma. Like you’re very tired emotionally.

There’s melancholy in your eyes. You smile but your eyes tell a different story. Like someone hurt you but you’re not really telling people the full story when they ask you about it. I heard “You only know what I want you to know”. Most of the time, you can get away with putting on this mask, so people assume you’re doing great but the ones who are more sensitive and intuitive—they can sense your wounded soul. They can tell when something is “bothering” you because you tend to look away or out the window in conversations, which tells them you’re somewhere far away—sorting things out in your secret world. I can tell you like to escape from your present reality and go to dreamier ones where things don’t hurt as much. I also think you’re not always anxious or sad—you’re just a thinker, which can make you look distracted, and always in some kind of distress to people. You can’t help it. I mean, if your brain constantly gets bombarded by so many incoming information or stimuli, wouldn’t you end up getting overwhelmed and lost in them too? I don’t think you’re disassociating while in conversations on purpose. You just need time to process all incoming information because if you don’t, you feel “incomplete” or even irritated.

Also, people can tell when you’ve cried yourself to sleep the night before because of how red and swollen your eyes get. It’s easy to make you cry or you cry easily while watching movies. Or you may have sad eyes that makes you look like you’re always about to cry.

You carry deep empathy within you. You may be an actress or aspire to be in the field of the performing arts. If you want to do this as a hobby or profession, I say go for it because your eyes are very expressive. The duality in your self-expression can add subtle layers to your performance. The simplest movements you do is art. You move with grace. You also give people grace… even when they’ve wronged you.

There’s a very specific kind of sadness within you, one that isn’t easily touched by ordinary things. It softens through immersion in performance art, whether that’s experiencing or expressing it: opera, ballet, theater… something elevated, classical, almost sacred in its beauty. It has to be this level of refinement because it reaches a part of you that nothing else quite can. It’s incomparable.

You are deeply healed by Venusian energy: music that moves your soul, art that speaks without words, rich conversations that explore philosophy and meaning, museums, beauty in all its forms, intentional self-care. There’s something about the combination of mastery and beauty that restores you.

When you surround yourself with these frequencies, you don’t just feel better—you feel powerful. Like the void inside you quiets, and the pain dissolves into something softer.

You come through as highly sensitive, pile 3—but you already know this is your strength. You handle your duality well, even if it’s not always easy. Some of you may have Ketu or the South Node in Ardra/Gemini. Ardra is one of—if not the toughest cosmic stage among all 27 nakshatras, so give yourself grace. You’ve been through this before.

Trust yourself, take care 🤍

mrigashira/ardra/gemini, mercury-dominant, mercury in the 1st, bharani/purva phalguni/purva ashadha or fire signs, venus, jyeshta “the maestro” / scorpio, pisces, venus in virgo, reality shifting, dark academia, dead poet’s society, swati, classical music, ballet, opera house, historical romance, mac miller (who has ketu in ardra/gemini), movie scripts, screenplay, moulin rouge

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