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being a fearful-avoidant is one hell of a drug bc like i love you so much and i wish for our souls to merge but also i don’t deserve you so please stay away from me i’m such an awful person but it would be nice if you did stay

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avoidant culture is feeling far more comfortable yearning for fictional people that don't exist because i never actually have to get close to them. i can just write alone and feel comfortable never divulging anything

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something so embarrassing about avpd is getting little 'friendship crushes' on people. why is my heart clenching because someone liked my post? why am i so nervous to interact with you? why am i so eager to see what you post online despite talking once or twice? why can i not respond to anything you say to me out of panic? it is so embarrassing, i feel like a middle-schooler having a playground crush and scribbling messy valentines that will never be delivered.

Can we please start normalizing the choice to want to be dependent on someone because yeah, I love Caleb. I like fantasizing about being taken care of and never having to do a damn thing for myself. I want someone to make decisions for me when my brain doesn't want to function properly. I know the man's a possessive hoe and I dont care—his possessiveness makes me feel loved and I prefer someone who doesn't hide the fact that they yearn for me and want only me in their world. I just want to be cherished and spoiled like a cute little doll and so what if thats how I want to live my life? It's healing for someone like me whose mental state is absolutely terrible because I don't have to worry about my future very much when I have someone willingly and happily doing that for me! ^.^

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