I'm a bad guy.
I might be anything in this world, but I’ll never be loved.
I’m covered in toxicity. You should be scared of me.
I’m the name they use when they talk about the bad guys.
I'm a hypocrite. I don't practice what I preach.
I crave attention so badly because I never got it, and I’ll never get it.
I'm insecure, ultra needy.
I wish to die, but I'm a coward at my core. Death is scary.
I cry a lot, like it washes my sins, but it won't.
I waste my time imagining things that will never happen.
I hold on so tight to anyone who seems to care.
I give my all to make sure they don't leave.
They scare my kind of love because it's unhealthy.
I feel so scattered when they leave.
The voices come back and laugh at me.
Telling me, "You never learned. You are nothing, and forever you will be."
Forever, I'm a bad guy.
