17.07.2026
Idk how I feel rn; I never in my life had thought that getting paired with a guy would be so painful. I mean, they are just joking, but why do I feel bad? Why does this feel like betraying someone? I mean, I don't like that guy; he doesn't either, but whyy?? Why am I feeling so shit? It's more like I can never accept someone loving me. Why am I feeling so unlovable?














