high enough without the Mary Jane

I may have...cut off all of my hair yesterday....it used to be right above my ass now its just below my shoulders...

What do u do when u kinda like someone and ur certain they like u back but u dont know if u entirely like them coz sometimes the idea of them is extremely appealing but sometimes it isn't at all???? Oh and noone around u none of ur friends support the idea.

I understand that I’m falling and somehow still laughing, I understand your understanding is that I am unaware - I am not. My laughs mourn in a way my tears cannot.

Don’t throw light at me.....I don’t want to see what I’ve become in the darkness.

I absolutely hate it when people say “Others go through worse”......ummm...okay???....so???....that doesn't really change what I’m going through now does it? I mean I don’t in any way mean that people don’t go through worse...I’m just saying that others going through worse really doesn't change the situation for me......may others get all the strength to face what they are facing but could you please stop telling me to “suck it up” and “man up” and “get over it” because you don’t think I’m going through something extreme....what i might be going through might not be a big deal for you but it is for me....there might be something thats not a big deal for me but is for you.......so please just don’t be so inconsiderate towards whatever others are going through....you telling them that doesn't make them feel better about their situation, it just makes them feel incompetent and discourages them further.....coz in the end you really have no idea how the other person is feeling.

Okay but when Charlie’s dad in “The perks of being a wallflower” said “Not everyone has a sob story Charlie, and even if they do, it’s no excuse”. Like why in the world does this hit so hard??? We should really stop letting people take advantage of the situation and trying to find clues as to why they did something. Bottom line: they did it.....nothing can change that.

“It’s like when you’re excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. And all you want is to feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means you’re happy, too.” ― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Everyone’s always talking about if you hate someone so much you’ll eventually come to love them, but have you ever loved someone so much that you come to hate them? You hate the power they have over you. You hate that despite whatever they say to you you’ll always go back to them and they know that so they keep taking advantage of it. You hate that you care so much about them but they don’t give a single flying fuck about you. You hate that you always ask them about whatever is going on in their life but they never even get back to you if you broke down. You hate that you try to get closer to them but they keep pushing you away and always have another person they find more important than you. You hate that despite everything and how shitty they make you feel you’ll still stupidly love them.