-Blackout Memories- Black hat memoirs I kept to myself, I was too poor for bars Too crazy too, three, four -86’d by Applebees, Kicked to the curb by Mom and Pop Wake up on the cold floor Knives out, safety off I grew up rich I live off 800/month cuz I’m bipolar 1/3 goes to court fees 1/3 goes to a car I can’t drive 1/3 goes to drugs I have over 30 prescriptions 4.0, best in class, bachelors, genius I’ve been hospitalized over 100 times 5 suicide attempts and Nobody thinks I’m serious Everything that I worked for was meaningless It only hurts me now in reminiscence My parents forced my brother into suicide And they won’t admit it My parents keep making this happen to kids It’s all they do, its all they do My other brother just had a child You wanna mother-fucking Witness to Jehovah? I wish you knew… Business casual Taught me to turn my violence outwards O, am I rich now, is this my white right? Non-violent, Buddhist, Taoist, but… Wanna see how hard back I can bite? #blondnblue22 #blondnblue #jehovahswitness #jehovahswitnesses #jehovahswitnessesonly #jehovahswonderfulcreations #jehovah #jehovahwitnesses #poems #poet #poem #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetsociety #poetrylovers #poemoftheday #poemsporn #poetryporn #poetsofig #poemsbyme #poetryislife #poetryinmotion #poetryslam #instapoem #igpoem #poetryoftheday #poetslife #poetic #slampoetry (at Raleigh, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVSm9zMrJh_/?utm_medium=tumblr
