how would describable laziness? Has it gotten worse as youāve gained? Would you want it to be worse than it is now? Would be lazy drive you crazy? lol and as alwaysā¦ such a babe
Picture this, Rosie 7 years ago ;
Iād wake up at 4am so I could fit in a cardio workout before my commute to my job - where I spent ten hours on my feet. After work Iād go right back to the gym for strength training, before returning home and getting to bed early as possible to do the same tomorrow. On weekends Iād still workout, and end up doing things like hikes or go out dancing with friends.
I was basically moving nonstop until I went to bed at night, and I resented it. I did this lifestyle not out of desire but out of expectation. I felt I was doing what I was supposed to do, what people wanted from me, what was right.
By then I had been dipping my toes into feedism, poking around forums and dreaming about my perfect hedonistic lifestyle. At work I would legit be staring out the window longingly at the fast food restaurants nearby like it was a lover.
Then came the pandemic, I finally decided to drop the bullshit active lifestyle and submit to my deepest fantasies.
The laziness came naturally with the circumstances. I was stuck at home, no in person work, no gym, and I LOVED it. While I didnāt want the world wide pandemic to continue, I did want the laziness to go on forever.
My laziness has reached an all time high. Weāre far past the days of having to drop activities from my life like the gym, hikes, etc. Now, weāre at a point where laziness is a necessity. I love spending days on my fat ass or in bed, avoiding every opportunity where physical activity is needed. But, I sincerely struggle to accomplish anything physical, which has progressively gotten worse as my gain has continued. Just walking the duration of the grocery store might as well be a full blown workout, carrying all this weight on my frame makes these things so much harder.
I have several vanilla jobs, most of which donāt require me to do anything truly physical. Lazy jobs, if you will. But I DO have one job thatās freelance and requires a lot of walkingā¦ which luckily I donāt have to do very often but when I do? I need a whole recovery day of eating junk food and playing video games afterwards.
Ideally one day I donāt have to do that job anymore, and I let my laziness fully dominate my life. Only jobs that require me to sit on my ass, groceries always delivered to my doorstep, no physical activity besides the walk from my bed to my fridge day to day.
In a perfect world, Iād be achieving levels of lazy that would make a normal person feel sick just to think about. One day Iāll get there, but for now, Iāll be taking every opportunity I have to sit on my fat ass and participate in convenience, the ālazy driveā is real!
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