#1 jerejean lover

hey guysss so unfortunately the rumors are true and im leaving the narrative. Buttt the good news is my absence will create such a gaping hole in your lives that it will become a sort of presence itself, and so in a way it will kind of be like i never left! But i am. Leaving just to be clear.

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

“Why does Roland think you’re tying me down?” But it’s Neil asking Jean why his back is covered in scratches when the Trojans are supposed to be pacifists

HAVE THAT CHARACTER GAIN WEIGHT AS A SIGN OF HEALING: NOW

there is the line between bisexual and aroace and i am using it as a jump rope

“You can’t fix him” I don’t wanna fix him! I wanna FUCK him! I’m a pervert not a psychologist!

when neil gets sick and says he’s dying, he’s NOT exaggerating. this boy has lived in such harsh conditions that he has no idea not every illness is fatal. when he writes his will while suffering from a fever and a sore throat, he’s NOT joking. he truly believes he’s going to die soon. mary never explained to him that not every illness is fatal, cuz in their situation, they WERE fatal. in his world, people are killed for making a single mistake, and pain is either a sign of weakness or the end. for him, “i’m dying” is not a metaphor or dramatization, but a statement of fact based on the only experience available to him. he’s preparing for the end, and the only thing that matters to him is leaving andrew at least some kind of support so that he won’t fall apart after neil’s death. neil isn’t thinking about how to save himself. neil is thinking about how to ensure andrew survives after him. even if his illness is just a common cold.

It’s always Jeremey is gonna get in a car crash from his sleep deprivation. And never his fear and agony of being on pain meds in the hospital terrified he’ll relapse…

In tkm, after andreils done showering together (hehe) Neil tries to end the truth for truth game cus he has no more secrets and Andrews like nooo we can't end the game I still need to know every thought in your head as u should mine and you're not getting away we should merge souls

Aaron really is the foundation to Andrew finding a sense of purpose in life because he found Aaron and made his deal with him he then joined the foxes so Aaron could get his degree then because he joined the foxes he made his deal with Kevin who then led him to Neil so when you think about it andreil is all Aaron’s fault he brought the horrors on himself

"he's not gonna fuck you bro" He will.he will if i post good

rereading kathy’s interview hurts; like this is when neil starts to understand the severity of the situation and kevin is so visibly uncomfortable from the moment riko appears. also the fact that afterwards we have one of the only times kevin stands up to riko and he does it for neil and gets elbowed in the face

AFTG in modern time and its videos titled “Neil’s Josten being unhinged for 34 minutes straight” then there’s “Kevin Day being gay for Jeremy Knox for over 6 minutes” “Jean Moreau and Jeremy Knox being adorable for 27 minutes and 38 seconds.” Lots of “Andrew Minyard being iconic for 8 minutes not so straight”. how can I forget, “Jean Moreau forgetting English core” and finally “Neil Josten vs. Press duty (feat. Kevin day)”.

28 year old tumblr users will look at you and say do you remember thwomp day of 2013 when everyone was posting thwomp from mario 64 in different audio