#1 jerejean lover

neil being so ready to dip out on the fbi, even though that was the whole reason he was even there in the first place, so that jean had space to grieve in peace… oh…. oh my heart..

Jean-Yves Moreau

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one scene that always gets me is in the sunshine court when jeremy is sitting next to jean on his bed after their day on the beach and finding out about the ravens. jeremy knowing jean shouldn’t be alone and they’re sitting there next to each other and jean thinks that the warmth of jeremy’s body thawed the parts of him the sun couldn’t reach. jean being distracted by sounds from the kitchen but before he can move jeremy says, stay with me. and jean stays, because with jeremy beside him it’s the first time his room has ever felt truly safe and right, and jean is content to hold onto that feeling for as long as he can.

Jeremy making a video that’s like “walking with my scary dog privilege” and turning the camera toward Jean. But every time he turns the camera toward Jean Jean blushes and smiles at him

Neil immediately stops finding similarities between his father and himself after Andrew tells him that doing that implies that he and Aaron are similar

recently learned that at the end of the school year, little kids will often start acting out more because they want their teacher to yell at them so they won't be as sad when they have to leave and move on to a different teacher next year, like they're trying to make themselves like their teacher less so it's easier to move on. and that's low key exactly what Andrew was doing to Neil in the beginning 😭 poor guy had such a massive crush on Neil that he kept telling him the most insane things (ex. "hey i murdered my own mother btw") to try and creep Neil out so that Neil would hate him and he [Andrew] would in turn grow to hate Neil right back. but it all failed because Neil is equally as creepy as Andrew and rather than being creeped out by Andrew, Neil accepted every "terrible awful creepy cruel" thing about him and loved him for them

Andrew, who pushed Neil so hard his hands ached and shook badly enough that he could barely hold a mug afterward. 🔄 Andrew, who after Neil’s injury made a habit of massaging his wrists, fingers, and palms after practices, games, or any kind of physical strain because he knows exactly how irritated Neil gets when his hands don’t feel like his own.

this pride month we’re all going to be radically pro transgender. or else.

I’ve read so many fanfics that at this point I can’t tell if Neil climbing the roof of the foxhole stadium with Seth on his back is canon or not

it is dw

Do I think Andrew and Neil would (very far in the future, possibly after retirement from exy) would get matching tattoos? Yes, yes I do. What do I think they would be you ask? Well t would be something small but significant, like the others initials or an important date, hidden somewhere only they know.

i agree AND i think they would give each other their tattoos!! mostly bc andrew doesn't like being touched and wants to show how much he trusts neil and bc neil would love to have a physical marking that came from love and not violence!! <3

it’s gonna be a long journey but ooooh once jeremy feels secure in his relationship with jean it’s gonna be so over for everyone .like that’s HIS MAN !!!! he’s gonna mention his boyfriend/husband in EVERY conversation no matter the topic is. his boyfriend privileges will have no limits,, he’ll be finally asking for what he wants bc he knows he has a man who will do anything to make him happy…..ohhh