eat hot chip and lie

Andrew probably adored Neil being oblivious because he got to explore and show his feelings without being confronted or forced to talk about them.

When I was a kid watching tv was idiot coded and nerds read books, but now scrolling shortform videos is considered braindead behavior and watching tv means you're some kinda intellectual. You might think this shifting assessment of media's consumers might make readers into absolute super geniuses, but no. Only perverts read now.

matching best friends t-shirts idea one says ‘the wound they will carry for the rest of their life➡️’ and the other. just says ‘⬅️best friend’

“Jean will help you if you help him” Jean will stitch you up, carry you back to your room, watch out for you, speak French to you, and keep you safe at the nest if you do the same for him. But Neil couldn’t help Jean. He didn’t see the text, he barely remembers what happened at the nest. He made Jeans life worse by disobeying Riko’s orders. Yet Jean still helped him. So killing Grayson was Neil protecting Jean. Neil couldn’t protect him from Riko, but this was the next best thing. Misplaced forever partners.