#kevneil

“Oh my god, I can't believe Kevin day fumbled two different situation ships” Kevin Day who surgically removed himself from the people he loved when he realized he was not the better option. Kevin day who even when he's the first option knows he's never the best option. Kevin Day who lets people use him as they learn to love each other and themselves until he has no use anymore and lets them go even as they rip parts of himself away when they leave. Kevin day who is always the first choice and never the last.

aftg but neil is genuinely wholeheartedly under the impression that andrew and kevin are boyfriends. which is basically just the first book and half of the second but i mean we let him keep that energy the whole way through. andrew says he'd blow him and neil is like ??? pretty sure kevin would take issue with that??? and andrew, thinking neil is referencing their deal, is like ??? kevin doesn't care what i do when im away from him??? and neil is like ??? but you're always with him when im around??? and andrew is like ??? i would tell him to go away??? and neil is like ??? i don't think you should do that??? and andrew is like ??? u mean u want him to watch??? and neil is like ??? i didn't agree to this but if i was going to then yes, im not going to make you send kevin away??? and anyway this is how both andrew and neil operate under the assumption that the other is angling to enter a throuple with one another and kevin day and kevin has no clue about any of this

headcanon: kevin and neil arguing in the locker room while the rest of the foxes ignore them bc that is just the norm for the two of them. Also they are arguing in French bc of course they are. And then kevin goes: for fucks sake neil, it's not that difficult to answer, yes or no? And Neil freezes. And everyone, including Kevin is like ??? Bc why is Neil suddenly staring at Kevin like a deer in headlights, and hold on, is he actually blushing? Kevin is confused. The foxes are confused. No one but Andrew understands why Neil is suddenly stammering and why he can't look Kevin in the eye the rest of practice.