Neil being completely delirious during his time at the nest. Seeing the number three on Jeanâs jersey and mumbling Andrewâs name. His mumbling it again when Jean carries him to bed. Jean sits on the edge of Neilâs bed as Neil drags a hand down his back, still mumbling Andrew over and over again. Jean looks back at him, and wonders what it may be like to have someone on the outside. The one person Jean thought he had left. Neil would probably leave too. Neilâs hard drifts from Jeanâs back to his arm, where Riko cut three nasty cuts, dangerously close to the delicate veins in his wrist. Jean patched Neil under but didnât bother to fix his own arm. Neilâs hand goes further down and he takes Jeanâs hand in his, counting his fingers to check if he still has all five. Then he moves to the other hand. Then, Neil mumbles a different name. âJean,â it comes out slowly like heâs finally released who heâs been leaning on the bask few days.