Jun 19
did you know that i've been living out of the closet for HALF my life? i came out at age 19, 19 years ago. next year, i will have been William for most of my life. i can't believe it sometimes. some of us never make it there.
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did you know that i've been living out of the closet for HALF my life? i came out at age 19, 19 years ago. next year, i will have been William for most of my life. i can't believe it sometimes. some of us never make it there.
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How has your sleep schedule changed on testosterone? If at all. I slept a bunch right away when I started.
It's only been a month and I'm starting on a low dose and working my way up, so I haven't noticed a huge change in energy levels. It's been a little easier to wake up in the morning, but that could also be chalked up to my eating a little better and getting back into running. A lot of my body's minute changes right now (with one erm. Exception) are a whole lotta "was I like this before?"
THINGS I'VE NOTICED 1 WEEK ON TESTOSTERONE
(Note: I'm not sure if all these things can be attributed to T, they're just things I've noticed being different since I started. I'm currently doing .20 mls of sub-q injections a week.)
- My sweat smells different. Not exactly better or worse but it's definitely stronger. Kind of more sour as well?
- My throat is sore most of the time. In the morning, if I don't drink a ton of water, I can barely speak. A lady over the phone asked, completely unprompted, if I have a cold, because I kind of just always sound congested now.
- I'm so tired sometimes, and i sleep a lot more. I got like 11 hours of sleep a few nights ago (I normally get 6-8 if I'm lucky).
- I'm getting a little hungrier, though not by much.
- I'm not any more horny than usual, in fact I think my sex drive is lower than normal. Haven't noticed any bottom growth either. everyone works different I guess.
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since starting T, i end up finding myself so beautiful. it’s a weird thing for me, who dreamed about getting his face fully done when he was a teenager and still deeply deeply closeted. i never thought i could find myself beautiful in any way. i love my nose and my eyes, and how they tell the story of my ancestors. i have those naturally perfect brows that always made my girl friends jealous. my skin is smooth and my cheekbones are popping. i love my face.
hi idk the context of this conversation so im jumping in blind but im 2.5 years on T and still very extremely sweaty all of the time. it's honestly less than the first 6 - 10 months or so but yeah it never went back to "normal". ive just had to adjust to being super sticky and sweaty and gross.
Ah, alright. Thanks for letting me know, I appreciate the heads up!!!
can't say I'm looking forward to that, lol, but whatever. not every masc thing from T is gonna be a good thing. (looking at you, butt hair! 😑)
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So I'm coming up to 6 months on testosterone and it's awesome!
The past month I've seen some major changes, my voice has gotten much deeper and more reverberant, my shoe size has gone up for the first time in around 7 years, my facial hair is becoming much more noticeable, and my body shape has changed so I'm more rectangular than hourglass.
I've had pretty substantial bottom growth as well as changes to smell down there. My cup size has also gone down significantly so my old bras don't fit and binders actually effectively flatten my chest.
My period has pretty much entirely stopped, apart from occasional cramping and very occasional spotting, which I am over the moon about (periods were one of the main sources of my dysphoria).
I'm so happy with all of the changes (yes even sweating more and having oily greasy skin and being horny 24/7)
I've got my 6 month endocrinology appointment in a couple of weeks (another £300, ouch) which should be good for making sure my levels are where they need to be.
I'm so happy I'm here. It's been a wild ride from "tomboy" to "definitely a cis woman" to "genderfluid????" to "let's just stuff the whole gender thing in a box and forget about it" to "genderfluid? genderflux? fluxfluid?" to "nonbinary" to "binary trans man" to "nope, nonbinary" to "???????" and finally to "none binary with left boy", because if I can't fully understand it I may as well make a meme of it.
I just can't even imagine what 10 year old me would think of my life now. I wish I could go tell them that they'll figure at least some of it out eventually, and they'll find others like them, and they'll love and be loved by so many wonderful people.
People long term on testosterone when did you notice fat redistributing happening? I remember reading it might not happen until 7 years in. I don’t know how many years I’ve been on HRT, its a good few, but I still haven’t noticed any changes in my body shape, it’s still distinctly curvy and “womanly”
1 Day on T
Ok I think I noticed another change unless this is psychosomatic, but my armpits smell different. Not stronger or worse, just different and unfamiliar