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This is your reminder that transitioning after 30 isn't too late. It's never. EVER. Too late.
If you do this for *you*, then don't listen to what anyone else has to say. They don't know your joy. Don't let them have it.
Transitioning saved my life. And it continues to do so every single day. I don't regret not starting earlier - I'm just thankful I started period.
Now I get to live my life.
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Say what you will about Tumblr, but all the perverts simping on fat people have done so so much to kill my own fatphobia. Like I've gained some weight in HRT Year One, as is normal and good, and I really don't think I'd love my body as much if I hadn't seen people go slightly feral over tummy and rolls.
And like, it's not as if I grew up isolated from fat people, both my parents have been various levels of fat all their lives, but their attitude towards that was always so toxic. I only realised recently how often my mum puts herself down by calling herself fat or other words to that effect.
Idk I'm just really grateful for the fact that I can look at my own tummy and mainly see how soft it makes me look, and how the lines on my torso from slouching define my shape so nicely, and how my stretch marks are proof that my body is changing and growing and that's GOOD because I'M alive and changing growing!!
Didn't realize how much fat redistribution and no bloating I'd been through in the last seven months until I was walking around in boxers and a binder this afternoon and caught myself in my full length mirror.
Had to compare it to the photo I took two days before starting testosterone to prove to myself I wasn't imagining things.
Literally crazy to see it, but also to see the slight change in my arms from working out since June (nothing too serious, just push ups and weight lifting about half an hour to an hour 5 days a weeks) and the physical demand of my job with the effects of testosterone (before t, I swear I struggled to put on muscle).
i hate this discourse about "dont draw top surgery scars like this its butchered surgery!!!" bc no one is going to have a perfectly straight and thin line on their chest, it's going to be a little bit wonky like the rest of your body
my scars arent perfect and they're still tight and healing so im actually glad artists draws imperfect and spiky top surgery scars that looks like stars and fireworks
Crazy how transitioning has motivated me to take better care of myself. Ie I used to not eat enough sometimes due to some chronic GI problems, but now I've gotten more diligent about eating more since starting HRT. Like yes I need sustenance to fuel the Great Transformation.
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Before top surgery and T -> after top surgery and 3 years on T
29 β’ he/him
OFFICIALLY CHANGED MY NAME!!!
Now that I've been on HRT for over a year I figured it'd be nice to make a little post talking about what I've experienced so far! Cus it's nice to be positive about stuff and I've been feeling a lot more positive lately because of this!
Fat distribution! This one is slightly combined with recent weight gain because I've been eating more but I've gained so much fat in my thighs, ass and tummy, and it makes me feel so squishy and nice!
Boobs! They're not very big yet (mostly because the fat went to all the other places I think) but I love boobs they make me so happy every time I look in the mirror.
With those combined I'm actively getting happy about myself when I see myself and that's really cool; Also
Reduced body hair! I genuinely did not expect this to change so much but I have so much lighter and less body hair that I genuinely never bother shaving (it's still visible, especially on my legs, but it's not much more than the cis women in my life so I have very quickly adopted the 'fuck that' mentality to shaving)
Softer skin! I didn't notice this as much until I compared my hands to my cousin's hands recently and realised that holy shit the skin has changed so much, it was subtle and insidious and snuck up on me but I am not complaining
Emotional changes! I'm not more emotional now but I do feel like I process things differently in subtle ways. The most obvious is that I am now able to cry, like at all. No more feelings stacking up in a ball of anxiety without release, now when it gets too much I just cry them out.
Also some sexual changes, which I won't go into detail with because I don't want to. But they've been fully positive and I'm happy. If you know me and you're curious you're allowed to ask but I'm not sharing that publicly.
