#nonbinary trans guy

(Cutesy Graphics Below, not perfect, but something I slapped together in an hour or two while I tried to narrow down everything I needed to say)

Went heavy with my makeup today and also look ! Short hair :D

brand new, SHOCKINGLY easy & quick source of gender euphoria just dropped!

SO. I have a love/hate, euphoria/dysphoria relationship with my hands, specifically wrt my nails. i can usually get around that by keeping them good and short and painting them (usually black, like all good transgenders do /jk) but that's a pain in the butt sometimes.

just for the hell of it, I wanted to see how my matte top coat would look by itself and it's fantastic, I am so happy rn. and this is so much quicker than doing multiple layers of polish w/ different colors!

matte topcoat ⤵️ no topcoat ⤵️

it's pretty subtle, but the matte coat makes my nails less shiny and it looks and feels distinctly masc to me, in a way that makes me hate my hands less, which is rad and much appreciated since I kind of see my hands all the time and it's nice to not want to cringe at them lmao

this is the topcoat I use, btw ⤵️

like it's been this distant dream for over two years, with what felt like a million obstacles blocking my way, but now it's like.. I'm out, my family supports me, I changed my name, I know that this is what I want.

all I'm waiting for right now is for my insurance to look at the paperwork i sent in & update my name in their files. then i can start scheduling doctors' appointments, and one of the first things I want to talk to my pcp about is hrt. if they don't know where to send me for it, I'll find a referral through planned parenthood. either way, I kinda have a plan.

it's not a million miles away anymore, it's just over the horizon. I think im almost there.