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Working hard love Commit Dance fitness ! #vasafitness #vasachandler #workout #doingthisforme #weightlossjourney (at Chandler, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6WLGXADG26/?igshid=10i2j7v2zpjon
Self-motivation is limited. ⌛⌛⌛ I’m a disciplined person, but staying motivated on my fitness journey got REALLY HARD because I was by myself… and felt alone. 💔 Looking back, I was too preoccupied with food and staying consistent. The constant beating myself up and trying to maintain PERFECTION was draining my energy! (and JOY!) ✨ Something TURNED THAT AROUND, though. The rollercoaster slowed down… the consistency came… and so did the excitement I’d been missing. I found friends who were in it with me, too. What I’ve learned that I want for you: ✌️The answer to never feeling alone? A TRIBE. ✌️No more wasted energy constantly measuring calories and all the things. (FREEDOM for this foodie!!!) 🦅 ✌️ENJOYABLE workouts that get results FROM HOME- AND include a fun support group are NOT a pipe dream! It’s REAL! * The added bonus that REALLY brought my joy back? The encouragement from my tribe, and learning to love my body. * If your gut is saying this needs to be you, then LIKE this post. We should talk! ♥️
Difference between expectation and appreciation.
Productivity Challenge Re-Start
Welp, guys. I didn’t get that job but, to be honest, after speaking with them I 100% wasn’t even interested (interested in the pay, sure, but not the job itself). I have my hopes up I’ll hear back about possible interviews for some other jobs that seem way more up my alley. So, still pretty positive, for the most part.
Lately, I’ve really been suffering from mild depression and struggling with my ADD. I got super apathetic about pretty much everything and I let my productivity hit zero again. I keep saying that I’ll fix it and I’ll change and I do - for a while - and then I fall again. BUUUUUT, I keep getting back up again too. And that’s pretty encouraging, I think.
My summer class has officially started and I’ve come up with a few goals for this summer so here we go, 100 days of productivity challenge take 2 🎬 !
Day 1/100:
✔️ Advanced Topics in Remote Sensing class
✔️ Email professor about needing the data to download (my computer doesn’t have a CD port) - didn’t respond until 2130
✔️ Complete the discussion forum questions
✔️ Learning SQL: Complete one lesson in CodeAcademy
✔️ Duolingo: Complete alphabet lesson
⚠️ Cleaning
✔️ Ran errands instead
Fold one basket of laundry
Wash the dishes
⚠️ Exercise
✔️ Climb the stairs while at work (13 floors) at least once
30+ min of cardio (bike or jog)
Push-ups
✔️ Planks
✔️ Start stretching challenge
✔️ Read for fun - at least one chapter
It seems like a lot and looking at it like this is extremely daunting but most of these shouldn’t take that long to complete and, honestly, I’m only going to get busier once summer ends and I’m thrust back into multiple classes.
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218 Lbs.
So, recently I finished a surrogacy. Pre- pregnancy I had gone from 235 lbs to 170 lbs. While I was pregnant, my weight shot up to almost 250 lbs. As of last night, I weight 218 lbs, and I hate it. It eats at me drives me crazy. I am 2 and a half months post partum. Normally I bounce back pretty quickly, but this pregnancy, I had a c section. Which in itself is a whole different recovery process. It is major surgery after all.
The thing is, I dont feel like I’m that big. It’s not til I try to wear my clothes and either they don’t fit, or my fat rolls over and it just makes me sick.
I’m trying to work on self discipline. Last time I lost weight, it wasnt because I was dieting and exercising. It was mostly me not eating, some illicit drug use, and walking EVERYWHERE in 120 degree dry heat. Jeans, boots, jacket and all.
This time, I wana do it right. So I’m coming to the one place that I truly feel like my self. Maybe by writing about it and putting it out there, I’ll feel more inclined to go through with it. I know I’m gonna fuck up.. probably a lot, but I’m not gonna give up this time.
So if there’s anyone out there that actually sees this? Might be going through something similar? Or maybe even just wanting reciprocated support. Feel free to message me. <3
Mind over....what exactly?
Constantly torn between "oh what's one burger gonna do to you? You still have to enjoy things" & "you know that burger is gonna send you into a binge that will last 2 weeks". Or the ever so great debate between "I can't push myself too hard cause I'll get discouraged and quit" & "I'm being lazy, I know I can do a lot more"
Just me? Okay. 😔
Feels good to be back in the gym! I've lost 30 pounds which is amazing but it's just not enough it doesn't feel real. I want to run I want to appreciate my body and I want to be strong. My next goal is to lose 20 more pounds. Maybe then it'll feel real enough.
