#gettingmyshittogether

Welp, guys. I didn’t get that job but, to be honest, after speaking with them I 100% wasn’t even interested (interested in the pay, sure, but not the job itself). I have my hopes up I’ll hear back about possible interviews for some other jobs that seem way more up my alley. So, still pretty positive, for the most part. 

Lately, I’ve really been suffering from mild depression and struggling with my ADD. I got super apathetic about pretty much everything and I let my productivity hit zero again. I keep saying that I’ll fix it and I’ll change and I do - for a while - and then I fall again. BUUUUUT, I keep getting back up again too. And that’s pretty encouraging, I think. 

My summer class has officially started and I’ve come up with a few goals for this summer so here we go, 100 days of productivity challenge take 2 🎬 !

Day 1/100: 

✔️ Advanced Topics in Remote Sensing class

✔️ Email professor about needing the data to download (my computer doesn’t have a CD port) - didn’t respond until 2130

✔️ Complete the discussion forum questions

✔️ Learning SQL: Complete one lesson in CodeAcademy

✔️ Duolingo: Complete alphabet lesson

⚠️ Cleaning

✔️ Ran errands instead

Fold one basket of laundry

Wash the dishes

⚠️ Exercise

✔️ Climb the stairs while at work (13 floors) at least once

30+ min of cardio (bike or jog)

Push-ups

✔️ Planks

✔️ Start stretching challenge

✔️ Read for fun - at least one chapter

6/11/25

2 years ago I had a mental breakdown that triggered depression that almost killed me. I'm bipolar so I knew it was temporary, I knew a manic phase would come eventually... And after 2 years and 3 months and 2 weeks of my crippling depression and the downward spiral of my physical health... I'M BACK BABY. I am here and ready to get my life back together!

I'm starting to clean the house again and take better care of myself and just trying to enjoy life again. I'm also an alcoholic and I'm trying to quit!