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"I can handle your disorders," says the fucking clown who's about to complain when I act like my disorders.
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As someone wASPD I don’t believe people understand what I mean when I say my boredom is insufferable.
Most people hearing me say im bored think I just don’t have anything to do at the moment but it’s not that, even in things that should be “exciting” are boring. It’s a continuous endless of being under stimulated no matter what I do, and anything risky only brings me a rush that lasts mere seconds & disappears as fast as it came, an endless cycle for all of eternity.
Bitches be like “you need to be able to feel empathy to be a good person” and then are the most horrible person alive
For other folks with low/no empathy disorders
Like or reblog if your first thought when you hear someone died is “damn now everyone’s gonna be paying attention to that dead person instead of me” instead of “what a tragedy” or “their poor family”
I asked a friend who is a sociopath (diagnosed with ASPD, he refers to himself as a sociopath which is why I’m calling him that) what love feels like to him and how he knows when he loves someone.
I loved his answer. He said “Routine. If they are a part of my routine and feel familiar and comfortable and I would feel like something is missing if they weren’t there, then I think I love them.”
I have bpd with ASPD traits and I think his answer was so cute. I think that is what love is like for me too but I’ve never heard it so succinctly explained, perfect summarization.
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people are okay with you not having empathy until they find out that you also do not have empathy for children. or ( some ) animals.
how ‘mental health advocates’ look at me when i tell them my disorder makes me unable to care about other people’s feelings.
The thing that bothers me about people trivializing ASPD is not the self diagnosis, not at all, because I'm supportive of that (within reason).
What bothers me is ASPD being reduced to "unfeeling tough murderer disorder" instead of the desperate understimulation that feels like you're behing crushed alive; the uncontrollable anger that feels like it's going to burst out of your chest; the ruining your body just to feel entertained for about a couple hours if you're lucky; the severe struggles with money because you can't control your spending to save your life; the loneliness because, not only does nobody wants to be close to a psychopath, but you also can't allow yourself to be vulnerable enough; on that line, the inability to form meaningful bonds even with those who are very close to you because your fondness is extremely muted and it vanishes as soon as you even begin to notice it; the possibility that you might end up in jail, maybe even die in there, one day; the childhood full of people who thought of you as nothing but a monster, and someone no parent would ever want to deal with; the inability to commit to things that you might otherwise enjoy because they inevitably stop being entertaining enough at some point...
All those things and more being lost and/or ignored is what actually bothers me.
