There’s this guy, my only way to get supply currently. He has a huge crush on me, and we talk on social media. But god hes so fucking annoying.
He knows about my AS/NPD and he’s constantly trying to get my approval, bragging about running from the cops or using drugs or whatever. Dude, I don’t fucking care. It’s so obvious you’re trying to seek approval and I’m not giving it to you.
Random corny shit out of the blue like “you’re so pretty” “I love you” followed by a spam of apologies if I don’t reply in 30 seconds. It’s fucking pathetic.
He’s acting like a fucking chihuahua. Constantly fucking barking but not big enough to back his shit up or be worth my time. I only keep him around for the supply at this point, but I should be giving him time outs or something because he’s acting like a fucking dog.
EDIT: by the way his entire story makes NO SENSE. I don’t believe for a second that he’s actually coming in contact with the cops, or at the very least not nearly as often as he claims. He also claims to be in the hospital very frequently after trying to OD but it feels extremely off.
First: He claims the cops are after him because he ODs. Which isn’t entirely impossible, but if it happens THAT much, you’d think they’d at least suggest hospitalization. And if not the cops, then the hospital staff, because he claims to be there extremely often and I’ve only known him for 2 weeks.
Second: If he actually keeps OD-ing so severely that he needs to be in the hospital, he would NOT be talking the way he does. Sometimes I get a text saying he’s running from the cops, and thirty minutes later he claims to be in the hospital due to the OD that supposedly got the cops after him. As someone who has OD’d plenty myself, you are NOT going to be able to talk that soon. It’s excruciatingly painful not only to OD (and actively running from the cops while doing so doesn’t seem likely), but to have your stomach pumped you will be put under. Then you wake up eventually still in extreme pain because pumping your stomach HURTS.
So yeah I’m pretty sure he’s just making shit up to impress me.
