“ they struggle with narcissism “ no I don’t, I’m actually quite good at it.
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“ they struggle with narcissism “ no I don’t, I’m actually quite good at it.
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bad news: had a horrible blister on the last hike and cried cuz I had to keep up for 4km (deadass the size of a coin). Started talking about how I should quit and go back home and stuff. Any assurance I got was crushed by being told I needed to stop the pity party 😔 like I didn’t want my struggle to be noticed in THAT way
good news: now I’m getting told I’m tough AF for pushing through it 😎 like yeah I climbed a mountain, two passes, gone basically straight up and back down yeah obv I’m awesome for that guys I got the coolest pics too. So yay I still got compliments!!!
new trend! Everyone ask me questions, give me attention, and praise!
I feel so strange
I crave praise, admiration, and attention, but I don’t want closeness, love or affection. They make me uncomfortable.
I want my work to be loved not me, because what am I really? I want to idea of my to be loved, not me as a person.
I don’t want to be loved, I want to be admired as larger than life. I don’t want true, deep, human connection. It feels like to much, so meaningless, purposeless.
Back to posting on tiktok again let’s see how long that lasts before I most likely deactivate my account again lmao😂
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Only in darkness can there be light,
Tell me, angel. Have you prayed tonight?
I HATE being bored! It hurts! It’s makes me want to hurt! Hurt things! Hurt myself! But anytime explain how awful this feeling is all I hear is “ no one likes being bored “, “ just find something to do “, “ well, you will have to get use to it if you want to make it in the real world “. NONE OF THEM GET IT! NONE! I WANT THEM TO HURT! SO THEY UNDERSTAND!!
I need everyone to look at me like i’m the coolest person in the room, but at the same time i hate being perceived because what if they don’t appreciate my coolness
