#aspd safe

“why don’t you answer my messages and calls!” because i don’t want to? since when are we required to give our attention to someone.

does any other aspd on here experience feeling absolutely nothing, but that lack of feeling becomes annoyance at everyone and everything? am i even making sense. its like, i don't feel anything, but the stimuli around me don't entertain me or catch my attention, it just pisses me off. even holding conversations with literally anybody makes me want to claw my own eyeballs out rn.

useless. everyone is so useless.

i am disgusting and i revel in it.

i'm fairly a fucked up person but i'm so used to being the insane one or the fucked up one so when i meet someone i think is a little bit fucked up as me i genuinely start to feel threatened. I'M supposed to be the worst not you. because if i'm not the craziest one then who the fuck am i???

I love mixing my lies with actual truth because nobody is able to tell if I'm lying since there's too many evidence.

Idgaf if I'll sound like a transphobe but all these ftm accounts with hyperfeminine themes are just girls who try to run away from patriarchy and male violence by labelling themselves as "transgender BOY".

All I do is wear glittery eyeshadow, smoke & lie.