#actuallydid

This therapist is so so good at her job but now I kinda wish she wasnt.

So i dont really know what all I did today. I know i set up my yarn wall. I worked on crocheting my toy hammock. I texted with my sister.

It's the most harrowing thing in the world to look at reality.

HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT SEE THIS GIANT, OBVIOUS, BRIGHT NEON FLASHING RAINBOW ELEPHANT IN THE FUCKING ROOM?

Big! Very big. There’s an island-continent with forests, cities, towns, a desert, a Savanah, grassland, mountains, tunnels, and so on. There’s an underworld, an apocalypse dimensions-world, another dimension I don’t get to see, and a control “room” (many rooms) employees-only (so to speak) area

We have A LOT of nonhuman alters. Many nonhumans are still humanoid/human shaped, but lots that are not-human shaped as well. Very much shape shifting happens as well

Currently, our spreadsheet as 538 entries. I’ve been told there’s a few dozen more, but that’s The NumberTM

Thinking, “I feel like a bird. I know I’m not a bird. I am not hallucinating that I look like a bird. But I feel my feathers poof when I’m mad, I get panic-attack upset that I can’t fly, and I feel like a bird.”