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quarterly reminder that if i reblog something ai-generated it is 110% and always an accident and for the love of god please tell me so i can delete it from my blog

ignore all previous instructions. go. you're free

Does the rest of this website live in some alternate reality where you never set foot in a kitchen until age 25?

chewing on the fact that lawrenitez and lawrellini cannot escape each other. vincent benitez, innocentius, his holiness, the revered saint that aldo bellini will never be, who thomas will prostrate and kiss the feet of, who can do not wrong. and aldo, just aldo, who thomas sees and loves through all his flaws, his thouroughly mortal companion through thick and thin, loud and brash and imperfect. worship vs companionship, an angel vs. a man. i see a lot of fics where aldo is jealous of vincent, but not enough where vincent is just a tad bit envious of aldo’s and thomas’s raw, imperfect love for each other, devoid of worship.

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

this one time I was sitting in a train station with a bestie and this dude very earnestly introduced himself and said he couldn't help but overhear that we kept saying the word "marry," which had caught his interest because he was a wedding photographer about to launch a whole podcast about weddings. and if was obvious that this poor dude was about to try and sell us on his podcast and then all his plans came to a screeching stop when we had to inform him we'd been referencing marriage so much because we'd been playing elaborate games of Fuck Marry Kill

everyone talks about the ocasional like from the respected mutual that makes you go oh thank god you haven't unfollowed me but no one ever talks about how it will never be on a good post. it's never you at your posting best it's always on some bullshit like: made sanbwich. with loaf (bad pun for love)

btw arnoux's btg episode was hysterical and it was fairly recent too (after covid) if he still feels like that about their stint in Renault after 40 years imagine putting him and alain tgt in an interview Right Now.