is this happening because i was born

After going over the stuff i underlined i now know why im kinda disappointed with this book. It started out with much more promise and depth. It was gonna be about an isolated boy trying to find his place at home after his time in prison, about an ex preachers struggle with earthly pleasures, his ex teachings, about leaving your home and your past (your being) behind, being strong before traumas for your family, humans connection to nature and machinery, about man’s need for a concept to live. Thats why the first half was more than some “red” propaganda. and i will tell you its so damn good at giving you his reasons for his ideals. You can relate, you get angry with them. But after some point, all the depth leaves the book and theres just some unnecessary drama to shove his concepts to your face. Anyways i think its a must read for everyone but i expected more