Enduring the Metamorphosis

I would choose my mom to be my mom in every lifetime again & again.

hi yeah i know ive been on this medication for 8 years but i need-- yeah. yeah 3 more months please. I'll call you in 3 months to beg for 3 more months, thanks. Bye. Love you.

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

I almost felt bad, like - they went to all of this effort to make a delicious drink and I couldn’t drink iT AND MAKE DELIGHT HUMMING SOUNDS AS MY PUPILS WIDEN IN DELIGHT BECAUSE IT WAS SO DELICIOUS

I am so tired of short-attention-span, trim-the-fat culture. All writing advice these days is for how to write like Chuck Palahniuk. "Cut 'think', cut 'feel', cut 'wonder' - only action, only pushing forward, show and move and move and move." What if I could emulate this style, and still don't want to? What if I want to write like Henry James, with three paragraphs of introspective musings between each dialogue line? The music advice is, "make it shortform, make it Tik-Tok compatible, make it punchy, hit the refrain as soon as possible." What if I want that 10-minute prog rock piece? What if I want that symphony? What if I want it slow and luxurious and lazy? Movies. Series. Poetry. Bodies. Everything is "trimmed trimmed trimmed trimmed, stripped bare, you have three seconds to win me over, make it airport chic." I don't want to win you over, then, I guess. I want the fat left it. I want the pleasure and the indolence and the indulgence. Fuck this art-advice that's always "your art needs Ozempic."

what do you mean my childhood affected me

Gosh I’d love to give it a try. It’s just so hard to find the time with all the *describes a daily schedule that is 65% dilly-dallying*

what do you mean my childhood affected me

Hand job vs manual labor