just like heaven

He slides a single wedding band across the table, the object scraping against the glass, and halting next to a Highball. The grey-haired, older man with a crooked smile, picks up the ring and inspects it closely, noticing a faint splatter of dried blood on the gold-plated band.

“You made sure he understood the consequences, if this ever happens again, right?”

“Couple of broken fingers got the point across..." Clint answered with an indifferent tone and a shrug of his shoulders. Though that wasn't the full story, he could tell by his wounded knuckles, but it was enough.

The corrupt officer tucks the ring into his pocket and praises him. "As always, you’re work is highly appreciated, Clint. Might I suggest a lap dance? My treat.”

Before he has the chance to reject, the guy is already waving at one of the ladies, asking them to round up a few individuals backstage.

“One of your choosing...”

His view was suddenly filled with four exotic dancers, their alluring charm and sensuous smiles directed at the handsome man, as his dark gaze raked over them. He met with a familiar face, body adorned with a pearl-encrusted, purple lycra two-piece, from which chains descended to secure the matching bikini bottom.

Your breath hitched in surprise, instantly seeing the shared look of recognition in his eyes. Over the years, his striking features had yet to diminish, soft pink lips and a scar on his full cheek, but now he was adorned with salt-and-pepper stubble and a few more wrinkles.

He was wearing his leather jacket as usual; it still probably smelled of cigarettes and regret. You could feel the material pressed against your cheek, stained with tears, after being kicked out by your parents and left with nowhere to go, retreating to an old family friend.

Clint eventually acknowledges you with a deliberate nod, indicating his decision: he wants you. An unspoken tension lingers, but the guy is more than willing to invade the silence.

"Mm, quite a sight, huh? Excellent choice..." He grins smugly, extending a crisp fifty-dollar bill in his palm, acting as if he owned the club. “A private dance for my friend here, and uh, give him the... full experience, will ya, sweetheart?” He winks.

The other dancer's eye rolling in unison at his sleazy implication forces you to hold back a snicker. "Oh, I'd be more than willing to, sir, but that's going to cost a bit more."

You put on that fake, sultry performance, watching his eyes narrow, but he doesn't question it, at least not in front of so many people. Instead, he gives you a fifty, waits for you to leave, and reluctantly hands you another.

You smile as you tuck the cash into your stocking, aware that your little stunt amused Clint, that was, until the guy decided to speak up in that cocky manner that absolutely repulses you.

"Really bleeding me dry... I guess that's what you have to do for decent ass around here."

Clint curses under his breath, envisioning all the ways he could beat his employer to a pulp, before you're standing beside him, offering your pretty, manicured hand and drawing him back to reality.

“Come with me, handsome...”

He's captivated by the sway of your hips and pleasers clicking against the vinyl floor. They keep time with the music's beat as you lead him to the reserved section.

He takes a seat in the center of the room, watching you from the velvet-covered cushion while you slowly draw the curtains for privacy.

"You've uh, changed since I last saw you." His voice is deep and gravelly; when it hits your ears, it feels like a sound you haven't heard in forever, and the effect is enough to stir up butterflies in your stomach.

You brush off the feeling and slowly turn around, planting your hands on your hips.

It was a poor delivery; he didn't intend to be hostile. What he meant was your mannerisms, the confidence, and the level of comfort you displayed in action, mixed with that erotic gaze, stalking him like prey; it was a good look for you.

“Good to see you too, Clint... I'd almost forgotten what you looked like."

The passive-aggressive comment made him roll his eyes and direct his gaze toward his surroundings, where the walls were a deep shade of scarlet, embellished with sparkling crystals that shimmered under the low light, and a wide mirror mounted across from him. “So how’d you end up workin’ here?”

“Well, to make a long story short, when I moved to the city, I applied for this job and passed the performance test." You retort, disregarding his prominent scoff of annoyance as the music reaches the end. “Two songs. No touching.”

“Oh, is that so, sweetheart?” He tilted his head, the pet name rolling from his tongue, like it never left. Right on cue, the next song begins to play throughout the club. It's intimate, intoxicating, and guides your movements.

You approach him slowly, watching him trace your gorgeous curves, savoring the sweetness he’d longed for on many sleepless nights.

It wasn’t just a dance; it was a practiced ritual, circling your client like a tiger, gently guiding your hand from his thigh to his flannel-covered chest, before finally meeting his strong shoulders.

“Do your parents know about this?”

You slide a hand around his throat and force his head to tip back, looking him directly in the eyes. It’s safe to say he already knows the answer, so you choose to counter it with your own question. “You’re a little out of your way tonight… Does it have to do with those men out there?”

A wave of tension stiffened his posture as he responded sharply, clearly wanting to steer the conversation away from that topic. "That's a private matter.”

You abruptly release him and circle to his side, placing your heel firmly on the chair between his legs, “Why’d you choose me, Clint? Out of all those dancers?”

With a feather-light touch, you run your fingertips along your inner thigh and glide upward, purposefully attracting his attention to your hand against your abdomen and between your breasts.  

"Those men out there aren't the kind of people I want you associating with..." He says protectively, lingering on your seductive form. "If you knew some of the things they do, you'd never give 'em a chance."

Sweeping your leg down, you sway your hips to the music and lower to cup his knees, gently sliding them together. “It looks like we’re both learning something new about each other." You smirk, tilting your chin up with a mischievous glow in your gaze.

The frown lines between his brows softened when you closed the distance and straddled his lap. You could feel the heat radiating through his clothes.

“You sure don't miss what we once shared?... Perhaps, it's our history, or the way you used to fuck me, that's really on your mind."

The languid grind of your hips prompts him to inhale deeply, making him struggle to steady his breath. There was a silent understanding prevailing between you that he wasn't going to call a stop, and neither would you.

You slide your hand along his jaw, feeling his stubble beneath your skin, listening to him groan softly, "You just wanna see me suffer, don't ya?"

"Mhm, tell me the truth, and I'll give you a treat." You mock, mouth twitching into an amused smile, watching him fight to restrain the raw desperation building inside, before finally coming clean.  

"Course I think about the... relationship we shared, and I wish I'd handled things differently under those circumstances." He sighs, slightly scratching the side of his jaw. "But, I can't watch you get tangled up with the people who could ruin your innocence.”  

You cock your head with sly amusement in your narrowed gaze. Clint was always protective; maybe it was just his nature. You slide your clothed cunt across his bulge and teasingly whisper in his ear, “Oh, and you won’t?”

"Maybe so," he muttered after a long pause, hands reaching downward to snake around your calves, and gently stroking the smooth skin, “But I’ll treat you like a princess while I do.”

You bite your lower lip, trying to suppress a smile as a shiver runs down your spine. Rising to your feet, you deliberately drag your breasts across his face, making his cock twitch in his boxers. You slide your legs off his body, turn around, and settle into his lap.

"Show me, Clint, just like you used to…" You lock eyes in the reflection of the mirror and slowly slide your panties aside, leaving them in the crease of your thigh.

He inhaled the sweet, vanilla fragrance upon your pulse points, an intoxicating aroma settling deep within him as he murmurs against your skin, “I ain’t gonna be gentle with you, sweetheart.”

The zip of his jeans sent a jolt straight to your core; he wanted to mark and claim you, like he should've done long ago.

“The rougher the better." You taunt, sneaking a glance over your shoulder and completely disregarding his hard, leaking member poking into your ass, acting as if it wasn’t about to split you in half.

A mischievous smile curves onto your lips, taking delight in deliberately pushing his buttons. However, this attitude doesn’t last long.

You spread your full, puffy lips apart, clit pulsating as you positioned his engorged tip to your entrance. Clint squeezes your hips and forces you down onto his length, making you release a small cry.

This sensation takes you back to your first night together, lying on his leather couch, which was probably older than you, the television muted in the background, bringing to life your earthshattering moans, while your face buries in the crevice of his neck, nails mark their path down his back, and legs lock firmly around his hips.

"Oh, babygirl, ain't found a bigger cock than mine, huh? I gotta train you all over again, make sure she remembers me for next time..."

Tangling your fingers in his hair, you were holding onto his words, as sweet as honey, but a fragile promise; you were afraid to ask if they would stick.  

You start to roll the lower half of your torso, hips following in suit to create a lascivious rocking motion as the curvature of his thick erection adds to the intensity on your g-spot.

You steady your hands on his thighs and begin to bounce, meeting the music's rhythm in such a feverish manner that he growls approvingly, "Atta girl..."

His hands scale your body, one supporting your waist, and the other wrapping around your throat to quiet your moans, considering the curtain only does so much for privacy.

Clint watches you in the mirror, head tilted back, mouth agape, and breasts moving with each thrust as he guides you down, bringing both of you close to climax, "Still like it inside, sweetheart?"

You bobbed your head in consent, not giving a second thought to whether your cute panties would even hold back his cum dripping out of you.  

Careful to avoid his bruised knuckles, you gently remove his hand from your neck, tracing your tongue along his calloused fingertips before sliding them into your mouth. Your moans vibrate against his skin as your walls seize around his cock, orgasms merging in a feverish haze.

The intense rush of desire fades into gentle intimacy as he softens inside you, keeping his warm, creamy release in place. His hand slowly withdrew from your mouth, allowing you to relax against him.

You reached back, combing through his soft hair quietly until he retaliated with a light squeeze to your waist that made you smile.

"You know... that was longer than two dances."  

“I didn’t see you complaining," He remarked with a smirk, savoring how easily the banter came between you, as if no time had passed at all.

You felt the warm tickle of his lips against your neck, making you instinctively tilt your head to the side, exposing more skin. "I should probably get back out before anybody starts to worry." You spoke shyly, shifting your weight in his lap. But before you could stand to adjust your clothes, he held you in place, preventing you from pulling away.

"Listen to me, keep away from my employer tonight, alright? I’ll give you all the cash in my pocket. Just promise you won't interact with 'em...  If one of those bastards starts givin' you, or those ladies any trouble, I'll break their fuckin' legs."

The overprotective edge in his voice made a warmth blossom in your chest, before you gave a single, understanding nod. You had always seen a different side of Clint, but you were never under the illusion that he wasn't capable of violence; it was a part of his job.  

Most of your friends would've gotten out of this complex relationship, but you didn't, and to admit the truth, it turned you on.

Clint Flood Smut Taglist: @bratty-spicee

The chime of the doorbell makes your heart jump in your chest, the staccato rhythm picking up as you approach the front door.

After Joel had fucked you next to your pool, he gave you a kiss, left you there to sunbathe, and returned to the meticulous task of assembling your kitchen cabinets. You spent the entire time exchanging heated glances with him where you lay, still naked and reeling from being fucked so thoroughly.

This time, he made no attempt to hide his perusal of your body and it heated your skin more completely than the sun ever could.

By the time the sun began to dip behind the towering trees lining your property, he’d finished the cabinets and covered them with a canvas tarp to protect them overnight. You watched as he wiped his forehead with the end of this t-shirt, giving you a peak of his tummy. You licked your lips — something he quickly noticed even from across the yard.

Sauntering back over to you, he sat on the edge of the lounger and ran a hand from your hip, up your tummy and between your breasts before landing at your neck. His thumb circled your pulse point as he leaned over to kiss you.

“M’ gonna go home now, darlin’. Shower. Put something decent on. And then I’m comin’ right back. That sound good?” His voice was like gravel, deep and rough and it made your entire body tingle. It did sound good, but you wanted him to fuck you again.

All you could do was nod as he kissed you again and then helped you up. You wrapped yourself in your towel and took his hand as he guided you through the house. Your stomach fluttered as he brought those soft lips down to you again and kissed you goodbye.

It took you a long time to process everything that happened, and when you finally did, you couldn’t stop smiling. The thrill of dinner with Joel carried you on a cloud of anticipation as you showered, primped, prepped, and dressed in a baby blue sundress that reached the tops of your thighs, thin straps, and a sweetheart neckline. 

You even had time to paint your nails — a matching blue with small white polka dots. 

Now, you bite down on your lower lip to stifle your smile as you open the door to find Joel on your front porch, a bouquet of pink, orange, and white wild flowers clasped in his large hand.

The corner of his lips tick up as you take each other in, his eyes roaming you hungrily, nostrils flaring at the sight of you. He doesn’t say anything yet, and you’re equally as speechless.

He’s swapped his dirty boots for a pair of worn but carefully maintained ones, his jeans black and faded instead of the ones he normally wears that are always covered in dust, paint, and plaster. His green button down brings out the hints of gold shimmering in his eyes, the top few buttons open and providing you a glimpse of his hard chest. 

You don’t even want to go to dinner at this point, and it takes every ounce of self restraint you have to keep yourself from pouncing on him.

“You look gorgeous, darlin’” he rasps, voice quiet and low. It sends ripples of heat straight to your core. He steps forward to hand you the flowers, but something snaps between you and he’s wrapping you in a heated kiss before you even realize that you’re the one who leapt first.

He grunts as he presses you closer, one hand still holding the flowers while the other knots in your dress at your waist. He’s being respectful, not ripping your clothes to shreds or even touching your ass yet. But his tongue is right there, pushing past your lips and pulling a moan right from you.

Joel has the awareness to pull away before you do, breathing heavy, neck flushed with want.

“Gotta treat you to a nice meal before I fuck you again,” he reasons, setting the flowers onto the table by the door.

It’s sweet how he thinks you need that. Sweet that he knows you yearn for a little bit of romance. And even if there wasn’t the promise of him taking you home and fucking you senseless, you think you’d still love the idea of dinner with him. 

Getting to know him. Opening him up and taking a peek at his thoughts. His wants. His needs. Giving him the same. You haven’t dated in years, but the thrill of it is still the same with one exception. You know he’s good and he’ll treat you right. You’re sure of it.

He nods behind him at the open door, the beat to shit red pick up parked on the street, engine sizzling, “After you.”

You can’t resist. You stretch up to kiss his chin, nipping with your teeth and snickering when he growls low in his chest. You snatch your clutch from the hook by the door and saunter out to the truck. He opens the door for you and helps you up to settle on the comfortable seat.

It’s surprisingly clean for a guy who works construction and likely tracks all kinds of debris into his vehicle daily. 

“Cleaned it up real nice, just for you,” he says after climbing in and starting it.

Your skin heats, his thoughtfulness doing unspeakable things to you. 

The drive is quiet, but comfortable. If there’s one person who knows how to exist in easy silence, it’s Joel. You like that about him. He doesn’t feel the need to fill the space with inane chatter. Like Jeremy. Always eager to hear the sound of his own voice.

When Joel parks outside a small Italian bistro, your grin widens. It’s quaint and out of the way, tucked behind a copse of trees that doesn’t make it immediately visible from the busy street if you aren't looking for it. 

He helps you out of the truck and rests a hand at your lower back as he guides you inside. You can’t remember the last time you were treated with such care.

He tells the hostess his name and uses her momentary distraction to drop a kiss to your bare shoulder like it’s a habit he’s been waiting to fulfill. Your cheeks feel hot as you look up at him, his eyes twinkling in the dim candlelight of the restaurant. 

The hostess confirms the reservation and takes you to your table. It’s an intimate place, small tables dispersed throughout the room, white table cloths, a small vase containing a single white rose on each one, warm, flickering candles decorating the room.

There are a handful of other couples already seated, relaxed, enjoying their meals. But you pay them no attention as he helps you take your seat and finally settles in across from you. 

You can’t help but compare each and every one of his behaviors to Jeremy. You don’t want to, but you do. Jeremy would never pull your chair out. He’d never help you into the car. He’d never plan a romantic evening out. He’d never touch you the way Joel touches you.

He offers a tentative smile, tilting his head, “What?”

“Nothing,” you say, trying to fight the urge to beam at him. He may or may not be aware of just how thoroughly he’s romancing you.

He looks down at the menu, “How do you feel about wine?”

“Love it.”

“White?”

“Perfect.”

When your server flits by the table, he orders a bottle of Chardonnay that she quickly returns with to fill your glasses. The moment she steps away, you catch the amused glimmer in his eyes.

“So, you’re married. And I fucked you in your backyard.”

Very direct. Just as he was after he’d done it.

You almost choke on the wine, but are able to carefully arrange your features into a neutral, unbothered expression, “Yes.”

“He’s a piece of shit.”

It’s not a question or an assumption. He knows, heard Jeremy yelling at you the last time he was home, heard the derision in his voice, the malice. You nod.

“He cheated on you?”

Again, you nod, your eyes flashing with the briefest flicker of pain you’re unable to control. Even if your marriage had been failing long before you discovered Jeremy’s infidelity, it still hurts to know how deeply you’ve been betrayed.

“I’m sorry,” he offers, his voice soft and silken. He reaches across the table to thread your fingers together.

You want to climb into his lap and kiss him. His words are sincere, not placating, but genuinely apologetic about your husband’s indiscretions. About how it must make you feel. 

“Don’t make it right – what we did,” he says quietly, “What we’re doin’.”

You take another measured sip of wine while you formulate your response, nodding slowly, “No. It doesn’t. Does that mean you don’t want to do it again?”

“Didn’t say that. Just said it ain’t right.”

The candle flickers across his expression, briefly illuminating the way his eyes have dilated, his lips tightening, his jaw ticks. You stare across at him, admiring the shape of his tension and the intensity of his gaze.

“Don’t know if I can stop myself now,” he admits.

You suppress a laugh, “Why? You seemed perfectly in control before I got naked and told you to touch me.”

That gets a low growl out of him, half grumble, half chuckle, “Tommy was there. Couldn’t very well go around flirtin’ and touchin’ you with him around. Anyway, he told me to stay away from you.”

You suck in a sharp breath, “Why?”

“You’re a client. Wouldn’t be right.”

“I think I can decide what’s right for me and what’s not,” you answer stubbornly, annoyed at Tommy’s intervention. Would Joel have fucked you sooner had Tommy not meddled? Probably not.

“Mm, I know, darlin’,” he says with an appraising nod. He sips his wine and purses his lips, disgruntled.

“We could’ve ordered something else,” you acknowledge, realizing he probably isn’t a wine drinker.

“‘S no trouble. You like it,” he says simply, forcing another sip.

That makes your chest ache, your need for him growing. Drinking something he doesn’t like just because you like it? Another point for Joel.

“So, Tommy is a meddler.”

Joel huffs, “Yeah. Always has been.”

“He told me to stay away from you too. Said you’re a grumpy old bastard,” you tell him.

His smile drops into a scowl, “I don’t care if he’s a brand new daddy, I’m gonna wring his neck.”

“Stop! Your niece or nephew can’t be fatherless!”

“Nephew. Benji. He’ll be alright. Better off, if I’m honest,” he grumbles. You know he doesn’t believe it, which makes it funnier.

You snicker into your glass, hidling your smirk just as the server approaches to take your orders. Joel looks across to you as you recite your selection. He orders the same and hands the menus to her with a gentle thanks.

“Big fan of ravioli?” You ask, resting your chin on your fist. “Would’ve pegged you for a steak kind of guy.”

He shrugs, “Ain’t no harm in tryin’ somethin’ new.”

“Hm, like fucking a client?”

“That’d be new, yes.”

“Is that so?”

His ears turn red at your inquisition, but he quickly settles his features into a calm, severe look as he leans forward to look at you properly, “Swear on my life. This is the first I’ve ever laid a hand on a client. Promise.”

Pressing your lips together to hide your smile, you nod, satisfied with his answer. You’d be lying if you said you hadn’t thought about it. Were you unique? Does he do this with all his clients? He’s single, after all, according to Tommy. 

“‘M I the first tradesman you’ve fucked?” He asks suddenly, making you blanch and laugh louder than what is appropriate in a tiny little restaurant like this. He grins, clearly very pleased with himself.

“Oh my god, yes. Jesus, Joel, don’t do that,” you gasp through your laughter.

Dinner is easy after that, relaxed and smooth with the difficult topic of your ill conceived exploits out of the way. He pours each of you another glass of wine, devours his ravioli, and smirks across at you as you run your heeled foot up his leg to tease him. 

He plays with your fingers, his smile coy and shy despite having already fucked you within an inch of sanity. You finish the bottle of wine together, the alcohol warming your skin, cheeks hot with its effects, and with the way Joel makes you blush with his heated looks and dark eyes.

The candlesticks in the room shrink into nothing and soon, you and Joel are the only people left in the restaurant. When he realizes this, he signals for the check.

He’s a gentleman when he pays for your meal and helps you out of your chair. He’s a gentleman when he guides you out to the parking lot with a tender, warm hand on your lower back, then opens the truck door for you. But as you’re about to climb inside, he yanks you back, spins you around, and kisses you.

You lean up to meet him, wrapping your arms around his neck as he clutches at your dress, tangling his fingers in it like he wants to lift the skirt and fuck you right here in the parking lot. You really wish he would. Don’t really care who sees. You’ve been aching for him since he left you lying naked and trembling by your pool.

“You’re trouble,” he mutters, your back hitting the side of the truck, “Wearin’ this skimpy little dress. Lookin’ prettier than anythin’ I’ve ever seen.”

His beard scrapes against your cheek as he plunders your lips, tongue seeking yours while his hips pin you in place. You can feel the hard outline of him through his jeans and you shudder at the thought of sucking him off as he drives you home.

Despite his fervor, he doesn’t lift you up and fuck you against his truck in the parking lot of a little Italian bistro regardless of how desperately you want it.

Eventually, he tears himself away from you and offers you a heated look before finally helping you into the truck. His hand remains firmly planted on your thigh the entire drive home, his fingers steadily creeping upward each time your hips shift.

”Patience, darlin’,” he chastises, giving you a warning look as he drives toward your home.

The moment he parks in the driveway, you don’t wait for him to open your door like the gentleman he’s been all night. You hear him chuckle as he follows you up to the front door, wiggling your ass a little just for his benefit. 

As you fumble in your purse for your keys, he stands a respectable distance behind you, hands tucked in his pockets so the urge to paw at you doesn’t hinder your hunt. You find the keys, get the door unlocked, and skip inside like the excited little minx you know you are. He chuckles again.

“Someone’s eager,” he rumbles, shutting the door behind him and finally reaching for you.

Your purse gets tossed aside as your arms come up around his neck, his lips finding yours like a homing missile. He shuffles you in the direction of the stairs until your ankles hit the bottom step. Since he’s been working on your house for the better part of three months, he’s become intimately acquainted with its layout, making it easy for him to navigate while he guides you along and turns your legs to jelly.

In a stunning display of brute strength, he lifts you up, hooking your legs around his waist so he can carry you up the stairs. You break apart with a gasp and clutch his strong shoulders to stabilize yourself.

“What’s wrong?” He asks, hands under your ass, powerful legs climbing higher. 

“Nothing,” you squeak, instantly soaked at the ease with which he carries you. What girl doesn’t want to be whisked away and fucked within an inch of her life by the rugged handyman building her house? You’re a simple girl with simple needs that he’s extremely adept at handling.

His lips curve into a smile that tells you he knows exactly what he’s doing to you.

He doesn’t set you down until he crosses the threshold to your bedroom, his lips on yours again, this time tender and slow like he’s trying to savor you. It weakens your knees and your fingers curl into his shirt to hang on.

“You understand what this means, don’t you?” He asks, big, strong arms curling around your waist while he backs you toward the bed.

You look up at him with wide, curious eyes, his meaning unclear.

“If I fuck you in this bed. In your house…” he lowers his head, lips brushing your ear, breath hot on your cheek, voice dripping with power, “You’re mine.”

Your entire body shudders at the possessiveness soaking his words. You were a goner the moment he laid his hands on you.

You nod, fingers curling in his shirt, “Yours.”

He lunges then, capturing your lips, sinking his tongue between them, devouring you wholly and completely. His big arms wrap around you, pressing you closer, making you whimper into him as he guides you toward the bed. Before you can fall onto its surface, his fingers find the zipper at your back and tugs.

He slips the straps off your shoulders and lets the dress fall to your ankles, leaving you bare apart from the scrap of lace covering your pussy. Joel breaks the kiss and takes a step back to admire you.

“Darlin’, you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever laid eyes on,” he growls, eyes dark and hungry as they take you in. With one, thick finger, he skims a path from your belly button up to your chin, stopping briefly to play with each of your nipples before continuing on. He lifts your chin gently, assessing the way your breathing changes, lips swollen from his kisses, thighs squeezing together, “Your husband fuck you in this bed yet?”

Once Joel and Tommy had completed the renovation of your upstairs, you had opted to redecorate the space with all new furniture, art, accents, everything – mattress included. You’d only slept next to your husband once since then. And he hadn’t touched you. Not a single graze of flesh, or a tender caress. 

Shaking your head, you bite your lip, “No. He hasn’t fucked me in over a year.”

Joel’s eyes flash, something dark and dangerous in them that makes your thighs clench, “That right?”

”Too busy fucking his secretary,” you admit, leaning into his touch, his thumb tracing your plump lower lip. Your tongue darts out for a taste.

He allows it, and then grips your chin between his index finger and thumb, tilting his head, “You usin’ me to get back at him?”

You can tell by the question that he doesn’t like the idea of that. That he’s just some pawn in a battle between you and Jeremy. But it couldn’t be further from the truth. You shake your head, eyes softening.

”No, no, I promise. I want you, Joel,” you whisper, fists still clenched in his shirt as you press yourself against him, “I don’t care about getting back at him. I just want him gone.”

”You send your divorce papers yet?”

“Tomorrow. First thing, my lawyer will serve them.”

”Good girl,” he says lowly, giving you a brief kiss, “You still think fuckin’ me while you’re still married is a good idea?”

You nod, “Yes, I need it, Joel,” you whine, feeling the slick between your legs, the soaked fabric of your panties rubbing against you, “I need you.”

“You need to get fucked?” He nips at your chin, then moves down to your neck, making your legs weaken, “You need your pussy filled to the brim?”

Speechless, you nod frantically, hands flattening on his chest as he takes your waist and turns you to putty with his lips on your throat. “Please…”

”Alright, darlin’, lie back for me,” he grumbles, peeling himself away from you and helping you lie on the bed. When you position yourself in the center, he clicks his tongue and takes you by the thighs to pull your hips to the edge of the bed. Joel drops to his knees, and your stomach does a flip. “Need to taste this sweet little pussy before I fuck you.”

You’re not complaining.

His thumbs hook at the hem of your panties and he drags them down your legs slowly, your entire body lit with anticipation and a fresh wave of desire.

With his wide hands, he spreads your thighs gently, peppering kisses along your skin and inching his way methodically up to your center. The scruff of his beard tickles your skin, hips lifting in search of any sort of contact. It seems Joel isn’t in the mood for teasing today, because after parting your folds with his thumbs, he drags a slow, deliberate stripe up the center of your pussy.

He groans into you, your body overcome with sensation as he does it again. And again, and again, and again.

“Taste so fuckin’ sweet, baby,” he says, moving his hands to your hips to pull you further toward the edge of the mattress. 

He drinks you in like a man possessed, his tongue strumming your clit effortlessly and drawing out the most pathetic noises from the back of your throat. You writhe and arch, his movements slow and precise as he licks you. Your toes curl, fingers digging into his mess of curls. Fuck, he’s good.

He uses his tongue on you like he can’t get enough of the taste of you. Like he’s been desperate to make you cum on his tongue all evening. And maybe he has been. Maybe it’s all he’s thought about, because you know damn well it’s all you’ve thought about.

Before you can even register anything else, two, thick fingers press into you and you have to slap your hand over your mouth to keep from crying out.

Joel lifts his head and scowls, “What are you doing?”

You blink, hips moving to the slow, steady stroke of his fingers, “I — I —“

“Nuh uh, I wanna hear those pretty little sounds you make. You understand?” He asks, voice hard and stern like you’ve made a grave mistake.

You nod, whimpering a little when he crooks his fingers just right.

“Words, baby. Use your words,” he rasps, “Do you understand?”

“Yes, yes, I understand,” you insist, letting loose a sound that would make a porn star blush when he starts pumping his fingers steadily. His tongue is back on you, and in the next instant, you’re careening toward your orgasm.

Your skin is hot and your blood electric in your veins as you cum, a strangled moan puncturing the quiet of your bedroom. Joel grunts into your pussy and licks and laps at your release until you’re sure you can’t take it anymore. You’re still trembling when he pulls his fingers from you and moves up your body to give you a kiss.

Tasting yourself on his lips, you let out a faint sigh, pulling at the buttons on his shirt and pushing it off. His tongue is heaven on your pussy, but infinitely more devious when it slips between your lips. It’s dirty and slow, like he’s building you up just to shatter you again and again. Your entire body still tingles with the aftermath of your climax.

Your hips lift against him, clit scraping against denim. His cock is hard in the confines of his jeans, and all you want is for him to be inside you. 

With searching hands, you map out the contours of his muscles, built slowly over time by his craft. His tummy is soft, but underneath, you feel his muscles clench as your fingers continue their perusal. 

As much as you enjoy kissing him, you need him to fill you up, so you begin the delicate task of undoing his jeans and shoving them down his hips. They’re barely down past his ass when you arch up again, and dig your nails into his lower back to get him closer. His cock is thick and heavy against your pussy, making you both groan.

“So fuckin’ needy,” he growls, pushing his hips against you and creating a friction so overwhelming you swear it’ll make you cum if he does it again.

All you can do is nod, because you are. You need him so bad, you think you’ll die if you don’t get him inside you soon.

He grinds against you again, the underside of his cock stimulating your overworked clit. You squeal, arching into him, both somehow seeking more and less at the same time. Joel takes your hip in his large hand, thumb pressing into you to still your movements.

“Ask nicely, darlin’.”

It takes a few seconds for your brain to catch up with his words. You sound needy when you say it. Desperate and fucked out. “Please, fuck me, Joel. Please, I need it so bad.”

The sentence hasn’t even fully left your lips before he pushes into you with a low growl. Once he’s seated with the coarse hairs at his base nestled against you, he flexes his hips, pushing just a bit deeper until there’s nowhere else to go. You’re so full of him, aching as he settles against you, his girth splitting you wide open. 

Your nails rake down his back, but he doesn’t seem to mind.

“This pussy’s so fuckin’ tight, honey,” he hisses into your ear, withdrawing an inch and pushing back in. “Fuck.”

Under your hands, his muscles tremble with either the effort of holding himself over you, or with the restraint of not fucking into you like you want him to. Either way, you’re flattered and tilt your hips to take him deeper. 

“Don’t fuckin’ do that,” he warns, pushing his hips against you and making you gasp at the intrusion. Your walls flutter around him, practically screaming at him to move, pussy leaking with your arousal, “Ain’t bein’ polite.”

“S-sorry,” you whimper, nails digging into his lower back, “I need –”

“What do you need?”

“Need you to move, Joel, please fuck me,” you beg, sounding so pathetic to your own ears, you almost cringe. But the slow smile and jut of his hips makes you forget in an instant. 

“Yeah? Need me to wreck this pretty little pussy?” He hums, the low vibrato of his voice sending you into another simpering fit as you try to move your hips against him. “Careful.”

He gives you a hard kiss before sitting up to tower over you, knees braced on the edge of the bed as his hands roam your body. The steady shift of his cock inside you has slowly eased the ache, but you need more. He feels so big, your cunt practically drools around him.

“You’ve got such good manners, baby,” he huffs, arms hooking under your thighs to lift you higher, pushing his cock deeper. Your hands fly out to cling to the comforter, eyes hazy as he withdraws and pushes in again, so fucking slowly it’s driving you crazy. It’s the same position he took you on the lounger by the pool, the same heavy stare, the same dark look and powerful body looming over you.

When speech evades you, he simply smiles and adjusts you again before he begins a steady, rhythmic pace that’s both hard and easy all at once. His hips smack into you, before he slowly withdraws, then fucking into you again like he’s trying to make you cum on force alone. And it’s working.

Each push of his hips elicits a little gasp from you and a spark of arousal pulsing through you. Sweat gleams on his forehead with the effort of his control, so you’re not surprised when he abandons his subdued pace in favor of quicker, deeper thrusts. 

“Takin’ my cock so good,” he grunts, pulling you up higher, “You gonna cum on it like a good girl?”

You nod frantically, already on your way to your own undoing. When his thumb circles your clit and his cock hits you just right, your vision goes dark and your back arches. Your moans are obscene and loud, and you’re certain your neighbors can hear the way you scream for him. But you don’t care. The pleasure coursing through you crests while he fucks you through your orgasm, his groans faint and labored.

The moment you come down, he pulls out, making you suck in a sharp breath at the loss. He flips you onto your stomach while he lies prone on top of you and pants into your ear, “This sweet little pussy is gonna be the death of me, baby.”

In one, brutal thrust, he’s back inside you, making your back arch against him. He takes the opportunity to wrap a large hand around your neck, holding you up as he takes his own pleasure and gives you everything in return. Even after two orgasms, the size of him burns through you, fire coiling tight in your belly with each plunge.

Your walls clench around him and he growls into your ear, his breath hard. His lips find your throat and he grunts with each push, “Tryn’ to make me cum before I’m ready to be done with you, darlin’?”

You shake your head, voice broken and barely there, like he’s fucked the will right out of you, “No… no, I swear.”

His fingers squeeze around your neck, not enough to cut off your air supply, but the pressure is there, and it’s exquisite. His pace is relentless, his cock so deep, filling you so completely, all you can do is writhe and cry under him. A large hand lands on your ass as he growls into your ear, “Tell me who this pussy belongs to.”

You don’t even hesitate, not for a second, “You, it’s yours. It belongs to you.”

“What belongs to me?”

“My p-pussy,” you cry out, another crack of his palm against your ass. “Joel…”

“I gotcha, baby,” he breathes into your ear, his beard scraping your cheek, lips and teeth adding sensation to your skin as his cock stretches you out. His restraint snaps then, and he begins pounding into you with a force that makes your eyes roll back into your head and your entire body lock up. “That’s it, honey. I know you’re about to cum. Give it to me.”

It’s remarkable how quickly he’s become attuned to your body and its signals. He adjusts his hips, pushing deeper, harder, faster than what he should be capable of. His breath ragged in your ear, muscles tight against your back, cock dragging in and out of you. When he releases your neck, you slump to the bed, only for him to plant his hand next to you, while the other sneaks underneath you to rub your clit in time with his thrusts.

It undoes you so quickly, you scream into the sheets, hips pushing against him as you cum. Your climax washes over you so completely, you think you lose consciousness for several seconds. You’re nothing but sensation and bliss.

His deep growl reaches your ears, breaths coming in short bursts as he fucks you through it, “Fuck, feels so good. Pussy is grippin’ me nice and tight baby. I’m gonna cum.”

“Cum inside me,” you plead, words muffled by the bedding. You can feel him trembling above you, holding himself back, and then a rush of warmth as he fills you, cumming with a bone shattering groan that makes your entire body tingle. You love the way he sounds, love that you can do this to him. Wreck him just as thoroughly as he wrecks you.

His thrusts slow, then ease to a stop, and he bends over you to kiss along your shoulder and down your back until he’s withdrawing from you completely. A quiet whimper leaves you, devastated at the loss. 

After wiping up the mess you two had made, Joel settles in bed next to you, drawing you against his chest and giving you a tender kiss. It’s slow and thoughtful and lingering. There’s no intent behind it other than to claim and cherish.

“I can’t stay,” he says when he pulls away, “Gotta be up early for a job tomorrow.”

You sigh and nestle deeper, chasing his lips, “I don’t want you to go.”

“Mm, I don’t either. But my client is extremely demanding. Gotta get to the site on time to make her happy,” he mutters, tongue swiping against you. Your heart flutters, cheeks warming as he pulls away with a smile, “I’ll be back in the morning.”

“Stay a little while longer?”

He answers by pulling the sheets around the both of you, his arms cradling you against him despite the sweat you’ve both worked up. Joel kisses you again, his hand sliding up your back to rest at the base of your neck.

He’s warm and solid against you, his breathing heavy and deep, but you know he’s not asleep yet.

“Joel?”

“Mm?”

“Are you gonna tell Tommy?” You ask, not out of fear or hesitancy, but simple curiosity. If he tells his brother, what will that convey about the two of you? 

He lifts his head to peek down at you and arches an eyebrow, “Do you want me to?”

You shrug, truly unsure. You’re still married. He’s still technically working for you, and you’re not sure what this means for either of you. 

“Don’t see that it’s any of his business. But I meant what I said earlier. I don’t do shit half way, darlin’. This ain’t some game to me,” he tells you, resting on his elbow to look down at you. You look up at him with wide, glimmering eyes, “You either want this, or you don’t. But you better tell me soon so I –”

“I like you too,” you blurt, cutting him off so he doesn’t spiral. You’re growing accustomed to his directness. He doesn’t want to play mind games like some men. Doesn’t want to string you along. It’s refreshing. “I – I don’t want to tell Tommy, though. Not until you’re done… working for me.”

A sly smile creeps onto his face, “You don’t want him to know I’m fuckin’ the boss?”

“No!” Your skin heats and you bring the sheet up to hide your embarrassment, “It’ll look like I’m taking advantage of you.”

“Darlin’, if anyone’s takin’ advantage, it’s me,” he chuckles, pulling the sheet down and pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Saw you walkin’ around in those skimpy little outfits and couldn’t help myself.”

“I didn’t exactly give you a choice, Joel. I basically stripped naked and threw myself at you.”

“Still,” he shrugs, “Could’ve said no.”

You look up at him with a slight smile, his eyes warm and gentle, softened in the dull light of the bedroom lamp, “Glad you didn’t.”

He smiles back. “Me too.”

The next morning, you wake to an email from your lawyer telling you that the papers have been delivered to Jeremy. He was confused and pissed off, but it’s done. The weight of it shifts something in you, the relief burning at your eyes. 

Joel left sometime during the night, but you wish you could reach for him, celebrate with him, kiss him. Because of him, your life has changed drastically in the past twenty-four hours. You want to thank him.

You get the chance to do just that over the course of the next few days, kissing him when he arrives to work on your house for the day, sitting in his lap while he eats lunch, begging him to fuck you before he leaves for the evening. It’s pure bliss, and for the first time in years, you feel something dangerously close to happiness. Something Jeremy hasn’t given you in so long, you forgot what it felt like.

You should’ve known, then, that it would all come crashing down.

I’ve seen this scene approximately one billion times. In the show. In screencaps. In edits. In GIFs. And somehow, I never noticed that the photo is RIGHT THERE behind Javier in his office !!!!!

And the way he keeps it there is so painfully Javier. It isn’t properly framed. It isn’t sitting on his desk where he can look at it all day.

He just casually tucked it into the corner of the official presidential portrait behind him. Like he wants a piece of home nearby without making a big deal out of it.

He doesn’t need to keep it directly in front of him. Maybe looking at home all day would only make him miss it more.

But he still wants it there. Close enough to know he has it. Right behind him.

I’M FINE. THIS IS FINE.

And because the photo is behind him instead of facing him on his desk, everyone who walks into his office can see it. For someone as private as Javier, that feels strangely personal. He’s quietly letting people see this tiny piece of his life outside the DEA. His dad. His home. Their ranch…

Maybe everyone else noticed this years ago.

But somehow, after three years and more Narcos rewatches than I could ever count, I’m only seeing it now. And yes, I feel slightly embarrassed.

BUT I’M ALSO SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT. Javier Peña keeps a photo with his dad in his office.

Who's Your Daddy Now? -> @dreamedaboutitinthedark

Summary: As you settle into your new house, Joel grows worried that you'll soon realize you're too good for him.You take offense and remind him whose bed he's sleeping in.

Fast Fingers -> @kokoluwie

Summary: Joel gets annoyed with your typing game obsession.

Never Enough -> @milla-frenchy

Summary: you don’t want Joel to go on patrol, so you make him an offer he can’t refuse

Virgin Peepaw Joel -> @littledes1re

What if…we reverse the roles for a second and imagine it's you who takes Peepaw Joel's virginity?

Bratty -> @littledes1re

Fuck the Cold -> @paulyenvol6

Joel promised Tommy a turn with you but ends up regretting it while watching his brother fuck you.

Dirty Move -> @petalsinblood

Summary: Playing Twister with Reed seems unfair, but surprisingly he doesn't break the no-stretch rule. Instead he comes up with a dirtier move.

Sabor a mi: part 1, part 2 -> @cozymochaa

Summary: you and your ex husband are forced to see each other every week since you share custody of your daughter. arguments are the only thing left between the two of you, but is that enough to let him back in?

Please don't hang up -> @pascalispunkczechia

Summary: One night apart shouldn't be that difficult. At least that's what Javier keeps trying to tell himself. The problem is that he misses her. The bigger problem is that he's also incredibly horny.

Haunted -> @cozymochaa

Series summary: Jerónimo Matías Cruz is a kingpin on the rise in Medellín, Colombia. Javier is sent there for undercover work to take down the cartel. He finds his in with the drug lord's secret daughter, but quickly learns that you're nothing like your father. The lines between his job and his desire to protect you start to blur, forcing him to make a difficult decision.

Dark (K)night -> @petalsinblood

Summary: What would you do if a stranager walked towards you in a dark alley in the middle of the night? Would you turn and run, or would you stay and watch how the night unfolds?

Human -> @petalsinblood

Summary: When Din is forced to be without his helmet, the reality hits him harder than he expects.

How to Touch -> @petalsinblood

Summary: Travelling with a great bounty hunter is not the easiest. But it's even harder for Din when he slowly develops feelings for you. But being the silent one, he never tells you anything. Not until one night.

Unmasked Hunger -> @petalsinblood