I'm Not That Sure Anymore

I am moving into an apartment soon, and my school covered all my costs until this year. due to my PARENTS tax information they only JUST NOW REVIEWED, they are deeming my financial need to be 0. This is untrue. my father is old, 70+, and he does not work. my mother works a minimum wage job. my brother is in highschool. me and my brother dont have cars, so we cannot commute to work. the reason why we were denied is because our taxes were high last year due to my mother giving into gambling for a while (but she is much better now). this did not earn us much profits, as you can imagine. with COVID and family matters we placed our finances elsewhere, not expecting this. but now… we 100% cannot pay for our tuition + apartment with FIVE roommates - as a dean’s list who just received admission into my major, I cannot pay to get in.

So, I am getting a loan. But the loan can only reach a certain amount for my year. But. I had a scholarship that covered a lot. I thought I was guaranteed that scholarship as long as I had good grades, but I guess I was wrong. It was canceled too, just today, and I do not know why. My parents have horrible credit due to their own past mistakes too, and it is affecting me and their ability to get a loan themselves. We didnt expect this, so I already signed the lease to my apartment. Everything is so last minute that we have decided to sell our house of 19 years that I grew up in, but it will take a while and tuition, rent, food stuff, and moving in is all urgent soon. I am so shellshocked about how quick this happened and how little time I have to fix it, and how slow the contact with any help has been that it’s just been a week of feeling like i have no good luck left. just one thing after another coming down.

If we can just earn the scholarship money back - $4,000 - then we should be good for now. We will need this before October 15. Please, if you can, share this and boost it. If you want anything, commission or a fic, just hit me up and I will do my best to fulfill what you ask and give you something for your work. My comms sheets are attached too, below the cut.

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But yeah, it’s a WYSIWYG with a really straight-forward GUI, if I remember correctly.

It even comes with some free backgrounds and characters and stuff, and this is what it looks like:

Did I mention it’s super duper free? It hasn’t been updated since 2010, but it has basically all you’d need to make a simple visual novel.

They are literally books you can play. You can even insert your own character’s name and pronouns and that would make writing reader inserts so much easier And as a writer who can not art, writing and making dating sims and games is more convenient.

The coding is also super simple and easy to learn and all it requires other than the program files is a text editor. And just like that you can start typing up like you would your own fanfics or stories. Plus it’s very versatile so you can make your game/book as simple or as complicated as you want, and even implement stats and inventory systems.

By being human

So you technically hate part of yourself