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sob emoji is up there with the period and the comma

Thinking about characters getting a nice demeaning slap in the face, in *warning*, telling them in not so unsubtle terms to watch their mouth. Two slaps maybe... or a backhand if they're really pushing it...

If you're a new writer and you're asking yourself "is this too personal, is this too much, will people think this is weird" that feeling is the exact location of your actual voice. The stuff that makes you want to close the laptop is the stuff nobody else could write. The safe version is always worse. Always. I have never once read something and thought "this would have been better if it was a little less honest." go further. It's always go further.

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

it’s just ummm. something to wonder what my grandparents (and their parents and their parents) must have felt and thought during the rise of antisemitism in their respective eras and now i suddenly know exactly what they felt and thought. word for word actually.

the sentence “the goyim will never forgive the jews for the shoah” getting stuck in my head like hinei ma tov gets stuck in my head

Happy Pride to mezzo sopranos going through gender and sexuality crises, you'll get there eventually.

idk I just personally think that getting chills from music is the best part of being alive. like when a song is so good you can feel it in your whole body. that's why I'm here.