i don't do sadness

gender nonconformity

a profile in which the nose features prominently

striking and unusual voice

sexually repressed but in a way that I can work with

notable height (in either direction)

glasses

other unusual physical features (red hair, freckles, protruding ears, vitiligo, etc.)

visibly haunted

condemned by god to an eternity of suffering

You are capable of harm

You have some level of power and agency

Ergo it is your responsibility to communicate your needs and boundaries

If you lie to someone about something being okay when it isn't, that is on you

Something being a trauma response doesn't exempt it from harming your relationships and the other people in them

Enabling your trauma responses will not make them go away, and it is your responsibility to work on yourself for your own wellbeing as well as the people around you

Being A Victim cannot be a pillar of your identity forever, and being victimized does not make you incapable of harming other people (see above)

You are not a mouse in a jean jacket you are an eel with a gun / adult human being who can use your words even if it's Scary

it's not even the full album!!!!! it's a really fun ep, really fun simple videos to go along w the songs, the whole aesthetic i just find super enjoyable, he's clearly put a lot of thought into what he wanted this new era to look + sound like and i love it sm. ik he made a video online a little while ago basically telling his audience "im queer and im gonna act queer, if you liked me before i came out (ie old town road) i was pretending to be straight and I'm not doing that to myself again" and so it's really lovely seeing him be so openly queer in his music, lyrically and physically and artistically and everything.

enough hedging and whining about rap music all queers stream days before dreamboy NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go my scarabs