butt out, closet monster!

The prince and the priest

well here we are again. as some of you that have followed me for a while know, i am a mentally disabled & chronically ill dyke that gets most if not all of my income from freelance gigs, commissions & support from this community & selling used books online. on top of my medical care/medication and my education i also help my dad with the cost of keeping my physically disabled & late stage alzheimer's grandma in a care home where she has 24/7 care. they have raised the monthly costs and what was already hard to scrounge up has become damn near impossible & so i'm making another one of these. so w that said:

well it's that time again. if you've been around here for long you probably are aware of all my struggles, but if not - i'm an audhd/ocd dyke with mental disabilities & no prospects of accessible jobs where i live, so all the money i make comes from freelancing gigs i'm able to find, selling used books & commissions online. i need to get my medication that helps me survive (and keeps me from fainting every 5 minutes) but my bank account is in the near negatives - bc on top of all that, i also help my dad with the cost of keeping my late stage alzheimer's & physically disabled grandma somewhere she gets the care she needs 24/7. so! w that said: