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Random Transformation 4
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đŹđ§ "Role reversal"

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đźđč "Se sei un twink a caccia di giochi erotici, attento a non farti ipnotizzare dal primo daddy affascinante che capita. Rischieresti di farti rubare l'identitĂ e di perdere ogni ricordo del tuo passato. E indovina un po'? Ora sei tu quel daddy affamato di twink."
đŹđ§ "If you're a twink looking for erotic games, watch out you don't get hypnotized by the first charming daddy who comes along. You'd risk having your identity stolen and losing every memory of your past. And guess what? Now youâre that twink-hungry daddy."
AWO - Part 2: Beginnings
After his lunch, Jack landed back in the office at his cubicle. He put the AWO bag under his desk out of the way so that nobody could see it. He felt like he had been scammed and that he opened himself up to a bunch of phone calls and text messages talking about the latest greatest supplement that will make him a man after four easy payments of 49.95.
âHey, how did the walk go?â Alan said about twenty minutes later as he stopped behind Jackâs desk with a cup of coffee in his hand.
âHmm? Fine I guess,â Jack replied. For a moment, he was both annoyed at Alan interrupting him and that Alan was concerned about him.
Jack looked at Alan and the smile on his face. âWhat the hell are you smiling about?â he asked.
âHmm?â Alan said. âI never thought you would go shopping on your lunch break. What did you get Mister âI donât spend money on anythingâ?â
âVery funny,â Jack said, rolling his eyes. He thought he had hid the bag so that nobody would notice it. âJust a shirt I saw in a window. Probably wonât wear it. And just for the record I do spend money on things.â
âThings that you need to survive on,â Alan countered. âBut spending money on yourself? Thatâs never happened as long as I knew you.â
âVery funny,â Jack said as he saw Annie walk up to the cubicle to join them. âHey Annie. What can I do for you? Here to complain about how cheap I am?â
âExcuse me?â Annie said. âNo, just wondering if the walk helped clear your head a bit. I know youâve been under a bit of pressure lately.â
âIt did honestly,â Jack replied. âNow if I could get people to stop sending me e-mails with problems they know how to fix things would be so much better.â
Annie frowned slightly and looked at Alan. âI didnât know people were doing that,â she said. âTheyâre supposed to be sending that to the help desk. Iâll send an e-mail out to tell people to stop that.â
âNo,â Jack replied. âI got it. I need to start standing up for myself anyway around here.â
âJust try to be nice about it all right?â Annie said as she nodded to Alan and Jack.
âWhat has gotten into you?â Alan asked. âThat walk really did something didnât it?â
âWhat?â Jack asked. âNo. It was just a walk. Just got tired of all these e-mails thatâs all. Iâve got my own work to deal with.â
âIâll leave you to those e-mails, killer,â Alan said as he walked away with a chuckle.
âThanks,â Jack responded as he turned back to his computer and composed a polite e-mail telling everybody that if they had any questions about anything to e-mail the help desk. He was glad to help people with difficult situations and the like but that was his tolerance level.
The rest of the afternoon passed by in a blur. Jack was able to get some work done as the help e-mails dried up pretty quickly. Every time his foot would go up against the AWO back, he sighed and realized that he needed to get rid of it when he got home. Everything about that store felt wrong, like it was a dream. No.. more like a nightmare.
Right before it was quitting time, an e-mail from one of his co-workers came in and Jack, without thinking about it, slammed his fist on his desk. âGoddamn it,â he muttered under his breath. âDoesnât anybody fucking read e-mails any more?â
He started to write a nasty response to the person but took a deep breath and stopped himself. Instead, he deleted it and responded back simply that going forward all help requests that were not complicated needed to go to the help desk so it could free up time for him to do things that needed to get done.
Jack grabbed the AWO bag and headed home. As he sat on the subway, his cell phone went off and he sighed. If it was another stupid e-mail from work, he was going to blow his stack. But this time, it was not.
It was an e-mail confirming his appointment at the AWO store:
Jack:
This e-mail is to confirm your Stage 2 session.
You have chosen the Genetic Freak archetype.
Wear the shirt when you arrive. Be ready.
This is not a costume.
This is the new you.
Jack frowns and immediately moves the e-mail to the trash on his phone. No, he was not going to go down that fucking rabbit hole again. There was no reason for him to even think about it. Honestly, the whole thing felt like it was something that he was going to automatically be signed up for and after six months of payments be told that he couldnât unsubscribe without going through several nearly impossible hoops.
 When Jack finally got back to the apartment that he and his soon to be ex-wife shared, he sighed as he looked around and noticed the big gaping holes where his wife had taken things. The living room was a mess and the bathroom wasnât much better with a massive pile of laundry that was about to start moving if Jack didn't take care of it sooner or later. He didnât even notice that he had put the AWO back down and that it had tipped over on its side causing the AWO shirt he had bought to fall out onto the floor.
He grabbed something out of the fridge to quickly make for dinner and sighed again as he looked at the dining room table and saw the divorce papers lying on them waiting for him to sign them. His wife had asked him a couple of times before to sign them so that she could move on with her life. He didnât want to close that chapter of his life, Jack thought to himself. Besides, signing those papers made him feel more like a transaction, something for his ex-wife to move on from so she could find somebody else.
Walking into the living room, Jack sat down and realized the AWO bag had fallen over and the shirt he had bought was lying on the table. He grabbed it and chuckled as he lifted him up. âWhat a fucking douchebag falling for this shit,â he said to nobody in particular. Besides the shirt, there was an AWO armband in the bag along with a Stage 2 appointment card.
Jack put the shirt down and grabbed his food and started to eat it. Every few minutes as he watched television and trying to forget about everything on, his eyes went back to the shirt just sitting there. Finally, he said to himself that he was going to try it on once and then it was going to get thrown into the garbage like the rest of his former life.
He took off his work shirt and put the AWO shirt on and immediately frowned. He had always worn a size large shirt no matter if it was a T-shirt or a work shirt but the AWO shirt actually felt tight on him. It wasnât uncomfortably tight, just tight. He walked into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror and tried not to laugh.
Shirts like the one he was wearing were for guys who actually had a body that would impress women or depending on their point of view, other men. For Jack, the shirt showed exactly what was wrong with him physically and that was basically everything. He was slightly overweight, didnât fill out the sleeves with his muscles and the logo across the front just felt wrong.
As he stood there, Jack instinctively raised his right bicep and flexed. He laughed and stopped flexing and put his arm down. Genetic freak indeed. But he looked at himself in the mirror again and thought back to the image that he saw in the AWO store. He adjusted his stance, the look in his eyes and even a bit of a smirk trying to recapture the image that he saw.
âWhat the fuck are you doing Jack?â he said as he immediately reverted back to his normal ânon-assholeâ self. He took off the shirt immediately and walked into the bedroom and put it on the bed. Walking back into the living room, he grabbed the shirt that he had been wearing and put it back on and tried somehow to relax.
But relaxing was not in the cards tonight. Jack kept on thinking back to the store and the Genetic Freak. Grabbing his laptop, Jack started going through Youtube clips finding the wrestler that the archetype had been based upon. Even though he didnât know wrestling that well, Jack knew that the New World Order had been one of the greatest heel factions of all time that shook up wrestling when they were active.
Watching old clips, Jack noticed the guy known as Scott Steiner and the image in the mirror hit him like a ton of bricks. Here was a guy that wasnât afraid to take up space and didnât apologize for anything. He even wore chainmail on his head during entrances and sunglasses. He looked like a roided freak and Jack immediately laughed at the videos but noticed the women that surrounded him and the massive ego and confidence that the wrestler had. Everything that Jack didnât have.
The next few days, Jack tried to keep his brain on the right track and off whatever rabbit hole he was going down with the Genetic Freak issue. He had struggled to sleep with dreams or just half dreams where he was walking through a hall of mirrors, each mirror showing him transforming into the Genetic Freak with the last one him laughing at the reflection of two women in bikinis standing next to him holding on what was turning out to be massive biceps.
Work was just being work but even more annoying than usual. He had to catch himself a few times not to write an e-mail that would have gotten a strong reprimand from Annie or somebody else up in the company. The problem was that the people he worked with seemingly couldnât get through their thick heads with basic concepts.
One afternoon, Alan stopped by and saw Jack looking at his computer as though he was about to throw it through a window.Â
âYou all right man?â Alan asked.
Jack sighed and nodded. âYeah,â he said. âJust co-workers being stupid as per usual.â
âStupid?â Alan said. âReally? You get up on the wrong side of the bed this morning or something?â
âHuh?â Jack said. âSorry. Just having trouble sleeping and trying to get a few things in order personally.â
âIs your divorce finally going through?â Alan asked.
âIâm signing the papers when I get home tonight,â Jack replied.
âAnd then youâre going to celebrate?â Alan said.
âWhy the fuck would I celebrate my wife and I divorcing jackass?â Jack said. âJust like everything else, my marriage is a fucking failure.â
Alan took a step back as Jackâs voice had been raised and other people noticed. âDude,â Alan said. âRelax. I meant that as a joke.â
âBad fucking joke,â Jack replied as he turned back to his computer. âJust leave me alone all right?â
âAll right⊠all right. Jeez⊠take a fucking chill pill dude,â Alan said he walked away leaving Jack to carry on with his work.
Jack immediately wanted to send or message Alan an apology. He didnât know what came over him and he needed to lighten up a bit. The problem was that Jack always seemingly took jokes like that and laughed it off. It was the first time in a while that he had stood up for himself and say how he really felt about the situation. And a part of him felt good even though he knew that what happened was wrong.
The next couple of days at work had Jack seemingly isolated from everybody. Alan had landed up going out of town for a business trip and Annie was dealing with family issues. So as per usual Jack stared at his computer screen and just went about his business.
A week from the day he went to the AWO shop in the first place, Jack got a reminder about his appointment for Stage 2 that was set for 6:30 PM. He finished work at 5 and there was no way in hell he was going to wait around for 90 minutes for an appointment that there was no point in going to.
When work was over, Jack walked out of the office building making sure that he didnât land up going anywhere near that street with the AWO store on it. He walked down another street and down into the subway to catch the train home to his apartment so that he could finish up the divorce paperwork and have a beer. He shouldnât have snapped at Alan like that. That whole conversation a few days still pissed Jack off.
As he stood there waiting for his train, Jack kept on trying to get that fucking store of his mind. But then he thought about all of the times he had not taken a risk, not taken the first step and instead played it safe. Here was an opportunity to see what could come of a choice that he consciously made but instead he was running away back to his safe spot.
Taking a deep breath, Jack shook his head. Not this time. He had walked away from opportunity before but not this time. He got out of line for the subway and actually pushed a couple people out of the way so that he could get to where he needed to go. He ignored the protests that he heard as people werenât happy with Jackâs attitude towards them.
He walked into the subway bathroom and took off his work shirt. Without even realizing that he had put it on this morning, the AWO shirt was there and it still had that comfortable tight fight that Jack had expected. He stood there looking in the smudged mirror and smiled. If he was going to do this, he needed to fucking do it.
Standing outside the AWO store, seeing it again, Jack smiled and walked in. Unlike the first time where the entire store felt staged, over the top and honestly off putting, this time Jack noticed that it was efficient and powerful. Austin Theory was on the screens showing off his muscles and Jack smiled to himself at the arrogance and self-assuredness that Theory was showing.
The staff member, or at least Jack thought it was the same guy, walked over and smiled. âI knew you would be back,â he said.
Jack looked at him and immediately his defenses came up. âJust wanting to see what Stage 2 feels like,â he said. âNothing more, nothing less.â
The staff chuckled and shook his head. âBrother, thatâs what everybody says before they stop lying to themselves,â he said. âShirt looks good on you by the way. Better than you thought it would probably.â
Jack nodded and was about to say something but the staff smiled and said, âDonât have to answer that brother. Time to get you settled.â
Jack was led back into one of the back rooms of the store. There was a raised platform in the center of it with a number of screens on the walls filled with data points. On one of the screens was his personal information along with a personality assessment. On another screen there was the Genetic Freak archetype that he had chosen with both physical and personal traits listed that were as far from where Jack was as humanly possible.
A door opened that Jack didnât realize existed in one wall and a young woman dressed in an AWO shirt and jeans walked in with a clipboard in her hand. She smiled as she looked at Jack and then at the staff member at the door.
âYou must be Jack,â she said, walking over and shaking his hand. âMy name is Cindy and Iâll be starting Stage 2 for you today. First off, I need you to take everything off except your underwear and stand on the platform in the center of the room.â
âYou are wearing underwear brother right?â the staff member said with a smile.
Jack looked at him and rolled his eyes as he proceeded to strip down until he was just standing in his underwear. âBoxer briefs,â Cindy said. âHmm. Thatâll definitely change as you change. Now, letâs get you on the platform and see what weâre working with all right.â
The next ten minutes was filled with Jack being poked and prodded by Cindy, measuring basic things like height and weight but also body composition, grip strength, overall posture and resting heart rate. It was like Jack was going for his annual checkup at his primary care doctor. The other thing that he was assumed with was that the staff member was standing there watching him with a smirk on his face.
âSomething funny?â Jack said as Cindy walked over to a terminal and punched some data in.
âFunny?â the response came. âNo. Youâve got potential brother. Youâre not starting from nothing. You need to just stop denying that you can be better.â
Cindy finally finished with whatever she was doing and the Genetic Freak profile that Jack had chosen a week ago came up on the screen. The words Mass. Loyalty. Mouth. Presence. Dominance were listed next to the screen and Cindy looked at Jack and nodded.
âInteresting choice,â she said. âThe most obvious trait is muscle gain. But besides that, the Genetic Freak is meant to take up space, to dominate those around him and making sure he doesnât apologize for anything. His ego is king and everybody around him knows that. You are embarrassed right now by standing there like a slab of meat. I can see it on your face. That starts to change today.â
Jack laughed nervously and Cindy and the staff member both looked at him as though he did something wrong. âWhat did I do?â Jack asked.
âThat laugh,â Cindy said. âFirst thing weâre getting rid of.â
Cindy motioned Jack over to the wall and a reflection of how he looked at the moment stared back. He flinched at what he was seeing. Cindy looked over the staff member and said, âTerry get over here and show Jack here how itâs done.â
âYes maâam,â Terry said with a grin. He walked over to where Jack was standing and immediately pointed out things that needed to change. His feet were too close together, he slouched slightly instead of standing up straight. He needed to look straight into the mirror with confidence instead of wondering if he was doing things good enough.
âBrother,â Terry said as he moved Jackâs body into a particular position. âDonât fucking apologize for who you are. You arenât a weak man. Stand there like you deserve to be the center of attention.â
After a minute of Jack getting his body to cooperate, Terry nodded. âGetting better,â he said. âGive me a smirk for good measure will you.â
Jack attempted a smirk but immediately laughed and he shook his head. âI look like a fucking idiot,â he said.
âNo,â Cindy replied from where she was standing. âYouâre not an idiot. Youâre starting to belong and be who you are supposed to be. Different things entirely.â
âNow what?â Jack said as he looked at himself in the mirror. âDo I hop up and down on one leg while you take pictures to post to Instagram showing yet another idiot being taken to the cleaners?â
âFirst,â Terry said. âStop that. You came in here looking to change yourself for the better. And thatâs what is happening. Fucking knock it off.â
âSecond,â Cindy said. âI need you to repeat after me. This is not a costume. This is not fake. This is the new me.â
Jack turned and looked at Cindy and frowned. At first he shook his head because he felt that what he was doing was entirely fake. He looked at Terry and then back at the mirror. Nobody said anything for a minute but then Jack repeated what he had been told to repeat.
âThis is not a costume. This is not fake. This is the new me,â he said softly.
âSay it like you mean it brother,â Terry said. âYou know you want to. Stop worrying about what everybody thinks and focus on you for a second.â
âAgain,â Cindy said.
This time Jack said it with more confidence but not enough confidence it seemed. He had to repeat it two more times before Jack accepted the fact that this was going to be his new identity.
âThis is not a costume. This is not fake. This is the new me,â he said forcibly and he noticed there was a hint of arrogance in his voice as well.
Cindy and Terry nod almost in unison. âGood,â Cindy said. âNow weâre going to take you through what we call focus training. Just look at the screen, breathe, listen and try to focus on the fact of the person you are becoming and what you are leaving behind.â
The lighting in the room slowly began to become more focused but quieter as Jack looked at the screen in front of him. He heard a soft beating in the background, rhythmic in nature that allowed his mind to focus on it, breathing in and out with the beats and all of the stress and uncertainty he had previously felt started to dissipate.
He watched as a series of images flashed before him, one after another of the Genetic Freak posing in different ways followed by words like Arrogance, Power, Determination, Attitude flashed across the screen. At some point, Jack realized his lips were moving with the words. He did not remember deciding to read them.Â
After what seemed like an eternity, the screen turned off and the light in the room went back to normal. Cindy was working at a console probably resetting it back to normal. Terry walked over to where Jack was standing and asked, âBrother, how do you feel?â
âIâm not sure how I feel honestly,â Jack said as he looked at Cindy. âHow did I do?â
âWithin expected parameters,â Cindy replied. âI suggest getting your clothes on and then I need you to do one more thing for me.â
Jack stepped off the platform and had to catch himself as a wave of dizziness came over him. Terry took a step towards him but Jack shook his head. He took a deep breath and grabbed his clothes and put them back on. First though he held the AWO shirt in his hands and for the first time he smiled and didnât feel like a loser for putting it on.
âNow, one final question,â Cindy said. âLook at the screen and give us your honest answer.â
Jack walked over to the screen and the words appeared:
Stage 2 Progression requires active confirmation.
Do you confirm your continued ascent?
Starting at the screen and thinking back over where Jack was in his life: the deadend job, people walking all over him, his ex-wife about to enjoy her freedom while he felt like he was stuck in neutral. All of that came rushing back to him in an instant. He looked down at the shirt he was wearing and then at Terry.
He nodded and smiled. âYes,â he said. âI want to continue.â
After the screen went blank, Jack stood there and actually looked at himself in the mirror. The shirt, instead of some sort of cosplay, now felt that it belonged. There was an intensity that Jack hadnât felt in a long time. It was strange but it felt like his body was coming alive.
âThere he is,â Terry said with a grin.
âThere who is?â Jack said not even noticing that Cindy had left the room.
âThe one who you came in here looking for brother,â Terry replied as he led Jack out of the back room and then out the door into the street.
Jack stood there for a moment, looking at everything around him and he realized it felt a bit smaller. The noise of the city wasnât nearly as chaotic and overwhelming. Everything felt better. Jack looked at himself in the glass of the store and smiled at what he saw. He didnât look away quickly this time.
For the first time in months, Jack did not feel tired.
He felt unfinished. He felt that he taken the first step to something greater.
And above else, he wanted to know what came next.
One (Not So) Small Suggestion
I knew I'd struck gold when I met my boyfriend Aaron.
I had a habit of falling for straight acting masculine guys. Those deeply closeted "bros" who think hitting the gym somehow makes them less queer.
Aaron was very far removed from my usual type. He wasn't effeminate, but he wasn't aggressively macho or constantly posturing either. He was always quick with a smile, a hug, a kiss... and I loved it.
But after a while, I realized there was still one thing I was missing.
See, the reason I kept ending up with those big buff jerks is because... I just love muscular guys.
At one point, I'd been at my wit's end trying to get an ex to stop treating me like shit all the time, and I'd downloaded this whole bunch of hypnotism stuff. I made him a few files with some simple suggestions... problem was, he thought it was "too gay" to listen to something like that.
I'm not sure what I thought would happen, but on a whim, I made some files for Aaron too. I made sure to keep his personality intact - because, after all, I love him - but I threw in some suggestions to eat healthy, start going to the gym, and focus on prioritising fitness.
A couple of months in, and my sweet boy had packed on 20 odd pounds of muscle. He'd started picking me up, and on one very memorable occasion he actually pinned me to the bed before showering me with kisses.
I was planning to stop there. Even that little change made him my perfect guy. But then Aaron said something that changed my mind.
Aaron told me it made him feel closer to me, having my voice in his ear while he was at the gym, that he felt so safe drifting off listening to me.
I knew I should probably come clean and tell him that I'd been using them to hypnotise him, but... well, first of all, it sounds ridiculous, and second... I was scared of how he'd react.
So instead of doing the right thing and telling him the truth, I made him a new set of files. I really liked how he'd started being more confident, so I gave him some boosters for that. I also made him focus more on lifting and on bulking up, telling him he enjoyed getting bigger for me, that he loved feeling like my big buff protector.
And look, maybe I overdid it. Aaron took to the new instructions like a fish to water, and within a couple months he'd already outgrown his wardrobe. Again.
But I couldn't stop. I was enamoured with this enormous guy he'd grown into, so sweet and gentle with me and so imposing and burly otherwise.
Eventually, I reached a breaking point, and I told him the truth. But... look, I couldn't risk him getting scared and ending things, okay? So just in case, I put in a small suggestion in the files, telling him that maybe he liked being hypnotised, and maybe he got aroused by the thought of me moulding his body.
So when my sweet Aaron told me he'd scored some back alley supplements from a guy at the gym, gave me his best puppy dog eyes - despite the hulking bod and scruffy beard - and asked me to make him a new set of files and help him get HUGE... I couldn't say no.
We've just celebrated our anniversary, and the mountain of muscle that throws me over his shoulder like I weigh nothing and lumbers around from how wide his thighs have gotten is nothing like the cute boy I fell for. You'd be forgiven for thinking he's one of those closeted guys who pump themselves up with mass since they're scared of looking queer.
Except underneath all the excess bulk, body hair, and testosterone, it's still Aaron underneath it all. Just as lovely and as sweet as he was back when he was nearly 200 pounds lighter.
I really did strike gold with him after all.
Swap Class 101 Issue 1C - Body Swap Comics
This comic is based on the swap class idea. Storyline and dialogue written by me and images generated by AI

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Swap Class 101 - A body Swap Comic Issue 2
This comic is based on the swap class idea. Storyline and dialogue written by me and images generated by AI
POV: It has been just a few hours since you found yourself in this middle-aged manâs body - in his penthouse suite in an unfamiliar city. You have no idea how you got here and you donât really care - your old life was shitty and you were constantly in trouble with dealers and debt collectors - whatever had happened this was an upgrade.
It didnât take you long to settle into the comforts in his (now your) life. Nice clothes, soft furniture, clean skin and hair, with a pipe to boot. Despite never smoking, it didnât take your body long to remember the feeling.
âAhhh - life is goodâ you think to yourself on your new balcony overlooking the city.
POV: âHoly shit, this canât be realâ you say to yourself repeatedly as you look at an unfamiliar face in the mirror of an unfamiliar apartment.
âHow the fuck did this happen? Am I stroking out?!â you exclaim!
After calming down you start to explore your new, younger body. You have nice abs and the start of an ok mustache - lacking the flare of your old handlebar but at least itâs something to work with. You also have a big, perky dick - which despite your best effort at self-control youâve already came with twice - looking at your new young face and licking your mustache.
After coming down from your last afterglow, you explore your surroundings. You come to realize your situation is increasingly less than ideal - you have 3 roommates, a phone full of missed calls from numbers marked as âDNAâ and strange vials of liquid in syringes in your room.
âShit - what have I ended up with here - I need my pipeâŠâ
Trading Medals Part 2: (A Body Swap Story)
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Trading Medals Part 2:
Ethanânow Markâstirred awake earlier than usual, blinking against the morning light filtering through the blinds. Normally, heâd struggle to get out of bed, groggy and sluggish, but today was different. There was an energy coursing through him, a natural liveliness that felt effortless. He immediately opened his selfie camera to admire himself. As he sat up, the movement alone felt powerfulâhis arms, his shoulders, even his core engaging in ways his old body never had.
His stomach grumbled. He needed coffee. Moving through the dorm with Markâs easy, confident stride, he made his way to the kitchenette, instinctively rolling his shoulders as if loosening up for a workout. He reached for the coffee maker, surprised at the way his larger hands completely enveloped the handle of the pot. Even the act of scooping coffee grounds felt differentâthe extra weight behind his movements, the sheer size of his hands.
Trading Medals Part 1 (A Body Swap Story)
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Mark Calloway had always been the kind of guy people noticed when he walked into a room. At 6'3" and 225 pounds of solid muscle, he carried himself with the effortless confidence of a college athlete at the top of his game. His dark brown hair was kept in a slightly messy yet undeniably charming style, and his deep-set hazel eyes often flickered with amusement or quiet contemplation, depending on the situation. Born on June 10th, Mark was a summer child through and through, thriving in the sun and always finding a way to be outside, whether it was training for football, hitting the gym, or just hanging out with friends.Â

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Delta Alpha Delta
This is a sequel to the Apron Costume Shop story.
By the time Connor found the aprons again, heâd already forgotten ever seeing them before. Well, some version of Connor had seen them beforeâŠeven if not this one.
They were in the back seat of Masonâs car in a crinkled costume-shop bag, wedged between a half-empty case of hard seltzer and a book bag. Connor dragged the bag out by one handle while they were parked in front of the Delta-Alpha-Delta house, both of them half-dressed and already late for the brothers annual costume bash.
âDude, you promised to get us real costumes!â Mason huffed. âTell me these aprons arenât our costumes!â
Connor reached into the bag and pulled out the red one first. It unfolded in a bright square of cotton and cheap black lettering:
KING OF THE GRILL
He laughed immediately. âOh, absolutely these are our costumes.â
Mason took the second apron and held it up by the neck loop. Dark blue denim, big stitched pocket, silver letters across the chest:
ASK ME ABOUT MY MARINADE
Mason stared at it, then at Connor, and started laughing too. âThis is so bad.â
âExactly! Itâs perfect.â Connor draped the red apron over his bare chest. âWe go as two dads!â
Mason slipped the blue one over his head and started creating a back-story to help his general disappointment in his friendâs decision in costumes subside. âTwo divorced dads, specifically.â
âTwo hot divorced dadsâ Connor retorted before Mason could even finish.
âFrom a cul-de-sac in Ohio!â
Both men laughed for a few seconds - proud of their addenda to the underwhelming presentation of the aprons. Connor adjusted the neck strap and frowned for a second. âDo these feel⊠weird to you?â
âWeird how?â Mason asked.
âI donât know.â He tugged at the apron front. âFamiliar? Maybe?â
Mason looked down at his own apron and shrugged. âProbably because theyâre the most spiritually correct costumes weâve ever had.â
That felt like enough of an answer. Connor snorted, grabbed a backwards baseball cap from the dash, and slapped it onto Masonâs head. Mason retaliated by swiping Connorâs plastic sunglasses from the cupholder and shoving them at him.
Two minutes later, they walked into the ÎÎÎ house with a swagger and the undeserved confidence of two young men who had planned their costumes well in advance.
The party was already in full swing. Music thumped through the floorboards. The downstairs smelled like beer, sweat, and whatever someone had burned in the kitchen an hour ago. Brothers were everywhere - Roman togas, cowboy hats, football pads, fake mustaches, jerseys, nothing coherent or cerebral. A few shouted as soon as Connor and Mason came through the front room.
âHoly hell,â someone yelled from the couch. âItâs the grill masters!â
âDelta Alpha Delta!â another brother shouted. âMore like DAD!â That got a bigger cheer than it deserved.
Connor spread his arms theatrically, red apron on full display. âGentlemen, Iâm here to discuss propane and propane accessories!â
Mason patted the pocket on his blue apron and said, dead seriously, âDonât ask me whatâs in the marinade if youâre not prepared for the answer!â
Someone, probably already wasted, nearly fell off a barstool laughing. For the first half hour, that was all it was: a dumb bit, a good bit, the kind of costume that got funnier the drunker everyone got - and you can be sure people were plenty drunk. Connor and Mason played into it shamelessly. Connor stood in the kitchen with one hand on his hip telling a pledge made up stories about the tragedy of overdone burgers. Mason accepted a beer and immediately started lecturing nobody about optimal meat refrigeration times.
Every now and then, though, one of them would glance down at the apron he was wearing and feel a tiny useless twinge, like when you heard part of a song you almost knew. Something about the fabric. Something about the cut. Something hovering just out of reach.
Then Tyler and Eli cornered them by the stairs. Tyler was in a pale blue polo and backward white cap, already flushed from drinking, carrying a giant foam cup like it was part of his costume - which otherwise seemed non-existant. Eli stood next to him in jeans and an old fraternity T-shirt, glasses slipping down his nose.
âYou guys have to let us try those on,â Tyler said, pointing between them. âJust for a minute.â
âFor what?â Mason asked.
Tyler grinned. âBecause I want to see if we can pull off "Father of the Year" energy! I have dad jokes for days!â
âAnd I want to see if this one,â Eli said, flicking the blue apron, âcan make me look like I refinance boats for a living. And besides - our non-existent costumes are lame and you guys have had enough attention already! Spread the love!â
Connor looked at Mason. Mason looked at Connor. Both shrugged.
âFine,â Connor said. âBut if you spill anything on King of the Grill, I swear to GodâŠâ
Tyler saluted and snatched the red apron. Eli took the blue one more carefully.
âThereâs a mirror upstairs, let's use it to take some selfiesâ Tyler said. âWeâll be back in two minutes.â
Connor watched them head up the stairs shoulder to shoulder, aprons hanging from their hands. He felt that odd twinge again, stronger this time, and rubbed the back of his neck.
âWhat?â Mason asked.
âNothing,â Connor said. âI just had the strangest feeling.â
âAbout?â
He watched Tyler and Eli disappear down the upstairs hall. âNo clue.â
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The upstairs half-bathroom at the ÎÎÎ house was barely big enough for two men to stand in shoulder to shoulder without elbowing each other, which made it exactly the kind of place Tyler and Eli would choose for a joke selfie.
Tyler put the red apron on first, still laughing. âTell me honestly,â he said, turning toward the mirror. âAm I giving neighborhood cookout dad?â
Eli, already looping the denim apron over his head, smirked. âYouâre giving âasks if the beer in the fridge is for everybody.ââ
Tyler barked a laugh. âThatâs the same thing!â
Then he stopped. His smile lingered a second too long on his face before slipping. He tugged at the neck strap. âDude.â
Eli was staring at himself now too. âWhy does this suddenly feel tight?â
The room seemed to shrink around them. Tylerâs shoulders jerked first, broadening under the red apron not with youthful gym definition but with the heavier, denser width of an older man. His chest thickened. His waist pushed outward, not soft exactly, but settling into a substantial, middle-aged solidity. The pale blue polo beneath the apron tightened, then changed with him, seams stretching and reshaping into an older cut that fit a thicker torso.
âConnor got the wrong size or something,â Tyler started to joke, but his voice snagged halfway down into something deeper, rougher. He grabbed the sink.
In the mirror, a dark blur spread over his jaw. Beard stubble pushed through smooth skin all at once, not in patches but in a fast, bristling wave, thickening up his cheeks, darkening his chin, filling into a full beard that framed a face broadening by the second. His cheeks got heavier. The easy, loose planes of a college kidâs face settled into the lined, lived-in structure of a man around fifty. His nose looked more pronounced. Crowâs feet pinched into the corners of his eyes. Beneath the backward cap, the front of his hairline crept backward, temples clearing, then the crown thinning until the cap sat oddly over less hair than it had a second ago.
âEli!â Tyler said, and the name came out in the voice and tone of his father.
Eli lurched back against the towel rack. âNo, no, no.â
His own change was racing him. The glasses on his face shifted as his features thickened underneath them. His jaw got broader. His cheeks filled. The bridge of his nose hardened into a stronger line. Beneath the blue apron, his slim torso filled out, shoulders becoming denser, chest fuller, stomach firmer and thicker. Dark chest hair pushed up under the collar of his T-shirt and spilled higher as if it had always been there. His hairline retreated in a smooth, merciless line at the temples, leaving the front slightly higher, more mature, more undeniably his fatherâs.
Across his upper lip, a thick dark mustache grew in dense and fast, heavy enough to change his whole expression. His forearms roughened. Hair spread darker over them. Even his posture changed, settling lower and sturdier.
Tyler stared at him in horror. âYou look likeââ
âDonât say it,â Eli snapped, except it didnât come out like Eli anymore. It came out like a man in his early forties who had spent years answering work calls on speakerphone. He clutched the sink next to Tyler, the mustache on his face making the motion look absurdly natural. âYou look like yourââ
Tylerâs cap no longer fit right. He pulled it off and stared at the thinning hair beneath it, then at the beard shadow swallowing the lower half of his face. Hair had started creeping out at the open neck of his shirt. His arms were thicker, dusted with more hair. His stomach pressed solidly against the apron front.
For one brief, impossible instant, both men understood exactly what was happening. Tyler saw his own father in the mirror wearing his expression and Eli saw his fatherâs mustache settle onto his own face.
Then the understanding loosened. The panic didnât vanish so much as slide sideways, becoming confusion with nowhere to land.
Tyler blinked at the mirror. âWhy am IâŠâ He frowned. âWhose house is this?â
Eli touched his mustache, puzzled but no longer terrified. âI was looking for a bathroom, I think?â
Tyler peeled the red apron off automatically, as if it were the least important part of the situation, and dropped it on the sink. Eli unlooped the blue one and hung it on a hook near the sink. Then they looked at each other.
âDo I know you?â Tyler asked.
Eli squinted. âMaybe? Why are we in the bathroom together?â
After a few seconds the two middle-aged men walked back into the party like they had taken a wrong turn at a neighborhood cookout.
âž»
Connor noticed Tyler first. Or the man who had been Tyler first anyway. There was a thick-built, bearded man standing by the chips in a better-fitting version of Tylerâs polo, turning slowly in place like he had entered the wrong address. He looked about fifty, broad through the chest and waist, hairline receded, beard neat but full. He had Tylerâs eyes.
Connor laughed out loud before he could stop himself. âOkay, who invited somebodyâs dad?â
Mason, coming out of the kitchen, followed his gaze - and then froze. At the far end of the room, another older man had just emerged from the hall. Early forties maybe. Glasses. Receding brown hair. Thick mustache. Sturdier build than Eli had had by a wide margin. He looked around with calm, low-grade confusion and accepted a beer from a passing brother without asking questions.
âThatâs not funny,â Mason said quietly.
Connor turned. âWhat?â
Mason looked from one man to the other. âWhere are Tyler and Eli?â Connorâs grin faltered.
The red apron was back downstairs twenty minutes later, crumpled on the arm of a couch. Nobody knew how it got there. The blue one turned up in the upstairs hall, then vanished again.
At first, Connor and Mason tried to find some rational explanation, mostly because the irrational one would have required saying sentences neither of them wanted to say out loud.
Maybe Tyler and Eli had gone home and someoneâs actual dads had shown up. Maybe alumni were invited. Maybe the whole house had gotten more drunk than either of them realized.
Then Brandon disappeared into the downstairs laundry room with the red apron over one shoulder, shouting to somebody that he was going to âsee if the dad energy hits different.â
He had already been one of the hairier brothers in the house - shirtless under an open flannel, dark chest hair, thick legs, built like he spent more time squatting than he did studying - which he did by a wide margin. Connor almost called after him. Mason actually started to. But by the time they got to the laundry room door, it was shut.
From inside came a muffled curse, then a heavy thump.
Connor knocked once. âBrandon?â
A long pause. Then a gruff: âOne second.â
The voice that answered was not Brandonâs voice. Connor and Mason looked at each other. The door opened a crack first, then wider.
Then out popped a man with Brandonâs dark eyes and hairy torso but absolutely nothing else in common. He was broader, thicker, built like the older version of Brandon had been buried inside him all along and had finally gotten his turn to break free. Hair covered his chest in a dense dark spread that disappeared down over a full, powerful belly - more muscle than softness beneath it, but unmistakably a dad gut now. His scalp was mostly bald, the top cleared out and shiny under the overhead light, with only heavier hair around the sides. A thick mustache dominated his face, dark and blunt over his mouth. His forearms were huge and shaggy. He held the red apron in one hand like he had forgotten why.
He blinked at them. âYou boys in line for the washer?â
Connorâs mouth fell open. The man frowned, looked at the apron, shrugged, and draped it over a chair before lumbering past them into the party.
Mason grabbed Connorâs forearm. âItâs the aprons!â
Connor shook him off automatically, still staring after Brandonâs father. âNo shit, Sherlock!"
By then the party had started to tilt. Not all at once, not with a scream or a flash of lightning. It tilted the way a room tilts in a dream - so gradually that you only noticed once your drink slid off the table.
A skinny sophomore Connor barely knew went upstairs in the blue apron and came back as a narrow, graying man in the frat t-shirt, patting his pockets for car keys and asking if anyone had seen a Honda double-parked on their way in.
A broad-shouldered lacrosse bro vanished into the bathroom with the red apron and emerged later as a ruddy, barrel-chested father with a salt-and-pepper goatee, immediately complaining that the music was too loud.
Another brother came out of the downstairs bathroom older, balder, and deeply offended by the quality of the paper towels.
Some of the transformed men clustered automatically in the kitchen. One found the thermostat and turned it down. Another stood by the snack table talking to no one in particular about propane tanks. A third ended up out back examining the house grill with the solemn concentration of a monk.
Every so often one of them would stop, look around, and ask a question in complete sincerity.
âIs this a fundraiser?â
âWhose basement is this?â
âWhy is everybody wearing costumes?â
âWhat's the password for my phone, my son always tells me...â
They were confused, yes - but not enough to panic. Their minds kept smoothing over the inconsistencies in their existence. A fraternity house party became, in their heads, some hazy event they had probably meant to attend at their son's request. Something odd, but survivable.
Connor and Mason tried to keep track of who was still themselves and failed almost immediately. Faces got slippery. Names blurred. Someone Connor swore had been on the couch earlier was now a bald man in orthopedic sneakers talking about mulch. Mason started a list in his phone, but the names stopped meaning anything halfway down.
Around one in the morning they finally found both aprons together again, abandoned in the upstairs bathroom where Tyler and Eli had changed. Connor picked up the red one. Mason took the blue. The mirror above the sink showed two flushed young men in a tiny fraternity bathroom, scared enough now to be quiet.
âDo it,â Mason said.
Connor nodded. They pulled the aprons back on. Nothing happened. They waited. Still nothing - but they somehow knew nothing would happen and not just because they wore the aprons to the party.
The silence in the room deepened. Mason stared at himself in the mirror, blue apron against his chest. âWhy doesnât it work on us?â
Connor gave the kind of laugh people used when they wanted it to cover everything else. âMaybe weâre just imagining everything and we attended a party that was always full of middle-aged dads?â
Mason turned and looked at him. âConnor.â
There was something in his face then that made Connor look back at the mirror. For one impossible second, the reflection changed. Not fully. Not like the others. Just a flicker.
The young blond guy in the red apron was gone, and in his place stood a middle-aged man with a thicker chest, stronger hands, rougher face - someone older, heavier, deeply familiar. Beside him, Mason flickered too: not brown-haired and twenty, but older, broader, with a more mature face and a darker apron stretched over a much larger body. A costume shop mirror. Narrow changing rooms. Fluorescent light.
A shopping bag. Laughter in voices that were not these voices. Driving home with the aprons. Connor jerked backward so hard he hit the toilet. The image vanished.
Mason grabbed the sink with both hands, breathing hard. âYou saw that.â
Connor swallowed. âYeah.â
Neither of them said what it meant. They didnât need to.
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By the time dawn started whitening the windows, the ÎÎÎ house no longer felt like a fraternity house. It felt like the after-hours lounge of a suburban rec center that had somehow swallowed a keg party.
Middle-aged men sat on couches rubbing their temples. One of them had started wiping down the kitchen counters. Two others were on the back deck beside the grill, speaking to each other with intense concern about whether the propane line was secure. Somewhere upstairs, a man with a thick mustache was asking if anyone had aspirin and why his son wasn't at the party.
Connor and Mason slipped outside with the aprons folded between them. They sat side by side on the curb in front of the house, the sky just beginning to brighten over the roofs. Empty cups littered the lawn. From inside came the muffled sound of dads talking over one another in confused, practical tones. For a while, neither of them spoke.
Then Mason looked down at the blue apron beside him.
âIf it turned all of them into their dadsâŠâ he said slowly, âwhy didnât it turn us into ours?â
Connor stared at the red apron. The flash from the bathroom had already started to fade, slipping away like a dream right after waking. But the feeling of it remained - older hands, a different body, the terrible certainty that the aprons had recognized them once already. He rubbed his thumb over the word GRILL.
âMaybe,â he said, and had to clear his throat before trying again, âmaybe it did...and we have to tell our dads!â
He bought the bottle of Hair Tonic on purpose and planned to use it with intention.
Most people digging through the back shelves of a nearly abandoned barber supply store would have looked for something sealed, unexpired, and safe. Owen did the opposite. He crouched in the dusty corner until he found the old brown bottle with the plain cream label: HAIR TONIC. No flashy promises, no modern branding. Just a faded list of directions, a date long expired, and one warning printed near the bottom: Store in a cool, dry place.
He smiled when he read that. That was exactly why he wanted it. Owen had read stories about men using expired tonic. He knew it could cause male-pattern baldness and grey your hair - but he was hoping to push it to the limit.
Owen had spent too long pretending he only admired older men from a distance or, preferably, from underneath them during one-night stands; taking in the smell of their sweaty hairy bodies as they plowed his tight twink college frat boy hole. The rugged ones - the men in their forties with thicker necks, weathered smiles, graying beards, and heavy hair curling out of open collars drove him insane. Men who looked settled into themselves. Men who didnât seem boyish or polished, but solid. Masculine. Hairy. He wanted that look with a private, aching intensity heâd never said out loud but burned to his core. He was willing to give up everything to pursue that ideal image.
So when Owen found an expired bottle of Hair Tonic, he didnât just buy it - he took it home, set it on the windowsill of his apartment, and left it there for three full days, baking in the hot afternoon sun until the liquid inside turned darker, thicker and slightly cloudy.
On the fourth night, he uncapped it in his bathroom. The tonic smelled sharp and old-fashioned, herbal and medicinal with something almost metallic underneath. Owen rubbed the first splash into his scalp, especially at the temples and crown, then worked more over his cheeks, jaw, and upper lip. He hesitated only a second before pouring some into his palm again and dragging it down the center of his chest, across his stomach, over his shoulders, and along his arms, legs and back. He thought for a brief second before deciding to apply the tonic to his pubes, cock and balls as well. âIn for a penny in for a poundâ he thought to himself as his dick chubbed at the thought of the daddy he might become - if all went to plan.
His skin tingled instantly. By the time he rinsed his hands, the tingling had deepened into heat - a steady, invasive warmth that seemed to seep down into the roots of every soft, nearly invisible hair on his body.
It was a couple of hours before he saw the first changes, while preparing for bed. The faint scruff on his face thickened visibly as he watched, turning from a dusty shadow into real growth: coarse, dense, dark at first, then already streaked with silver around the chin and along the sides. He touched his cheeks with a longing fascination as he felt the beard pushing out fast, filling in until it framed his jaw in a broad salt-and-pepper shape. His mustache thickened too, heavier and darker through the middle, silvering at the edges. He reached a hand to his face to admire the beginning of his journey to real manhood.
Before long his attention shifted to the top of his head. His scalp tightened. He watched, wide-eyed, as his hairline began to creep back from his forehead. Not dramatically all at once, but decisively - his temples drawing back, the hair above them shortening and refining itself into something more mature, touched with gray. He looked older within minutes. Not sick older - not ruined. Just undeniably more grown, more masculine, the youth draining out of his face and leaving behind stronger lines, faint crowâs feet, a rougher, handsomer structure.
Then his body hair began to grow in. It spread in rippling waves. Soft brown fuzz across his chest thickened and darkened, then turned coarse and dense, covering him in a heavy pelt that matched the collection of photos he had in his liked images folder on his TUMBLR page. Hair crowded across his pecs first, curling thickly and high, then met in the center and poured downward in a dark trail over his sternum and stomach. More kept comingâacross his ribs, around his navel, down his abdomen, along his shoulders and upper arms. He gasped in delight as he watched the color shift: mostly dark brown, but feathered through with gray, less silver than his beard yet unmistakably mature. His forearms grew shaggy. Fine hair climbed the backs of his hands. He stared, breathing hard, as his body took on that older, masculine density heâd always wantedâ thick, textured, unapologetically leaping towards middle age.
Owen reached a newly hairy hand down to his dick. It too had started to change. Hi pubic hair was increasing in density and coarseness at the base, with a couple flecks of grey in the mix. His nut sack was now coated in thick dark hair. He gave his cock a little tug, noticing it felt less sensitive, more mature, than his 23 years of actual age should suggest.
Owen was so overwhelmed by the start of his transformation into a daddy that he couldnât hold back. He grabbed his dick and began to masturbate while watching his beard hair continue to lengthen, new lines form on his face and hair continue to spread across his chest, arms, and up on his shoulders.
His pace quickened as his breathing grew deeper. Images of what he would look like by morning flooding his mind. Thoughts about the man he would become and how heâd use his new body to dominate younger, smaller, less masculine men - men like he used to be. As he approached climax, imagining his conquests to come, he began to talk to himself in his new gruffer voice: "You like daddy's cock, don't you boy?! Daddy worked real hard for this body for you, so be a good son and take it deep inside your twink hole." Just as he finished the thought he felt his entire body tingle and tense up at the moment of orgasm - shooting cum all over the bathroom vanity. After glowing in the afterlight of his virtual conquest for a few minutes, he cleaned up the mess, gave himself one last once over, and turned in for the night - drifting to sleep with his entire body lightly tingling as the Hair Tonic continued to reconfigure him.
By morning, the transformation had settled completely. Owen woke heavier through the chest and shoulders, his features subtly matured into the kind of handsome that didnât belong to a man in his twenties anymore. In the bathroom mirror, the young fresh-faced guy heâd been was gone. Looking back at him was a man in his forties - a true daddy: shorter, receded hair brushed neatly back; gray at the temples; a full salt-and-pepper beard shaping his face; stronger smile lines; a calmer, steadier gaze.
His torso was lavish with hair â dense over the chest, tapering down the stomach, thick at the shoulders and arms, exactly as heâd imagined but somehow better because it was his. The beard had gone grayer than the rest, giving his face the distinguished look heâd secretly craved, while the body hair stayed darker, richer, and more virile.
He stood there for a long time, palm spread over the new weight of hair on his chest, thumb brushing through the beard at his jaw.
The bottle sat on the sink in front of him, half-empty, its faded label curling at the edges. HAIR TONIC. Innocent words for something that had known exactly what to do with him. Owen smiled at his reflection - not embarrassed, not startled now, but quietly thrilled. He hadnât ruined himself. He hadnât made a mistake. He had made himself into the man heâd been longing to become - the perfect daddy.
As he updated his dating profile apps the messages started pouring in. Owen had worked hard and gambled big - and now it was daddyâs time to play with all of the young eager twinks in the greater Atlanta area.
Happy Pride Month part 4
The wrong man - Muscle growth, age progression AI sequence
Caine smiled and folded his arms as he looked at officer Wilson like he hadn't heard the question.
"We know you had involvement with the stolen goods Caine and they have find traces of drugs at the scene. It cannot be a coincidence that you were just happened to be nearby. Either tell us where you stashed the goods or who you helped?" Officer Wilson said exasperated, he must have arrested and interrogated Caine a dozen times and every time he managed to get away with barely even a warning.
"I told you already it wasn't me and I have given a detailed description of the culprit to your mate outside" Caine said with a smirk.
Officer Wilson gritted his teeth, he was fed up of this cocky, arrogant, little shit getting away with causing so much havoc. "Ah yes. Your witness statement" Officer Wilson then held up a piece of paper before looking at Caine with a devious look.
"So can I go now, I've got places to be, mates to meet and birds to bang!" Caine said making himself laugh a little, but Officer Wilson was in no mood to joke.
They only went into the costume shop because Connor had forgotten Fatherâs DayâŠagain.
âGift card?â Mason suggested, pushing through the door beneath a hanging rubber bat and a faded plastic skeleton.
Connor, blond, lean, and smug beneath the little mustache heâd grown mostly to annoy his dad, rolled his eyes. âFor my father? Heâd use it to buy socks and then tell me I ruined the surprise.â
Mason laughed. He was dark-haired, sharp-jawed, with a few days of stubble and the relaxed confidence of someone whose dad had never met a grill he didnât try to dominate. âThen get him something stupid. Something heâll actually wear once and pretend to hate.â
They found the aprons in a back corner beneath a sign that read DAD CLASSICS â HALF OFF. One was bright red and said KING OF THE GRILL in peeling yellow letters. The other was denim-blue with fake grease stains printed across the front and ASK ME ABOUT MY MARINADE stitched over the chest.
Connor held the red one against himself and made his voice deeper. âBoys, the secret is propane and emotional distance.â
Mason snorted and grabbed the blue apron. âNo, no, you need to stand wider. Dads always stand like theyâre guarding a cooler.â
There were changing rooms beside the novelty costumes. Neither of them knew why grill aprons needed changing rooms, but that made it funnier.
âHey!â Connor said. âTake off your shirt and go try it on for the full effect. We can snap a couple selfies and use them as a prank later.â
âGotcha, man! Good idea.â
They ducked behind the curtains, still joking through the thin partition as they tied the aprons around themselves.
The two young men stepped out to admire their aprons and take a sarcastic selfie.
After returning to their dressing rooms Connor fumbled for the knot on the back of the apron but before he could undo it he felt the knot tighten at his waist. Then his stomach lurched.
At first he thought the room had tilted. His knees cracked, his shoulders thickened, and a heavy warmth spread across his chest. Pale hair burst beneath the apron straps, crawling over his sternum and shoulders in dense, uneven patches. His blond hair thinned, then retreated, pulling back from his forehead until only a sparse ring remained around a mostly bald crown. His neat little mustache swelled outward, darkening, bristling, curling at the ends into a proud, ridiculous handlebar that dominated his face.
âUh,â Connor said, but his voice came out deeper. Rougher. Familiar. âAre you feeling ok over there, Mason?!â
On the other side of the partition, Mason made a startled choking sound. âNot really, dude!â
His own body had softened almost instantly. His flat stomach pushed forward into a round, heavy belly that pressed against the apron. His arms grew thicker but less defined, covered in dark hair. His stubble lengthened down his cheeks and jaw, spreading into a thick beard that tumbled over his mouth until his lips nearly vanished behind it. His dark hair receded at the temples but stayed thick enough to look neglected rather than stylish. When he stumbled out of the changing room, he looked like a man who had spent twenty years saying he was âgetting back to the gym soon.â
Connor stepped out at the same time, one hand on his bald head, the other gripping the edge of his huge mustache.
For a moment, they stared at each other.
âMason?â Connor whispered.
âConnor?â Masonâs voice rumbled through the beard, muffled and older. âWhy do you look like your dad?! Youâre bald dude! You even have his mustache!â
âWhat about you, bro! Did you gain 100 lbs in there? And that beard!! You look just like your dad!â
They remembered everything. The shop. Fatherâs Day. The joke. Their real faces. Their real ages. The horrifying fact that Connor now looked exactly like his father, right down to the slightly squinting expression he wore whenever he tried not to admit he was confused. Mason looked like his own dad after Thanksgiving dinner: soft, bearded, hairy, comfortable in a way that felt impossible to fight.
âWe have to take the apronâs off!â Mason said.
But neither of them moved.
Connor looked down at the red apron stretched across his broader, hairier torso. His hand settled on his belly, then rose to smooth the curled end of his handlebar mustache. The panic in his eyes weakened, replaced by irritation. Not fear. Just the vague annoyance of a man who had forgotten what errand he was running.
âWhy were we here again?â he asked.
Mason frowned beneath the beard. âGrill stuff, I think.â
âRight.â Connor nodded slowly. âNeed charcoal.â
âAlready got charcoal.â
âThen steaks?â
Mason considered this, his memories sliding away like receipts tossed into a junk drawer. College apartments, group chats, late-night burgers, the urgent knowledge that he had once been someone elseâall of it blurred and thinned until it seemed less like memory than a strange dream he had no reason to mention.
He patted his apron. âCould use a new spatula.â
Connor grunted approvingly. âGood spatulaâs important. Better put our clothes back on and buy these new aprons. They are hilarious!â
A bored clerk watched the two middle-aged men leave the dressing rooms and approach his counter - still wearing the novelty aprons.
One was mostly bald with a grand handlebar mustache and a satisfied dad squint. The other was pudgy, dark-haired, and buried behind a long beard that swallowed his mouth. They paid in cash, argued amiably about whether lighter fluid was cheating, and walked out into the afternoon sun without once remembering they had come in as sons.
Across town, two older men woke up from accidental naps they had not meant to take.
Connorâs father jolted upright on a couch, suddenly blond, smooth-skinned, and twenty-two, his hand flying to a mustache that was far too small.
Masonâs father staggered back from a bathroom mirror, dark-haired and lean again, rubbing at the stubble on a jaw that had not been that sharp in decades.
For several seconds, both men stared at themselves in separate mirrors, stunned by the impossible youth looking back.
Then Connorâs father blinked and whispered, âoh shit, Fatherâs Day is coming up soon and I didnât buy my old man anything yet!â
And Masonâs father, across town, touched his flat stomach with dawning horror - quickly fading into submission as he forgot his old life and responsibilities. His phone buzzed on the sink nearby. A text from Connorâs dadâs phone.
Dude! I need to buy my Dad a Fatherâs Day gift. Wanna join me?!

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The build was not supposed to be in his hands. It was an internal beta, one of those strange vanity projects the studioâs creative director liked to throw at the programmers after midnight, when everyone was too tired to argue. A character creator for a game that did not yet have a title attached to it. Upload a photograph, let the software generate a full-body avatar, adjust the sliders, export the model. That was the pitch. The next wave of interactive media - put yourself directly in the game. The first thing JosĂ© changed was meant to be a joke. At least, that was how he would explain it later, if he ever explained it to anyone, which he knew he would not.
José had been testing it from his apartment in Madrid for hours, barefoot under his desk, wearing an old powder blue T-shirt and the same round glasses he had been meaning to replace for three years. His balcony door was open a crack. Somewhere below, a scooter whined through the narrow street. On his second monitor, a bug tracker waited with the patience of a priest hearing confession from a young unmarried man.
The first monitor showed him. Not a stylized version. Not a handsome approximation. Him. Bald head, dark brows, mustache, glasses, slightly tired eyes, ordinary shoulders, a patch of chest hair visible at the collar of his shirt. The avatar stood in a neutral pose, rotating slowly beneath cold digital light. José leaned back and grimaced.
âOk,â he said to the empty room. âThatâs a bit much.â The face and scalp shine were too accurate. The uncertain half-smile was unforgivable. He clicked through the sliders. Height, weight, muscle mass, age, hair, facial hair, posture, skin texture, body hair, voice profile. Most of it was absurdly detailed. There were fantasy presets too: elf, vampire, demon, wolf-man.
José snorted when he saw the last category. Then he grinned and he clicked wolf-man.
The avatar hunched forward. Its shoulders broadened. Dark hair crawled up its neck and across its cheeks. The mustache thickened into something feral. The nose pushed forward. The ears sharpened. Claws slid from the fingers. The creature on-screen still looked, horribly, like him. Like a version of José after being dragged through an old German fairy tale and then thrown into jeans and a t-shirt.
He laughed once, low in his throat. âPerfect,â he said. A warning appeared.
APPLY CHANGES TO ACTIVE MODEL? PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE.
JosĂ© rolled his eyes. âYes, yes.â He hit Enter.
For half a second, nothing happened. Then his teeth hurt. It was not pain exactly. It was pressure. A deep, intimate pressure, as if invisible hands had reached into his gums and were pushing each tooth into a new place. José lurched upright so violently his chair rolled backward and hit the bookshelf behind him.
His glasses slid down his nose. The room seemed too bright. Too loud. He could hear his own breath catching, the hum of the computer fan, the traffic below, the click of pipes in the wall, a woman yelling at her husband somewhere across the courtyard, two men having sex a floor below.
Hair prickled along the backs of his hands. He looked down. Dark fur was blooming from his wrists - his fingers distorting and elongating.
âWhat?!â he whispered. The word came out rougher than it should have - almost more like a snarl.
He stumbled toward the bathroom, painfully knocking his hip against the desk in his haste. His shoulders strained against his T-shirt. His nails darkened, thickened. The sides of his scalp tingled, then burned as hair pushed from skin that had been bare for years. The mirror caught him mid-change: JosĂ©'s own frightened eyes behind thick glasses, JosĂ©âs mustache spreading onto his cheeks and down his neck, JosĂ©âs jaw widening under skin that seemed to ripple.
As the changes finished José made a sound he had never made before - somewhere between a howl and a bark. Back at the desk, the monitor waited, a little light flashing: CHANGES APPLIED.
After the pain passed, JosĂ© stared at himself in the mirror, at his pointy wolf-like ears, at the fur matted across his entire body, at his impossibly thick neck and the bulge in his jeans that the fabric was barely able to contain - and he was too afraid to examine. "What the fuck...how is this possible - why is there hair everywhere but Iâm still bald?!" was all that he could mumble out, barely intelligible with his reconstructed mouth, teeth and lupine anatomy.
Just then he remembered his avatar on the screen in the other room. He dashed back across the apartment on a mix of two and four limbs. He looked at the monitor and saw the same face and body from the bathroom mirror staring back at him. His hands were now too large for the keyboard. He jabbed at the mouse, missed, tried again. The cursor skittered over the screen. There. A button.
REVERT.
He clicked it. The second transformation was worse because he knew it was real. His body folded back into itself. Fur retreated. Bones softened. Teeth shrank. His body went cold and bare again. When it was over, José was on the floor under his desk, shaking, his stretched out T-shirt damp against his chest, his glasses hanging on the bottom of his nose.
He did not move for a long time. Then, because he was a programmer, because terror and curiosity lived closer together in him than he liked to admit, he pulled himself back into the chair and looked at the screen. The avatar had returned to its original shape. Bald. Mustached. Middle-aged. Familiar. José stared at himself... Then he had an idea.
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For three days, he told himself he would report the bug. He wrote the email in his head several times.
âThere appears to be an unexpected physiological feedback loop with the avatar editor.â
No. Insane.
âThe build is interacting with the user in a way that may pose health and safety concerns.â
Also insane.
âI turned into a wolf-man in my bathroom at 1:17 a.m. Please advise.â
He deleted that thought before it could become language. Instead, José did what he did best - he tested. Carefully, at first. Scientifically, he told himself, though he did not write anything down because writing it down would make it evidence.
He adjusted his mustache by twenty percent. Thicker, longer, cleaner, more deliberate, a handlebar. When he hit Enter, his upper lip warmed. The hair shifted under his fingers, filling in at the corners, becoming heavier and better shaped. He stared in the mirror for ten minutes afterward, turning his face left and right.
It looked good. Not young. Not fake. Hot. The next night, he tried the hair slider. He did not give himself teenage hair. That would be ridiculous. He chose âmature density,â then âtemple restoration,â then lowered the hairline only a little. He selected dark brown, with a touch of natural variation. When he hit Enter, he gripped the sides of the desk until his knuckles went white.
The sensation was almost sensual this time - like a head massage. A warm pressure under the scalp. A spreading fullness. Thousands of tiny awakenings. In the bathroom mirror, a man he recognized and did not recognize looked back at him. Not bald - still JosĂ©. Still forty-something. Still the same nose, the same eyes behind the glasses, the same thick mustache. But his head was framed now by short, dark hair that made his face look less exposed, less apologetic. He quickly hit revert - it would be too noticeableâŠ
After that came posture. A slight correction to his shoulders. A little muscle through the chest and arms. Not a modelâs body, not a fantasy warrior from Street Fighter 6, just the version of himself he might have had if he had slept better, eaten better, gone swimming more, walked into rooms as if he belonged there. The changes were addictive precisely because they were reasonable - believable.
No one on the studio call noticed except Marta, who squinted at him through Zoom and said, âYou look rested.â
âI slept,â JosĂ© lied.
âYou never sleep" she retorted so quickly it gave JosĂ© pause.
âI experimented.â
âWith what?â
JosĂ© touched his mustache. âBeing less melancholistic.â
Marta laughed and moved on.
That night, José updated his dating profile. He used a new photo taken on his balcony at golden hour. Same glasses, same smile, improved mustache, stronger neck, shirt open one button farther than usual. He stared at the picture too long before posting it. For years, apps had felt like standing under fluorescent lights while strangers silently decided what parts of him were worth loving. He had come out later in life, at thirty-eight, and though no one had said the words directly, José had carried the private conviction that he had arrived late to a party where all the best rooms were already full.
Then Pedro messaged him.
The first message was about a video game José mentioned in his profile. Not his body. Not his age. A game.
You have suspiciously good taste in RPGs for someone who also lists debugging as a hobby.
José smiled despite himself and responded:
And you have a suspiciously good mustache for someone in their twenties.
Pedro was twenty-six, a sweet-looking redhead with a messy auburn mustache, broad shoulders, and the sort of hairy, muscular body that made José immediately distrust the possibility of sincerity. But Pedro wrote like someone who listened. He sent long messages, funny ones, slightly awkward ones. He liked old video games, bad horror movies, tortilla with extra onion, and arguing about whether Roegadyn or Midlander Hyur were the hotter race selection in Final Fantasy XIV.
JosĂ© tried to be normal. He failed miserably. He waited too long between replies so he would not seem desperate. Then he reread Pedroâs messages until they became scripture. When Pedro sent a selfie from bed, shirtless and smiling sleepily, JosĂ© put the phone face down on the table and walked around his apartment twice.
âYou are a grown man,â he told himself, "get a hold of yourself."
The phone buzzed.
Coffee this weekend? No pressure. But maybe a little pressure.
José stared at it. His first instinct was delight. His second was suspicion. His third was arithmetic.
Twenty-six. Forty-five. Nineteen years difference.
He typed, deleted, typed again.
Coffee sounds good.
Pedro answered with a string of victorious emojis so earnest that José laughed alone in his kitchen. For the rest of the week, José did not touch the game. Almost. On Friday night, he opened it just to look. The avatar stood waiting. It had become his secret twin: the man who did not hesitate, the man who walked through Madrid with his shoulders back, the man whose mustache curled at the edges in that special way that made José feel hot. José rotated the model slowly.
There was an age slider. He had avoided it. Not because he lacked curiosity, but because he had too much. He slid it down bit by bit. 40 - the avatar softened and its skin brightened. 35 - the jaw sharpened in that unfair way youth sharpened everything and hair reappeared on his scalp. 30 - the eyes looked clearer. Then 25 appeared in the box beside the slider - younger than Pedro even.
José felt something open in him. Not desire, exactly. Grief. There he was: the man he might have been if fear and confusion had not eaten fifteen years from the center of his life.
He imagined meeting Pedro like that. No arithmetic. No apology hidden in the first hello. No waiting for the younger manâs expression to flicker with disappointment when he realized what 45 year old men actually look like outside of carefully considered lighting and camera positioning. Just two men in the same decade, laughing over coffee, and nerding-out over Zelda or the next season of the anime "Delicious in Dungeon." He looked at the prompt on the screen:
APPLY CHANGES TO ACTIVE MODEL? PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE.
He shook his head and closed the program.
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Pedro chose a cafĂ© near AntĂłn MartĂn, bright and narrow, with plants in the window and little tables too close together. JosĂ© arrived early and stood outside sweating through a clean shirt, then cursed himself for arriving early, then cursed himself for sweating.
His mustache was perfect, thick and dark and shaped with care. His body felt quietly stronger under his clothes. He had even taken his glasses off and put them back on three times before leaving, finally deciding they were part of him and he should stop acting like his own face was a negotiation.
Pedro came around the corner in a green jacket, red hair messy from the wind, smiling before he reached him.
âJosĂ©?â
The sound of his name in Pedroâs voice did something unreasonable to his chest.
âYes,â JosĂ© said, and then, because his brain had become a useless decorative object, âYour hair is redder in person.â
Pedro blinked, then laughed. âGood red or traffic cone red?â
âGood red. I like red heads...I mean, I like it!â JosĂ© said embarrassed at himself.
âStrong start.â Pedro said with a grin.
The date was not perfect. That was why JosĂ© trusted it later. There were awkward pauses. JosĂ© talked too much about procedural animation in gaming and mustache grooming. Pedro admitted he had stalked JosĂ©âs profile twice before sending a hello. JosĂ© spilled coffee on the saucer, not on himself, which he considered a small triumph.
But Pedro watched him with open interest. Not politeness. Legitimate interest. When they walked afterward, their shoulders brushed once. Pedro did not move away. JosĂ©âs whole body registered the contact like a system alert.
At the Metro entrance, Pedro looked at him with a softness that made José afraid.
âIâd like to see you again,â Pedro said as he stepped closer to JosĂ©.
JosĂ© heard himself answer, âMe too.â
Pedro smiled. âGood. Because I already planned three possible second dates.â
âOnly three?â
âI didnât want to scare you off.â
José could have kissed him then. He wanted to. Pedro looked as if he would allow it. Instead José nodded, smiled, and let the moment pass like so many others.
That night, happiness curdled into panic. He replayed every second, searching for the hidden mistakes. Pedroâs smile. Pedroâs hand brushing his arm. Pedroâs eyes dropping once to JosĂ©âs mustache-covered mouth. It had been real. It had been real, and that made it exciting but also disturbing. Because now there was something to lose.
At 2:03 a.m., José opened the game. The apartment was dark except for the monitor. The avatar waited, patient and merciless.
JosĂ© clicked the age slider. âThis is just to see,â he said. Twenty-five. The body on-screen became youthful, beautiful to JosĂ©'s eyes, in a way he hadn't felt in years.
APPLY CHANGES TO ACTIVE MODEL? PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE.
José paused for a second...then he hit Enter before he could stop himself. Youth returned to him like a theft in reverse.
His skin tightened. His back straightened beyond the posture correction. The small aches in his knees vanished. The hair on his head erupted and thickened into a dark, careless fullness. His beard shadow lightened. His chest and arms firmed, his waist narrowing, his face smoothing until the man in the black mirror of the monitor was not older or younger but alternate.
JosĂ© stumbled to the bathroom. A handsome young man stared back at him with JosĂ©âs eyes. He touched his face. His throat. His hair. Then he smiled. âSurely Pedro would prefer this version of me.â The thought frightened him before he finished putting words to it.
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A few days passed before their second date. JosĂ© had called in sick to work to avoid explaining his new impossible appearance. Pedro decided a museum trip in central Madrid would be the perfect spot. JosĂ© was eager and nervous. When he arrived he saw Pedro waiting - Pedro did not recognize him at first. That was the part JosĂ© had not allowed into the fantasy. He had imagined surprise, desire, laughter, maybe disbelief followed by wonder. He imagined a delighted Pedro instantly drawn to a version of himself he thought was better. He had not imagined Pedro standing outside the Reina SofĂa with his brow furrowed, looking past him for the middle-aged man he was supposed to meet.
âPedro,â JosĂ© said.
Pedro turned politely. âYes?â
âItâs me, JosĂ©.â
A cautious smile. âSorry?â
âJosĂ©, this is our second date.â
The name landed badly. Pedroâs expression changed, first into disbelief, then into recognition that the 40-something year old nerdy goofball he had been messaging and who he had met just a few days ago was replaced by someone his own age, someone familiar yet not. Pedroâs face shifted - not into recognition but into guardedness.
JosĂ© rushed. âI know how this looks. I can explain. Something happened. The game I told you about, the betaââ
âIs this a joke? Are you JosĂ©âs younger brother?â
âNo. I swear. Itâs me.â
Pedro looked him up and down. Young face. Young body. Same glassesâŠsame eyes. Impossible - yet there was too much proof and none of it usable.
âWho are you really?â Pedro asked, sounding increasingly annoyed and embarrassed. âWhy would JosĂ© put you up to this?â
The hurt in his voice stopped José cold.
âIâm JosĂ©...we met a few days ago for coffee. We talked about video games and mustache grooming, I almost kissed you in front of the metro but chickened outâŠâ
Pedro shook his head in disbelief. âNo. Youâre some guy who knows things JosĂ© told you.â
âI can prove it!â JosĂ© yelped.
âThatâs not the point.â Pedro stepped back. His red brows drew together. âThe point is I was meeting him.â
Him. JosĂ© felt the word strike harder than rejection. Pedro looked angry now, but under it, embarrassed. Maybe frightened. âTell JosĂ© that this was cruel.â And with that Pedro walked away.
JosĂ© followed two steps and stopped. People moved around him. Couples, tourists, students, old women with shopping bags. The city continued with offensive ease while Joseâs fantasy came crumbling down all around him.
Just then his phone buzzed. A message from Pedro.
I donât know what this was, but please donât contact me again.
José stood there, dejected, until the screen went dark.
Then José did what men have done for hundreds of years when handed the exact lesson they asked for - and refused to understand. He went out looking for a release.
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JosĂ©âs young body knew how to be wanted and he had a missed youth to make up for. That was the worst and best part. At the first bar, men looked at him before he reached the counter. At the second, someone bought him a drink. At the third, in Chueca, a handsome man with silver in his beard touched Joseâs arm and asked if he was waiting for someone.
âNo,â JosĂ© said.
âGood...â
The manâs name was Luis. His husband was AndrĂ©s. They were both in their late forties, both confident in a way JosĂ© never felt he was and had always mistaken for arrogance until he saw the kindness underneath it. Luis had a thick head of hair and a salt-and-pepper beard. AndrĂ©s had soft eyes, a heavy mustache, and the calm smile of someone who had survived himself.
They flirted with JosĂ© shamelessly, but not carelessly. They made him laugh. They made him feel seen. Even though he knew they were seeing the wrong body, and with Pedroâs hurt still buzzing in his head, Jose latched onto the moment - at the opportunity to be young and the object of desire.
Later, in their apartment, the night became warm and blurred at the edges: they sat for a while in the living room with José in the middle, moonlight leaking through curtains, the rough familiar comfort of older hands caressing the cheek and thighs of a younger body, laughter against young soft skin, the strange ache of being desired while feeling absent from oneself. Making up for missed opportunities of a youth Jose never openly acknowledged to anyone, let alone himself.
It didnât take long before Luis seized the opportunity and leaned in for a forceful kiss which lead to shirts and pants scattered on the apartment floor.
The older men were more than happy to take the lead and JosĂ© was more than happy to let them. AndrĂ©s rose to his feet and took Joseâs hand and led him towards the bedroom.
AndrĂ©s took his turn kissing JosĂ© before pushing him back on the bed and removing his underwear while Luis watched. AndrĂ©s crawled up the bed kissing Joseâs body. His mustache tickling JosĂ© while he slid up from his inner thigh, around his engorging member, across his stomach to his neck - where he lingered. AndrĂ©s lifted his body to the side and laid beside JosĂ©, nibbling at his ear and running his hand through his hair while Luis approached from the front and lifted Joseâs legs, wrapping them around his neck.
Luis began to suck on JosĂ©âs perky young cock and licked his testicles making his way down to his ass. He licked around the hole then put two fingers in his mouth before shoving them deep in Joseâs throbbing ass. This sent a little jolt through his young body and the two older men shared a knowing glance.
Luis flipped JosĂ© onto his stomach and pulled him towards the edge of the bed. JosĂ© responded by rising to all fours and arching his back - exactly what Luis was hoping for. Luis then spit on his dick, and pressed it against Joseâs tight hole - teasing the opening while AndrĂ©s slid in front of JosĂ© and presented his engorged 8â hairy uncut dick sporting a large metal cock ring to JosĂ©âs mouth.
JosĂ© responded by leaning into the moment and taking the entirety of AndrĂ©s into his mouth just as Luis pushed into him from behind - slowly at first, then with increasing force. JosĂ©âs skin crawled with energy at the sight and sensation of the two older men lusting after what JosĂ© had become - what the game had let him be - even if only for a while.
Within a few minutes Luisâs pace quickened and his grunting intensified as he edged closer - JosĂ© still found the wherewithal to suck on AndrĂ©sâs dick as he was being plowed from behind - his prostate overstimulated. Then, from behind Jose heard Luis say to AndrĂ©s âAre you ready? Iâm going to cum!â to which AndrĂ©s replied âwhenever you are!â and both men suddenly pulled out of JosĂ©. AndrĂ©s released thick ropes of cum on JosĂ©âs arched back while AndrĂ©s came all over JosĂ©âs face - cum splattering and sticking to his mustache.
After cuming, Luis flipped JosĂ© onto his stomach and stuck his dick back into his ass. AndrĂ©s approached from the side and deep throated Joseâs dick. It didnât take long for his youthful hormones and sensitive young dick to respond to the stimuli and JosĂ© came deep down AndrĂ©s mouth. Fully spent and satisfied, JosĂ© sat up briefly before excusing himself to the bathroom to shower and clean himself up.
As he turned on the shower and stepped in, JosĂ© reflected on how he spent his evening dealing with his mix of grief and lust. Not with Pedro at the Reina Sofia. Not talking about video games or Star Wars. Not looking into Pedroâs soft eyes or pinning for how his thick auburn mustache twitched when he cracked a small smile. But instead by being skewered and sucked-off by two daddies in a random apartment in central Madrid.
As the warm water ran across his skin, José was overcome with a flood of emotions:
At the excitement of meeting Pedro and the disappointment of ruining it all by not being himself.
At the relief of avoiding being overly attached to a young man that surely wouldnât really love the forty-five year old version of himself and the grief of never really giving it a chance.
At the thrill of being young again and at the simultaneous anxiety of being middle-aged with the accompanying fear of wondering how much longer he had to find love.
At the overwhelming desire to just be seen by other people - to be known and understood.
It was all more than José could bear and he collapsed into a ball of tears under the warm running water before regaining his composure and rejoining the men in their bedroom.
JosĂ© sat on the edge of the couplesâ bed wearing one of AndrĂ©sâs shirts, too large for his younger frame. Luis was already asleep. AndrĂ©s came back from the kitchen with water and handed him a glass.
âYou look like a man who has successfully made himself miserable,â AndrĂ©s said.
JosĂ© laughed because it was easier than answering. AndrĂ©s sat beside him. âBad breakup?â
âBad decisions.â
âThose are more common.â
JosĂ© drank the water and paused a few seconds. âWould you go back?â
âTo what?â AndrĂ©s said.
âBeing twenty-five.â
AndrĂ©s looked the young man over and considered the question. âFor a weekend? Maybe. Permanently? God, no.â
âYou say that because you were probably happy at twenty-five. You seem so confident, so sure of yourself and your decisions.â
AndrĂ©s laughed âI was an idiot at twenty-five. Beautiful, dramatic, and completely convinced every closed door was the end of my life.â
JosĂ© looked down at his hands. Young hands. Smooth hands. A strangerâs hands. âI came out late,â he said.
AndrĂ©s did not answer too quickly. So JosĂ© kept talking. âI spent years thinking there would be time later. Then later came, and everyone already knew the rules. Everyone had stories. Exes. Confidence. Bodies they understood. I felt like I had arrived at my own life after the credits.â
AndrĂ©s nodded. âAnd now?â
JosĂ© gave a small, bitter smile. âNow I look like someone who didnât.â
âBut you still feel like someone who did.â
The sentence settled between them.
From the bed, Luis murmured something in his sleep and rolled over. Andrés smiled at him with such ordinary affection that José had to look away.
âYounger men are not free of shame,â AndrĂ©s said. âThey just have smoother skin while they learn it.â
José laughed softly.
âAnd older men are not expired,â AndrĂ©s continued. âSome of us are just finally ripe enough to stop apologizing for being touched.â
José swallowed.
AndrĂ©s nudged his shoulder. âWhatever youâre running from, cariño, donât run so far you leave yourself behind.â
In the morning, José kissed them both goodbye at the door. Luis gave him a look so knowing it felt almost indecent.
âYouâre welcome back,â Luis said, âbut only if you arrive as the person you actually are.â
José stared at him half wandering if Luis had figured out his secret.
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Later that morning the beta build was still open when José came home.
Of course it was. He had not closed it. Some part of him must have known he would return like this: exhausted, ashamed, smelling faintly of another apartment, carrying his shoes in one hand because his young feet had developed a blister anyway.
On the screen, the twenty-five-year-old avatar stood under perfect light. José sat down. For a long time, he did not touch the mouse. Then he clicked Revert to Original Scan. The avatar changed back.
Bald head. Glasses. Thick mustache, though less shaped than he now preferred. Average shoulders. Softness at the middle. Chest hair at the collar. A man in his forties who looked tired and kind and uncertain.
José looked at him and felt no lightning of acceptance, no internal music, no sudden healing from his conversation with Andrés.
He felt grief. Then fondness for his old body. Then, unexpectedly, amusement. âOh, come on,â he told the screen. âWe can do better than that.â He opened the settings.
Age: forty-five.
He left it there.
Hair: restored, but with a mature density.
Yes. He was keeping that. He had suffered enough.
Mustache: improved, full, deliberate.
Obviously a no-brainer.
Muscle: plus twelve percent.
He reduced it to eight, then raised it to ten.
âDonât be a coward,â he muttered.
Skin: natural.
Glasses: yes.
He selected the final avatar.
It was him. Not the boy he had tried to become. Not the man he had feared was unlovable. A mid-forties José with dark hair, a thick confident mustache, stronger shoulders, soft eyes behind round glasses, and a face that had lived long enough to know what it wanted, even if sometimes he felt like he didn't.
The game asked:
PRESS ANY KEY TO APPLY CHANGES TO ACTIVE MODEL?
José hovered over Enter.
His phone buzzed. Pedro.
For one wild second José thought it might be forgiveness, but the message was shorter than that.
Iâm still angry. But I keep thinking about you. Was that really you yesterday? I donât understand what happened. I donât know if I want to. But if there is something honest to say, say it tomorrow. In person. As yourself.
José read it three times. Then he typed:
Iâm sorry. You were right. You came to meet me, and I didnât trust that I was enough, so I made myself into what I thought youâd want. Tomorrow, Iâll come as myself.
He stared at the words. Then he added:
Possibly with better hair. Itâs a long story.
For almost a minute, nothing. Then Pedro replied:
That part I noticed ;)
José laughed so hard he had to take off his glasses and wipe away a tear. When he put them back on, the screen was still waiting.
He pressed Enter.
The change moved through him not like invasion this time, not like escape, but like tailoring. His body warmed, adjusted, settled. Hair returned to his scalp in soft dark thickness. His mustache filled and shaped itself. His shoulders strengthened under his shirt. His face remained lined where it should be lined. His eyes stayed his own.
When it was over, José went to the bathroom. The man in the mirror was forty-five - smoother around the edges but obviously him.
He looked nervous. He looked ridiculous. He looked handsome. Most importantly, he looked present.
José touched his hair, then his mustache, then laughed at himself because of course he had kept both. Self-acceptance, he decided, did not require theatrical suffering. If the universe handed you a miracle beta build, you were allowed to fix a few things just as much as you were allowed to work out to improve your fitness, take a GLP-1 to lose weight or fly to Turkey if you wanted hair.
He returned to the computer and closed the program. For the first time all week, the room went dark. Outside, Madrid was beginning to brighten toward noon. Somewhere below, a delivery truck rattled over the stones. Jose stood at the balcony door in his bare feet, older than he had wanted to be, younger than he had feared he was, and very much alive.
Tomorrow he would meet Pedro again. As José - more or less.
>>>To be continued?<<<