From the River to the Sea

nothinggg is more ilya than the tampa hotel room sequence where shane comes out, ilya acts like a dick while keeping himself physically as far from shane as possible, shane gets his feelings hurt and starts looking a little chin-wobbly, and ilya audibly GROANS and flings himself across the room to sit next to him on the bed. but he’s still not looking at shane or touching him because ilya is NOT here to comfort him or anything ok he just randomly and totally unrelatedly got tired of standing up at the exact moment that shane’s big brown eyes started getting all wet and shiny with tears and the nearest place to sit down happened to be on the bed next to shane. do NOT read anything into this none of this means ANYTHING (in under two minutes he will be crying in shane’s arms btw)

goshhhh I love that hudson plays show!shane as way more emotionally vulnerable than book!shane. show!shane is always rolling over and showing ilya his soft underbelly (often without even realizing it) and ilya is always like AAA AAAAAAAA YOU CAN’T DO THAT YOU CAN’T LET PEOPLE SEE YOU FEEL and then shane’s big brown eyes start getting all shiny/wet with tears and his bottom lip wobbles a little and ilya is like well now I have to kms. or take care of you forever. AGH

"we detected a mature post" yeah I'm in my 30s

reblog if you remember having to ration your text messages and accidentally opening the internet on your phone was the end of the world

i just think shane really likes to watch ilya jerk off he likes looking at the way his muscles flex when he moves his hand, he studies how he holds himself in his hand, he likes the way his hips can't stop moving in tiny thrusts and he loves watching ilya make himself come

you have to be careful reading too many things that are good/smart/well-written bc then you encounter something that isnt and you get confused like ? why didnt they just make this good ? were they stupid

it’s so crazy because ilya kisses shane like he wants to consume him whole and he will Not settle for anything less and shane kisses ilya like he has never felt anything better in his whole life and would be happy to die like this. still during their situationship era btw. embarrassing.

"who else am i gonna tell" makes me cry so bad. Who else is he gonna tell? Who else in his entire life can he say those words to without failing them? Who else does he feel safe to share this with?

they're called human rights because you get them by being human. No ifs no buts. Everyone gets them. Yes even those people

I'm sorry but vaccines are so fucking cool. You're telling me that I just need to drop by my doctor, feel a pinprick, maaaybe feel a bit off for a day and then I have statistically significant, incredible chances of either completely avoiding getting a certain illness or at the very least have a pretty string guarantee my body will kick its ass swiftly??? Fucking magic potion.

they should invent putting on sunscreen that doesn't feel like putting on sunscreen