M.

words i live by.

Actually, I think the worst part of BPD is being highly self aware yet still unable to change your behaviors. And it's like watching yourself do the same things over and over but you have no idea how to stop it.

there’s something so profoundly cathartic about returning to the place where you were traumatized, but entirely unrecognizable. anyway.

When you've been told your whole life that expressing any emotional reaction is dramatic so now you can't tell the difference between whether or not your emotional reaction to something is dramatic or normal

i grew up with an angry father in my house and i always express myself with my rage. it makes me feel guilty cause i swore i would never be like him