The Random Findings that bring me joy

Today was one of those small victories. I actually had motivation to clean and organize. Most days all of my energies go into just existing and fulfilling my work responsibilities. It felt good to do something positive for myself. I also realized I have soooooo many lipsticks, most of which are my fave @nyxcosmetics #nyxliquidsuede . I'm also excited to play around with these vibrant color palettes. I love how makeup makes me feel sassy. Sometimes a vibrant lip color is what I need to light the fire inside and feel confident. . . . . . . #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #positivity #sassy #makeup #nyx #liquidlipstick #colorful #vibrant #beauty #organized #celebratesmallvictories https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs2CPaVFpqT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nxefdyawex5w

I call it SASS #popart #art #creative #colorful #trippy #retrofuturism #imagemanipulation #tiktok #minnesota #minneapolis https://www.instagram.com/p/BsDgoguFe1A/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2oe3ktyejpiu

Creating energizes my soul. #gif #gifvideo #selfie #art #artsyaesthetic #rainbow #neon #color #transformation #creative #selfexpression #trippy #aesthetic https://www.instagram.com/p/Br60AgTl75u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xizupzbtnc8y

If only I could be as confident as Tina. She is a unicorn among horses.... a bonus curly fry in your order of regular fries... the light blue Mr. Sketch scented marker in a pencil pouch full of dried up crayolas. I think you get my point. 💖 #confidence #confident #selfimprovement #selfdiscovery #tina #tinabelcher #bobsburgers #metaphor #mrsketch #fries #unicorn #uhh #strong #smart #sensual https://www.instagram.com/p/BqvbGDnFka-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gw5inhndvaj7

Halloween = my fave. #halloweencostume #halloween #halloweenmakeup #skull #nyx #emo #emoparty #party #nostalgia #feelingsassy https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpn7fyolFVE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8g08s4z5kotw

I need a vacation to look forward to. Last "big" trip was to @wizardworld in Portland. Maybe another comic con in a new city 🤓 #traveltuesday #takemebacktuesday #portland #oregon #comiccon #wizardworld #backtothefuture #delorean #timetravel #cosplay https://www.instagram.com/p/BpSwQn5lCNL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2xryu6mtmmou

Fave road trip activity = listening to my old mix cds and making a fool of myself on snapchat and other social media platforms. You're welcome. #nostalgia #sisqo #thongsong #sing #singalong #carkaraoke (at Jordan, Minnesota) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpKadNxlsiw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16l7yu4wa1bip

Taking time to work on self-improvement and your mental health can be scary. I personally feel like there are so many things I could/should be doing that would make me look good in the eyes of others. When lacking a sense of self-worth, investing in yourself is a risky investment. The fear is that you will discover that your "true self" was not worth the effort. When you already feel that everything you do takes so much out of you, its terrifying to put even the slightest effort into something where the result is unknown. #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #selflove #selfimprovement #motivation #anxiety #depression #selfworth #risk #journey #inspiration #vulnerability #truth #selfhelp #youper #mindfulness #personality https://www.instagram.com/p/BoWhy-fhIZk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8or6gta2j6d8

I want to live in a world this colorful! #Repost @robineisenberg • • • • • #art #female #beauty #artprints #animalprint #pinkhair #wild #sass #selflove https://www.instagram.com/p/BoIGR6plB-u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rov7c3hjsrf3

Memories. Oh to have disposable income to spend on concerts again. #2000s #2000smusic #panicatthedisco #greenday #falloutboy #ryancabrera #gwenstefani #nostalgia

Drinking margaritas while sitting on the outdoor patio on December 2nd with no jacket...in minnesota. #neminneapolis #bettydangers #ferriswheel #patio #mn #minneapolis #minnesota #december #winter #margarita #globalwarming

I've wanted to try a fun color in my hair for quite some time. I have just never been brave enough to do it. Well today I went for it and it is super fun, yet subtle enough where I feel I can still look professional at work. I'm so happy with how it turned out! . . . . . . . #hair #haircolor #purplehair #colorista #loreal #newhairwhodis #feelingsassy #selfie

I decided to look through my "What I love about you" book that Travis gave me some time ago. This page makes me laugh, reminding me of how we accidently connected via online dating. I never realized if you clicked favorite on someone's profile that it would notify them. His profile picture intrigued me because of how creative and interesting it looked. It reminded me of the opening of the show Dexter for some reason. Then later that same day he took a chance and asked me to meet up with him at the comedy club. Even though his picture reminded me of a serial killer from tv, I took the risk and went to the acme comedy club to meet him. We laughed and enjoyed ourselves and decided to spend more time together. Now here we are, over 4 years later. Time really flies! I am so glad to have him in my life. He truly loves me, our dog Lily, family, and friends. He helps others and doesn't do it for the recognition. He loves me and helps me through life's ups and downs. Sorry to get all sappy and such, but I just wanted to take the time to say how thankful I am to have him in my life. ❤❤❤ . . . . . . #love #thankful #positivity #appreciation

I feel like this is a crime! I mean, I love extra crispy bacon but this is like charcoal. Note to self, don't try to make mashed potatoes, prep breakfast smoothies and chop tomatoes while the bacon is in the oven..... #foodfail #bacon #baconfail #burntbacon #fail #multitaskingfail #whatashame