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@xnightmaresystem
The Nightmare System Key !
Below contains links to info about us, alter intros, flags, DNIs and our stances !
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1 year on testosterone !!
Today is my one year on T, god I don't know how I lived without this stuff before. I'm so incredibly happy with my progress and transition. Hoping for many more years on T ! - π he/him
Hello, So sorry to bother if this has been addressed anywhere.
However I was interested in joining the discord server to further my knowledge about DID and other CDDs to better support my friend who has such a disorder! I noticed the link was invalid, I assume this is due to raiding and stuff but I wanted to ask just in case!
Thank you!
Hey there, the link should still be working ! Here is the discord server: https://discord.gg/qZUvntamUc
I'm back ?
Please only read if you are 18+ !
Speaking as a survivor of child sex abuse: the world would be a lot better if yall spent less time talking about the ways in which pedophiles should be punished and more time supporting survivors and preventing abuse
I get it, punishment can feel cathartic. Iβve certainly spent time imagining all the ways in which my own abuser might be punished. But ultimately, him dying, or being jailed, or publicly shamed, isnβt actually going to help me nor will it stop more kids from getting hurt in the future.
I donβt want more prisoners. I want free therapy with trauma informed counselors. I want better sex education for young children that teaches them about consent and body autonomy. And I want a society in which I can openly discuss my trauma, or at least as openly as yall discuss the evils of pedophiles
yeah how come we cant even mention how we were hurt but y'all can bring up pedophilia anytime you want in front of us for no greater purpose than virtue signalling? thus reminding us of what happened daily while we are just trying to vibe. thus compounding the harm we went through. food for thought
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Hello everyone!
Currently in development, my boyfriend is coding a website, and app for both apple and android for plurals! (DID, OSDD, UDD). It will be like SP and Octocon, but will have some extra features, and aims to be as inclusive as possible.
The app will be named Mind Nest (or maybe not, we will see later down the line)
I am the project manager for this app, if there are any features anyone would be interested in, comment down below!
Right now, we are creating the database for the app!
Sending you love and support during this rough time π«
Thank you so much, this means a lot to me π« -π
So for anyone who knows I just had a breakup with my ex fiancΓ© of 2 years, hereβs some updates. Warning thereβs talk of verbal abuse and suicide threats.
Iβve fully come to terms with the fact she was abusive. Not only did everyone around me constantly warn of her abuse, but so did my own therapist. That canβt be a coincidence. She was verbally abusive and manipulative. She forced me away from my friends and destroyed what remained of my social life. My friends didnβt feel safe around me because of her, and she actively tried to pit me against my friends. She hurt them all very badly and drove many of them away.
Iβm trying to rebuild my social life, but itβs extremely difficult. Iβm also trying to both figure out who I am beyond being a caretaker for my ex.
My ex would constantly have violent outbursts of anger, in which βall bets were offβ so-to-speak. There wasnβt a thing she would do or say during these episodes. They always began with her subtly hinting she was upset, or vaguely venting about an unknown person. I always knew that person was me, it would make my heart race and Iβd be glued to my phone, hoping against hope I wasnβt the one she was venting about. Eventually it always came to light that she was upset at me for some reason.
She thought I was always βinterrogating herβ, that I βnever took her sideβ, that I was cold. The reality was, I didnβt bend to her every wish and command, and that upset her. And yet, she constantly flipped the table. To her, I was the one forcing her to bend to my will. I was the one verbally abusing her. Towards the end of the relationship, she was telling a mutual friend that I was the abusive partner, and that I was manipulative. It honestly shocked me. It shocked me to hear someone say that, knowing full well the things sheβs done to me.
A few days ago, I told her Iβd no longer be financially supporting her. I paid for her rent, her food, we paid for PC components, VR headsets, games, all kinds of shit. She was using my information to run her gumroad and PayPal because she claimed she couldnβt use her own information. Then, she blocked me. The last thing I heard of her was that she was telling mutual friends to keep quiet about what she had done to me. She didnβt want her dirty little secret out there. So, Bell, I hope youβre reading this. Hereβs just one of your dirty little secrets
You cheated on me, you chronically lied to me, you verbally abused me, blew up on me at least once per month, forced me to be responsible for every single aspect of you (financially, emotionally, your safety and well being), I put my life on pause for you β I spent over 8k on you to make sure you were healthy and as safe as could be. Suicide threat after suicide threat after suicide threat. Iβm almost certain I was catfished. Thereβs no telling at this point what was real and what wasn't. You pushed the boundaries of everyone around you. Youβve traumatised so many people with the horrendous shit youβve done.
I truly do hope you read this one day and realise the harm youβve done.
-π
Something feels like itβs missing from me
Iβve been so unbelievably exhausted these past few days. I have no energy, especially today. I went to the gym yesterday and had to cut it short because I was so exhausted and my chest was tightening. I canβt tell if this is a physical health thing or a mental health thing. Idk if Iβm just low on something like iron or sugar, or maybe itβs one of my many mental disorders. Idk but Iβd love for it to stop please and thank you
Maybe itβs a combination of both. Iβve been eating so well so I just donβt understand why I feel so low energy and physically ill
-π
Could you maybe do gods/goddesses and furries alter species flags? :]
I understand if you don't wanna do the gods one lolol
Specific Alter Flag Requests ! pt. 3
These flags are for CDD (complex dissociative disorder) systems ONLY. Do NOT use if you are a "non-disordered system", endogenic, or an endo supporter. Systemhood is part of a mental disorder, not an identity you can adopt.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Specific Alter Flag Requests ! pt. 2
These flags are for CDD (complex dissociative disorder) systems ONLY. Do NOT use if you are a "non-disordered system", endogenic, or an endo supporter. Systemhood is part of a mental disorder, not an identity you can adopt.
Life cannot stop hitting us directly in the face, can it ?
Tw: SA
hello ! i love your art , feel free to not answer this because this may not be what your blog is about , but ive always wondered how people with DID - if i read your intro correctly , you have it ?- shift between alters and if theres a power imbalance / jealousy between the host and alters ?
I do not have DID, so I canβt exactly answer this, Iβm sorry!
Iβm part of the community as my boyfriend is a system, and I myself *do* dissociate, but it is not extreme enough to be DID. The trauma I do have is not considered severe enough for it.
However, if someone who does have DID wants to answer this, be my guest!
Hey there, I'm a system and can give my personal input ( : Shifting between alters -- or otherwise known as switching, is caused by external or internal triggers. Triggers can be negative, positive, or neutral. A trigger can range from a stressful experience, a song playing on the radio, a certain smell, or even internal communication between alters that results in a switch. Switches can also be induced by gatekeepers. Not all systems have an alter with this role/capability, but a gatekeeper is an alter who is tasked with managing switches, managing memories, or managing the fronting process/alters in some way. A gatekeeper might pull one alter out of front and put a different alter into front if they feel the second alter can better handle the current situation. Some alters may hold more "power" or "privileges" than others. For example, a gatekeeper would have more "power" than the host alter. Some alters have more control over the system's innerworkings than other alters. Jealousy can absolutely occur within systems. Just because they share a brain, does not mean most alters will like each other, or work well together. Typically before a system has started therapy/healing, there will be a lot of conflict and issues between alters, as there is usually less cooperation and communication without the help of therapy. I hope this info helps explain some of the questions you had !
Hai if ur still taking reqs id love a pokemon alter species flag :3
These flags are for CDD (complex dissociative disorder) systems ONLY. Do NOT use if you are a "non-disordered system", endogenic, or an endo supporter. Systemhood is part of a mental disorder, not an identity you can adopt.
Hey, so sorry for the wait, but here are the flags -- hope you like them !
Pokemon Alter: an alter who is introjected from, or feels connected in some way, to Pokemon.
(version 1)
(version 2)
Guys I just made the subreddit r/systemcringeiscringe in direct opposition of r/systemcringe.
So for those who think that subreddit is a despicable, lazy attempt at masking blatant ableism and vitriolic system hatred as βdefending the truthβ, you now have a place to rant about them, or even to reply to their posts. However, donβt go on any witch-hunts or demean the users there for anything other than their ableism and misinformation, that should be the primary focus of posts !!
Reddit - The heart of the internet
This subreddit is not going to be for endogenic systems, or to promote endo beliefs. This is purely for DID/OSDD systems and to debunk myths/misinformation about these disorders.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Hi!! Sorry for interacting, this is just me trying to make sure hdhghg we'll stop interacting if you like!!
We're technically not listed on your DNI, but we don't understand if you want pro-contacts paraphiles to DNI, or all paraphiles.
If this is confusing - contact basically refers to acting on attraction!
We're a harmful paraphile but we're completely anti-contact. We understand that the contact is dangerous both to ourselves and others and we want full recovery.
If you want all paraphiles to DNI we'll leave!!! /Gen
Iβm only against pro-contact, I understand paraphilia is a very broad term (and ofc not all of them are inherently harmful, or specifically harmful to other people). Itβs a very distressing thing, and I sympathise heavily for those who struggle with them and want to get better. Although if the paraphilia involves non-consenting parties, or children, Iβd rather not hear the details because thatβs quite triggering for me. If youβd like to educate me on the subject as well Iβd be more than happy to learn more, Iβm not very well educated on it
Specific Alter Roles (pt.1)
These flags are for CDD (complex dissociative disorder) systems ONLY. Do NOT use if you are a "non-disordered system", endogenic, or an endo supporter. Systemhood is part of a mental disorder, not an identity you can adopt.
