#p did

I am sick and tired of seeing all of these endogenic identities that are LITERALLY JUST P-DID REPACKAGED.

I was on Pinterest a bit ago, and saw "proxy system" which is defined as "a system where one functions as a singlet (or approximately close to one, such as a median system) due to a frontstuck host, yet all members of the system are completely distinct in headspace."

That's literally just P-DID...

A "Median system" or a "Proxy system" is literally just P-DID repackaged to fit an endogenic narrative. It is stripping people of understanding themselves better, but these vague descriptions are leading non-pwCDD's into thinking that they're a system which can be harmful for them. It can lead to so many mental issues, especially if you're already prone to psychosis.

No, you aren't a "median system" or a "proxy system" you are a P-DID system or a singlet with varying internal dialogue / monologue that has been mislead into believing that they are something that they are not.

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The protectiveness over your alters, sometimes acting as a sort of savior like in Jammed Signal C hits close to home. We're always having to clean up after the host and each other, help ourselves when others can't/don't want to and when we have the strength to do so. We have to support each other, because if we can't, who will? This also stems from being deeply lonely growing up too.

And especially cause we're endogenic, we can really understand why Asya formed Tosya in the first place. Asya was also always a very isolated child, so we imagine that she probably formed Tosya as a sort of imaginary friend that then spiraled out of her control. We haven't had any imaginary friends growing up, but we always entertained ourselves with voices in our head instead, albeit not to as much of an extent as someone who isn't specifically a median system.

We believe that Jammed Signal C was just the incident where Tosya went dormant after using up too much energy to get Asya out, and also because Tosya and Asya seem to have a history with each other beyond that incident. What sort of pain do you think Asya felt, losing her other half? Losing her best friend, losing many of her own memories, losing herself? No wonder she is how she is in canon.

We see ourselves a lot in Tosya specifically, which is why I'm here, I guess lol. The whole 'born from a wish made in earnest' thing. But even despite the entire system thing, Asya and Tosya are just really relatable. Asya is a sort of comfort character for us, and explorations of her mindset feel comfortable to understand. The real world can be quite unforgiving, but by applying an arbitrary set of rules and pretending we control the variables, it can be less scary, even if it comes with being terrified of things not lining up.

i hope anti endos know endo is ANY non traumagenic origin system and they just do exist you cant deny that .

religious practices , some age regressors who have distinct identity differences , bpd / aspd / npd / ect systems that form because disorders and / or mood swings and lack of identity and not trauma , ect .

being a system is just 2 or more distinct identity states, doesnt even have to have amnesia . endo literally just means a system formed from something other than trauma , also doesnt mean the system doesnt have trauma .

being anti endo is racist ( to those with cultural practice or even spiritual practice , often closed culture ) and ableist towards people with often cluster b disorders whom develop these traits due to those ( so yes you can be a disordered endo ) .

endos arent inherently claiming to have DID or OSDD ( although many meet the crit for DID or OSDD btw ) they are their own -genics . as a fully traumagenic system i support endos to the max and if you dont your a racist uneducated ableist imo and being sysmed is no better than transmed ( if i suffered you must or your not real mindset rather that be dysphoria or CDD and trauma still same fucking thing ) .