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I haven’t made it through all the SUIT episodes yet, I’m a newer fan, but Tommy talking about piss drives me insane. He used to piss himself on a daily basis??? I felt fucking faint. Later he realized it was just because he was drinking to much water? Ohhhh my god Wilbur so trained him to do that. Finding out that he considers even a tiny dribble to be pissing himself? Yeah that’s because he’s used to being put in boxers only with legs spread, even the slightest leak and he’s being degraded. Also one episode I listened to semi recently he literally. Pisses himself? On the podcast?? And he just sits in it for the rest of the episode. Like oh my god I’m so not normal about that

I love the idea of Tommy being trained to not hold his bladder Ough… I don’t think he’d fully wet himself? Most of the time at least, obviously there will be exceptions. But most of the time I think it’ll be just a tiny leak then he’ll catch himself, but it still happens. I think Wilbur likes to sit Tommy right in his lap so he’ll feel even the smallest leak

Also as much as I love the idea of Wilbur training Tommy to have some kind of fucked up Pavlovian response, please also consider a world where Tommy doesn’t know what’s going on. Where Wilbur will coax him to drink more and more, always distracting him when he gets up to go to the bathroom. Where he pushes it until Tommy full on pisses himself right in front of him and Wilbur has to sit there and ignore his boner to focus on comforting Tommy. His pseudo brother. Think about Wilbur desperately jerking off while Tommy goes to change and shower, acting like nothing happened when Tommy gets back, going right back to comforting the boy while silently planning to set this up again soon

Also I am a huge fan of pissing in a bottle so. I’m sorry this is a mandatory paragraph for me. But imagine Tommy like. On tour with Lovejoy, traveling just with Wilbur, and Wilbur refuses to stop for a bathroom since they’re in such a tight schedule, the only options seems to be a plastic bottle… Forcing Tommy to get his dick out right there in the car, the sound of his piss hitting the plastic far to loud to ignore. Tommy being so humiliated he starts crying even, and Wilbur just so turned on

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thank you, piss kink anon. a newer fan in this climate is so interesting how is that treating you. i feel like i've been here my whole life.

i did forget that tommy pissed himself on the podcast. love love love the idea that he's been trained to piss himself and wilbur probably asks him all sorts of creepy questions abt it that tommy doesn't realise are weird. so he forgets that maybe he shouldn't piss himself and talk about piss constantly in front of an audience of thousands.

tommy pissing himself while sat in wil's lap is an incredible concept by the way. similarly i thought about tommy pissing himself in his sleep because his body has stopped alerting him when he needs to go, and wilbur creeping over him and touching his wet pants while tommy is unconscious and oblivious.

yes yes yes to tommy being trained without realising that wilbur's being a massive perv about it. tommy sat on wil's lap downing drink after drink. wilbur's already hard by the time tommy starts fidgeting and could just about cream his pants when tommy finally wets himself. and after he's taken care of himself and tommy returns, wilbur is sure to find those soiled boxers later, so he can jerk off again with the smell and feel of it.

the bottle thing. i can fully imagine wilbur's harsh attitude, so much so that tommy thinks he's doing a bit at first. but wilbur insists. bonus points if they aren't alone in the car because tommy's embarrassment would be even worse than if it was just wil, and his embarrassment gets wilbur so hot.

it's so funny that you read me so easy anon but yeah you're absolutely right.

the funny thing is about this is how much tommy pisses generally and also how much he actually pisses himself. it's way too often, anyway. (in a recent suit ep he said he needs to pee about every 40 minutes, which is fucking insane).

he's actually so pathetic and easy and wilbur loves it. often with a piss kink it's about holding it until you're desperate to let go. but that's kind of tommy's permanent state of being. and wilbur would take full advantage, handing tommy drink after drink and he'll take it without thinking until his knee is bouncing and he's fidgeting all over the place.

wilbur would keep him occupied so he barely notices until he's already leaking in his pants and can't move without wetting himself. he gently but condescendingly encourages tommy to let go.

rather than training tommy to hold it, wilbur trains tommy to let it go, rather than overthinking and holding himself back, he'll start just wetting himself whenever he needs to. it drives wilbur crazy, watching tommy suddenly shiver and his pants get dark and soaked. he'd immediately want to get on his knees and press his face into tommy's crotch. because he's gross like that.

tommy doesn't really understand why wilbur starts wanting to touch him every time he pisses himself. in fact he's super whiny about it at first because he's all wet and gross and wilbur's there trying to get into his pants. he lets it happen though. eventually he's kinda just pavlov'd into having a boner every time he wets himself.

just thinking about tommy's fear and ick about anything to do with his ass.

wilbur holding tommy down, who is squirming and crying, and seeing how much he can take inside. he starts with his fingers, he's not that mean. he tells tommy as much too. then his fist. water bottle. game controller. the end of his guitar. any fucking thing he can find.

eventually tommy stops fighting it and is just crying and snotting everywhere.