Pip they/them or whatever you want my dears,
30 (but I have an almost 3 year old )
... i feel like that explains so much about the ecclectic content of this blog ...
Autistic, Synesthesia, and Queer Writer Blog, safe-ships only please,
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This has been updated slightly, update is above the cut
I've got a handful of new followers from a ton of different fandoms so, I'm gonna go ahead and make one of them nifty pinned posts.
Hi! I'm Pip, short for Peregrine like the bird. (Or the hobbit, but with the "e," not without, because I was sick of battling autocorrect and I chose my name before you had the option to you know ... fix that.)
I'm an ADHD autistic, transmasculine poet and an actor. I'm also a parent. If you want to read more, feel free to hit the little "Keep reading" below!
Small Update: Since this blog is starting to get more asks/ traction in general with the new reboot of Sofia the First: Royal Magic:
I am an ADHD-er and autistic with a very hectic offline life.
If I forget about an ask, a reblog thread, a comment conversation, or what have you:
Please, do not assume that means I am uninterested in what we were talking about, no longer invested in the project I started with you, or anything of that matter.
Sometimes, it can take me upwards of several hours to read something that is only a few paragraphs because I don't get silence until after 11 PM my time. Comes with the territory of having a kid, and I would change nothing, but it does make it hard to read and reply to things.
If you're still interested in my response to something that I forget about, tag me in the thread in a few days, and I'll try to come back to it. However, know that I do read everything and enjoy and appreciate everything people say IMMENSELY!
But, honestly, I think there might be a few things I've just *lost* in my "activity" over the last couple of days because there is so many things I'm getting tagged in/ asked about/ so many of my posts are getting reblogged.
Which, as an Enneagram 3, I am EATING UP the attention.
Y'all ... This is amazing, and I have never felt so overjoyed and touched by all of your sweet comments, questions, and praise. /gen
I just also don't want anyone to be offended if I don't get back to you because my peanut brain is raising a peanut, and I am going to be CRAZY busy this Summer into the early Fall in my personal life.
Therefore, if you really want me to see something, send it as a DM or Ask. Those I can usually reply to more easily at least with a cursory message.
Additionally, I also get obsessed with things I'm working on, especially when asked by folks to do things I find interesting, and I WILL talk about every minute detail I learned while working on it.
It's a hazzard of the two different spices in my spice blend ...
But, this is my update! I hope y'all are doing really, really well! :D
I occasionally talk about politics, religion, and other crap I care about, but I'm mostly here to discuss my fandoms and the fandoms my young kiddo (Squish) has gotten me into.
A lot of what I watch right now is Sesame Street and Disney Jr. (Particularly Sofia the First and Doc McStuffins on Disney Jr. because Squish likes those most. Got some banger music and some decent characters. Stuffy the dragon reminds me of my Figment plush from when I was little, and Squish has me in our Cedric and Sofia costumes more often than they don't of late.)
That said, because my kid has cast us in those roles, please keep that one ship in particula far, FAR away from me. I've always been pretty *personally* against proshipping in fandom for my own reasons, but that one in particular is just a big ol' nope! I don't wanna look at it.
When you're dancing with your kid in costumes like once a week because dress up is their favorite game, it's a *real* hard association to remove. Therefore, please, tag it so I do not have to see it. You don't tag it? It's an immediate block. I don't wanna know. Not about it. Not for me.
As a parent, my tolerance for bs that I don't want to see is in the fires of Hades. When I was younger, I had more "tolerance" because I was taught I had to in order to be a "good" fandomite. BEGONE!
My blog is my fun time. I get precious freaking little of it. You disturb my fun. I block you. You disturb me? I block you. It is my right to curate my content as I see fit. You go slink to your corner of the internet. Leave me in mine. Plain and simple.
That said, I'm currently working on a pretty extensive Sofia the First fic series for Squish when they're older that I'm posting on AO3 for others to partake in. However, the work, in the end, is for Squish when they're older.
Weirdly enough, if anyone is old-old guard tumblr, I am the same tookishcombeferre that disappeared off the face of the earth and wrote "What My Mother Would Have Wanted" from the Beauty and the Beast fandom eons ago. The thing *is* done. It's still my most read and popular work on AO3.
So, if you also call Lefou from Beauty and the Beast "Ćtienne," think Stanley is the younger brother of Plumette/ is the son of Mme Garderobe and Maestro, and/or think Stanley is non-binary, you can hold me personally responsible. I came up with those hcs alongside a couple of buddies in that fandom back when the live-action was in theaters. (Yes. I'm that old.)
I've always been a Disney dude. I love old school animation. 2D in particular. If my username is any indication, I am a huge Les MIz fan. Phantom of the Opera was the first musical I ever saw in person (I was 10.) I've dabbled in Shakespeare mostly from the English major side of things, but I want to perform it. One of my buddies and I tried and failed to finish playing Undertale on a laptop that kept short circuiting. We eventually watched a playthrough of it online. My spouse and I are currently playing through True Pacifist on our Switch and have been ... for two years ... we just met Mad Dummy/ Mew Mew and hung out with Napsa ... after two years ... (Update: Now currently stuck somewhere in Hotland after I went rogue one day when I was sick and started playing it by myself.)
I've been reading classic horror since I was about 11? 12? Maybe younger? (I definitely should not have been doing that, but my parents also handed me John Steinbeck's "Grapes of Wrath" at about 12 1/2 and said "This is good for you." Still actively traumatized by the ending to this day. Not a book for young children or pre-teens. Absolutely not. Steinbeck is most notable for his descriptive narrative style and he describes something ... very ... a lot ... near the end of that book. I still see that image in my head. I'm 30. I only read it once at 12 1/2.) However, none of that stopped me from becoming an academic at heart.
My degree is in English with a focus on psychological theory with dips into some sociology and some history. I once had hopes to study how World War 1 (particularly how the topography of trench warfare) influenced the psychological development of Lord of the Rings based on how Tolkien uses similar "trench" or "trapped" feelings in settings to develop character.
However, the thesis never really made it past the first section of the abstract phase. (I was exploring how Peregrin Took's social age affected his ability to process trauma before I made a career pivot.)
My end goal was to talk about how traumatic experiences appear in fantasy literature (particularly those geared at children and young adults) and assessing how they handle trauma, what lessons that leaves the reader with, and what that tells us about what society valued at that time. I was starting with Rings. I was hoping to end with the sort of "fantasy genre" as a whole to bring fantasy literature into the academic conversation and validate it as "academic" writing. I had planned to start with The Inklings and how WW1 experiences affected the modern fantasy/ sci-fi/ science fantasy genre as a whole and grow outward from there.
(This is something I can talk about at great length even if I never finished my papers.)
So, every once in a while, I'll post some kind of crazy analysis of something - a musical, a book, a children's TV show using one of my old academic theories.
(Ah, Sofia the First through the lens of Just War Theory - how I love you. How unhinged you were. I *still* really want to do that OCD case study about Rabbit from Winnie the Pooh ... you think I'm joking. I have an outline ... somewhere ...)
Currently, I'm a performer. I'm hoping *fingers crossed* to get back into opera. I had some training in high school but after having Squish my voice dropped naturally into the contralto/ tenor range. So, none of my old arias work for me. Interest in the craft is still there, and I miss it desperately.
It's just actually more euphoric for me now.
I'm also a poet. I'm working on some chapbooks/book-books. None are done. Again, if you are old guard and knew my old blog, it was like 99.9% me shouting poetry fragments into the void. Most of it was about coming out.
I freaked out someone was going to find my blog before I was ready to come out. Panicked, and then, you know, casually deleted the whole blog.
Now, I'm old, and I'm being myself on purpose. So, I don't really care anymore?
So, if you too are an 18-20-something year old nervous wreck, don't worry one day you will be a nonplussed 30 year old with developing boundaries! It's great! Usually!
Lastly, I'd once again ask if you're gonna follow and post anything edgy (NSFW) that you tag it please.
I block the tags I don't want to see actively which is, as I mentioned, mostly proshipping and a handful of other things.
This is the internet. I try to hang out in the corners of fandoms and the internet that I find safe, personally. I can't stop anyone from hanging out in the corners of the internet *they're* going to hang out in. I wouldn't poke that bear myself for personal reasons.
But, you do you. I just ask that you tag your crap so I don't have to see it. 'Cause I'm gonna do me.
Over here.
If you read this far, wow.
I'll leave you with these words of parental wisdom:
Play nice in the sandbox.
Don't feed the annons or the trolls anything but sarcasm, and only if you have the spoons.
If you're 18 or less, you have your whole darn life ahead of you.
Go outside. Touch grass. Make crappy doodles. Make terrible fanfictions with horrendous grammar mistakes that will make you blush in 20 years. You're still a child. Enjoy being a kid. You don't get that back. The skin care routine, coffee regimine, stressed out about the state of the world stuff will still be waiting for you in a few years. I *promise.*
Leave the stressing about the state of the world to the folks who can vote and do stuff about it. Read. Learn. Stay in school. Listen to your teachers.
Don't have AI write your papers or read your books. Do that part.
But, like, immediately, as in right now? Go eat a brownie in the grass and enjoy a sunset for me. Maybe blow some bubbles. You'll thank me in an hour. I swear.
Oh. And, respect each other's boundaries (and mine.)
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Thanks for the tag @the-samsquantch!! This was such a blast to put together.
šļø Last song: Dark Sanctuary by Toby Fox from Chapter 4 of Deltarune! It's kinda spooky and wistful which is a genre I absolutely adore. Deltarune is a video game created by Toby Fox that's a sister game to the more well known Undertale and is being released in chapters - Chapter 5 comes out later this month and I have yet to finish Chapter 4. I started playing it again this week and have been obsessed with this song!! Highly recommend to play in the background while you're doing work or something (I absolutely LOVE listening to video game music while working - listening to it on repeat as we speak!).
šļø Current obsession: I'm really getting back into My Hero Academia! It ended back in 2025 and my brother and I finished it during Christmas last year. I've slowly but surely been rewatching it from the beginning and am on season 6 out of 8 (season 4 is my fave!). It's such an amazing show, full of heart and inspiration and incredible voice acting!! Deku my beloved!!! Also Justin Briner (Deku's English VA) is hilarious.
šļø Currently reading: Prince of Song and Sea by Linsey Miller - it's a YA fantasy of The Little Mermaid from Eric's POV. Apparently he's been cursed to die if he kisses anyone other than his true love. I'm only a hundred pages in and it's FINE, it feels like how I write fanfic where I incorporate real lines from the source material but make it fit into my new narrative. Nothing wrong with that, but it's interesting! I love The Little Mermaid and Eric so I was really interested in it! I'm also trying to use it to inspire me to write more about my siren OC, Birdie. I'm enjoying it so far and eager to find time to keep reading!
šļø Currently working on: I am REALLY trying to finish part 9 of my Astarion x Reader fic, Beauty and the Bard, but I'm struggling to find motivation. Tale as old as time! I have most of it written, just gotta finish the conflict and add some spice. Thanks to everyone for being patient with me!!
I'm also participating in what my roommate is calling "D&D Summer" where we're playing one shots every weekend starting in July and running through August, and I'm going to DM two sessions! I've never DM'd before so I gotta prep that. One is going to be loosely based on The Selection series by Kiera Cass (although in concept only, I'm not taking any of the characters or lore etc etc), and then the other is going to be inspired by the new Masters of the Universe movie (GO SEE IT IF YOU HAVEN'T!!!) because I wanna play a Big Bad that's essentially Skeletor lmao š
Conversely, that also means I have to create a bunch of new characters for the other one shots I'm participating in that I'm NOT DMing. Lots to do and create!!
šļø Currently wearing: Ducktales 2017 crewneck, North Face jacket (it's cold in my office!), leggings, Elmo socks, and sneakers my younger cousin didn't want but fit me perfectly lol. I got a compliment on my Ducktales crewneck which was nice š„° I miss that show!!!
šļø Last Search: Lmao apparently it was "Deadpool Cast" - my sister and I were playing Fortnite last night and she was playing as Colossus but neither of us could remember his name. I was playing as He-Man. If you even care (Our theme was Big Beefy Men).
šļø Favorite flower: Because of Beauty and the Beast, I usually say roses. Which is true! But recently I've really resonated with Forget-Me-Nots. I have a bad memory, which is something I really struggle with, so Forget-Me-Nots feel significant to me in a weird way. Is it purely because of the name? Maybe! But they're so delicate and pretty, I can't help but love them. They'd make a gorgeous tattoo as well but I'm a wimp and scared of getting tattoos lol.
No pressure tagging: @riddlerosehearts, @zekeen, @safyresky, @thegreatbluecat72, @godfrey-the-chaos-duck, @decadentpaperduck, @atsadi-shenanigans, @qualitymoonsuit, @krissmiss21, and @ollieneedsamilkshake
Last song: Elio - Elio Mei. They're one of my favourite artists and this song was the soundtrack to me experimenting a little more with masculine makeup (read: shitty facial hair drawn on with mascara) and looking at myself in the mirror, trying different things and seeing what feels right
Current obsession: Good Omens. Much as I hated how it ended, I can't help but love the show still.
Currently reading: my copy of Project Hail Mary (nearly finished it, LOVE the movie)
Currently working on: Some OC writing I hope to publish someday
Currently wearing: Black long sleeve shirt + blue jeans.
Last search: "cubic zirconia rainbow hoop earrings" (i lost a pair of earrings a little over a week ago and i'm trying to find a similar pair online to replace them)
Favourite flower: probably lavender, i love the way it smells
Last song: The Seven Seas of Rhye- Queen. My favorite band who I'm doing my uncountable timed album listening of- Highly recommend, it's a healing journey I tell you T-T
Current obsession: Hazbin Hotel + Michael Jackson.
Currently reading: Moonwalk- Michael Jackson
Currently working on: Thinking up some fanfiction ideas :DD
Currently wearing: A stranger things nightgown and starry PJ pants
Last search: "Are period pains equal to heart attack pains?" (I heard it somewhere and decided to look it up cause I'm having worse cramps than usual, IT"S ACTUALLY FUCKING TRUE THEY CAN BE EQUALLY PAINFUL WHAT-)
Favorite flower: Violets!! I barely see any, but I just think they're beautiful.
Tags: (Only if you want to!) @feeling-devious, @shychick-52 @chatimcookedfr @motorcyclecowboyhawthorne @thelegendofspider
Last song: Hard to remember, but I think it was Garlands by Cocteau Twins. It's one of my favorite songs of theirs, but my top favorite from them is Blood Bitch. I love darker music hehe.
Current Obsession: Sofia the First (both the original and Royal Magic), Cedric the Sorcerer (to be honest he's really the only character I care about, other than Sofia and Zaria), Michael Jackson (it's starting to die down again, but it never goes away), and Big Mouth (I pirated it because I don't wanna support Netflix. I know most consider it a bad show, but I find it very relatable and it's even comforting to watch because of the issues it tackles).
Currently Reading: Nothing at the moment. Just waiting for more chapters of a fanfiction a fellow friend is working on!
Currently Working On: Art requests, was a bit surprised to see a lot of people ask for drawings hehe (btw, if anyone wants one, feel free to send me an ask in the inbox!)
Currently Wearing: A glow-in-the-dark Oogie Boogie shirt and Cinnamoroll pajama pants.
Last Search: "Cedric the Sorcerer" on images (I totally don't keep a tab open just to look at pictures of him, that's silly)
Favorite flower: It's basic as fuck, but I love roses. Dark red ones especially. I wish they had black ones ngl (like pure, all-black roses).
Tags: @shychick-52, @ratladysarah, @cedric-my-beloved, @teammomjeans, @artdigi, @tale-of-two-queens, @tookishcombeferre
I will try to actually remember to reply to one of these ā¦
Last Song: I think it was āThe Starry Nightā from Starry because I wore my Irises tie to a film showing and threw the Starry soundtrack on while on the drive over to the theater. Otherwise, it was something random with my kid? Probably, āFriendship is the Formulaā from G1 Sofia the First - theyāve been favoring that one.
Current Obsession: Iām in a very dance heavy production at the moment and I may yet achieve my dream of dancing on a table? We will see. XD
But, dance has been huge.
The event tonight was a pride thing, and I sketched one of the queens there. She not only signed my picture but told me the community center should put up my art because I was really talented and that I made her look like a real movie star.
Iām gonna be riding that high for a while. Haha.
So, doodling has also been a big thing for me lately. I may not do numbers on Tumblr. But, apparently Iām not bad?
Currently Reading: My spouse unit bought me this really cool book about our cityās queer history that I really want to read. Thereās a trans man from our city that was apparently really active in our Civil Rights movement that also may have shared a lot of other identity markers with me. So, Iām looking forward to getting beyond the forward of that because I read about him, desperately wanted to know more, and found the book that my spouse then bought for me specifically to learn about him.
Currently Working On: So many things. Too many things. I have projects coming out my ears and eyes right now. Between fics, two musicals Iām actively working on composing, being in a musical for recreation, writing a play about different portrayals of masculinity, having a play that I sent out a pitch for to see if I could get it picked up, and a bunch of other stuff I donāt remember, Iām like swamped ⦠but, honestly? Thatās how I like it?
Currently Wearing: My PJs
Last Search: Local venue that I canāt list because I donāt want people to know where I live.
Favorite Flower: Sunflower or Roses, depends on the day
Tagging: anyone who follows me, sees this, and wants to do it. Iām too lazy to actually tag people. And, you know what. I admit that.
As a Greek, in response to the current controversy about Matt Damon being cast as Odysseus, I'd just like to share that one of the moments that changed my brain chemistry as a kid was reading a novelized version of the Odyssey and coming across the following description of Odysseus when Circe sees him for the first time and thinks he's hot: "his hair curled like a clematis and his eyes were very brown".
So may I present my own casting choice for Odysseus:
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I made a doodle based on a musical theater song from a really trippy musical that got stuck in my head the other day.
(Not sure how familiar folks are with Heathers? But, the song is āI Say Noā from that musical, which got suck in my head. That song isnāt the **worst** song from that musical. But, it is a REALLY dark comedy that was based on a dark comedy horror movie, of the same name, from the 80s. So, like VERY much 18+ music/ topics if you wanna tackle the whole thing.)
So, strong rating on the musical itself even if not the picture.
(I just liked this one particular quote from the song āI Say Noā as the premise for a prophecy and JDās design as one for a young Grimtrix. Also, Veronicaās color scheme- even if this is a black and white pencil drawing - matches the blue and white of Hexleyās robes. And, Iāve always HCāed that Winifred and Grimtrix were together before she and Goodwyn started dating so ⦠then my mind wandered and we go the image below the cut ā¦)
Image/ Image ID / HC context and such like below the cut because, even if the content of the image is pretty PG, Iām paranoid about the quote coming from this particular musical & the fact that a character is grabbing another one by the arm.
The base premise, of this song, is this teenage girl is breaking up with her clinically insane boyfriend after some *wild* things have happened.
But, in the context of my own writing/ HCs, Iāve always thought that before there was Morgana there was Winifred and that Grimtrixās hatred of Royals extended well back into his youth.
Winifred didnāt necessarily agree with this, and tried to use her gifts of prophecy to steer him back right. However, what she didnāt necessarily know was that she prophesied that her own child was going to be the one that would stop Grimtrix in his tracks.
(Nor did she know, necessarily, how close he might get to joining him.)
But, in this moment, when she finally realizes that Grimtrix isnāt going to listen to her wisdom, she decides she has to break it off and accidentally sees, from behind, the final moment of all sheās been prophesying and, what she thinks, is Grimtrixās demise.
But, whether DotS really was Grimtrixās last moment remains to be seen.
I made a doodle based on a musical theater song from a really trippy musical that got stuck in my head the other day.
(Not sure how familiar folks are with Heathers? But, the song is āI Say Noā from that musical, which got suck in my head. That song isnāt the **worst** song from that musical. But, it is a REALLY dark comedy that was based on a dark comedy horror movie, of the same name, from the 80s. So, like VERY much 18+ music/ topics if you wanna tackle the whole thing.)
So, strong rating on the musical itself even if not the picture.
(I just liked this one particular quote from the song āI Say Noā as the premise for a prophecy and JDās design as one for a young Grimtrix. Also, Veronicaās color scheme- even if this is a black and white pencil drawing - matches the blue and white of Hexleyās robes. And, Iāve always HCāed that Winifred and Grimtrix were together before she and Goodwyn started dating so ⦠then my mind wandered and we go the image below the cut ā¦)
Image/ Image ID / HC context and such like below the cut because, even if the content of the image is pretty PG, Iām paranoid about the quote coming from this particular musical & the fact that a character is grabbing another one by the arm.
The base premise, of this song, is this teenage girl is breaking up with her clinically insane boyfriend after some *wild* things have happened.
But, in the context of my own writing/ HCs, Iāve always thought that before there was Morgana there was Winifred and that Grimtrixās hatred of Royals extended well back into his youth.
Winifred didnāt necessarily agree with this, and tried to use her gifts of prophecy to steer him back right. However, what she didnāt necessarily know was that she prophesied that her own child was going to be the one that would stop Grimtrix in his tracks.
(Nor did she know, necessarily, how close he might get to joining him.)
But, in this moment, when she finally realizes that Grimtrix isnāt going to listen to her wisdom, she decides she has to break it off and accidentally sees, from behind, the final moment of all sheās been prophesying and, what she thinks, is Grimtrixās demise.
But, whether DotS really was Grimtrixās last moment remains to be seen.
As a fic writer with anxiety here is my PSA for any fic readers that also have anxiety about kudos and comments:
No we don't think it's weird if you kudos or comment an older fic. Quite the opposite. We love it! I often end up rereading my old fics and remembering who and where I was when I wrote them and the memories I have attached to them.
A string of emojis is better than no comment. I don't need eloquent paragraphs.
Similarly keyboard smashes are also fun! They almost always make me laugh.
Leaving cute things in the tags of reblogs is not cringe. I love them. I love seeing them. Also you wanted to share my writing?? I immediately love you.
Likes and kudos are great if that's what you have spoons for, but if you can leave even just a heart or a reblog with no tags then it will always mean the world to me.
Sending me asks about my fics will probably make my day!
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Disney, are you purposefully trying to get Royal Magic to fail? First off, there was the extremely early premiere time, and now it's already on hiatus? You're not gonna get the audience you guys want for this show if you keep this up, just FYI.
I also remember reading somewhere, from what someone screenshotted from BlueSky, didnāt see it myself, that several episodes of the show were still in the final animation phases? // still in test phases? (I canāt remember now.)
So, perhaps they pushed these 8 ahead to get them out as sort of āteaserā material and then the rest of the show will have time to catch up?
Disney, are you purposefully trying to get Royal Magic to fail? First off, there was the extremely early premiere time, and now it's already on hiatus? You're not gonna get the audience you guys want for this show if you keep this up, just FYI.
I also remember reading somewhere, from what someone screenshotted from BlueSky, didnāt see it myself, that several episodes of the show were still in the final animation phases? // still in test phases? (I canāt remember now.)
So, perhaps they pushed these 8 ahead to get them out as sort of āteaserā material and then the rest of the show will have time to catch up?
I donāt know, man. I think he just wanted to do gay stuff and got carried away and committed murder.
Utterson is the one I would be afraid of. Might hang out with serial killers for fun (the only person who still entertains men that society has utterly condemned), stalks a man for weeks on end just to see his face, ordered a butler to batter a door down with an axe. While the lack of emotion is very autistic, it can also be interpreted or written to be off-putting/uncanny valley to neurotypicals, or that he repressed himself so much he forgot how to feel emotions.
Iād love to see a more Biblically accurate representation of the book in play/ film form that takes up a sort of TGS-like premise.
As in, Jekyll is the one who has forgone a lot of who he was by pouring it into Hyde, and Hyde is, thus, more, in certain ways, indicative of Jekyll as he was in his more idealistic phase during university, and thus impulsive.
This would leave room for some really interesting interpretations surrounding the murder of Danvers, why it happens, why Jekyll is so bent up about it, etc.
Was it self-defense?
Was it out of defense for someone who went missing from Soho?
Was it out of an impulse for some other purpose of protecting himself/ themselves?
Is Jekyll actually bent up over his queer self having more and better morals than his āposh Victorian self?ā
Is he really afraid of confronting that his mask is evil and what he was hiding, his ADHD/ queer self, was good?
(This is to say nothing for the possibilities of addressing & including the history of Stevensonās Scottish roots as Sage did in TGS by giving Hyde a brogue or including Scottish folk music/ the Scottish language in the potential adaptation, which would have been frowned upon.)
I dunno itās 2026.
I think itās time for a new stage/ film version of the story where we answer these all important questions & also address that, yes, of the two of them, Utterson is infinitely scarier.
characters who get the "i can fix him" urge not because theyre a saint who loves everyone inherently but because they think "if i can prove there's good in everyone, maybe i can start feeling like i'm worthy or being seen as good too."
Lol can we talk about this??? š„ŗ I freaking love the fact that Cedric was having lunch with his students. Like thereās no doubt that thereās a teachers lounge room where he couldāve just go there but instead he decided to join his students during lunch time and that honestly has to be so freaking wholesome to me!! š„ŗ
It really fills my heart with so much joy in seeing how much Cedric truly has changed for the better. Sure he may still have his snarky sassy personality but yet he is a total sweetheart when it comes to his students. I kinda do wish that moment couldāve lasted a bit more in just seeing Cedric having a nice chat with Zariah during lunch time but of course there was the whole conflict with the goo monster.
And speaking of the goo monster, another thing that I loved so much is the fact that Cedric instantly went protective mode on his students! He was making sure that all his students were right behind him and far away from the monster! I love this man so much š„ŗ
Cedricās bond with his students is so far one of my most favorite things about this show and I can wait to see more. I do wonder how he will interact with Devin though, cuz that has me pretty intrigued in what Cedric can teach him in order to help Devin become more humble.
Me personally, I always thought Cedric was great with kids (yes, I do know he schemed and plotted against Sofia in G1, but the moments he had with her even when he was scheming was so sweet), with the amount of scenes we got of him interacting with them in G1.
"Cedric's Apprentice" and "Substitute Cedric" are my favorite episodes of seasons 1 and 2, and I love how they foreshadowed him eventually becoming an actual teacher for Royal Magic! In "Cedric's Apprentice", Sofia even says to him that he's a great teacher!
The scene of him protecting the students from the goo monster at Charmswell is like the time he protected Sofia and Calista from Morgana in the episode "Gone With the Wand" in season 3! And not to mention, he jumped in front of Sofia and Amber when they were having the final face-off with Princess Ivy.
I was mostly reblogging this to save for later to mention āGone With the Wandā specifically.
Part of the reason my own kiddo canāt finish that episode right now is because the idea of Cedric getting stolen // locked up is too real and scary for them right now.
The Goo is a little more approachable so weāre chill with that one. But, they do mention not particularly *liking* the moment Cedric gets stuck to (and left) on the wall because of their association of Cedric with me. Despite the fact that that moment is one the 90s/2K kid in me loves and finds ridiculously funny!!!
(Itās endearing but also kind of funny to listen to toddler/ preschooler logic. /gen)
But, yeah, itās really cool to see this arc we see begin in āCedricās Apprentice,ā move into the sort of begrudging substitute arc in āSubstitute Cedric, his nostalgia for prank day sort of battling for helping protect RPA for a hot minute. Then, he sort of really shows his true character when push comes to shove in āGone With the Wand,ā & how he acted in āIn Cedric We Trust.ā
So, again, this writing did really feel nice in the greater context of G1ās arc for him in regard to how he acts towards kids entrusted to his care. :)
I do also love the animation of him in the gif though. He actually looks strong in this image as opposed to in previous shots where he looked more desperate?
Like, thereās something about this shot that really calls back to āIn Cedric We Trustā where we see him facing the threat face first and head on, but he looks stronger here than he did then. His posture and stance is a little wider and he looks bigger. Which is cool to see.
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Lol can we talk about this??? š„ŗ I freaking love the fact that Cedric was having lunch with his students. Like thereās no doubt that thereās a teachers lounge room where he couldāve just go there but instead he decided to join his students during lunch time and that honestly has to be so freaking wholesome to me!! š„ŗ
It really fills my heart with so much joy in seeing how much Cedric truly has changed for the better. Sure he may still have his snarky sassy personality but yet he is a total sweetheart when it comes to his students. I kinda do wish that moment couldāve lasted a bit more in just seeing Cedric having a nice chat with Zariah during lunch time but of course there was the whole conflict with the goo monster.
And speaking of the goo monster, another thing that I loved so much is the fact that Cedric instantly went protective mode on his students! He was making sure that all his students were right behind him and far away from the monster! I love this man so much š„ŗ
Cedricās bond with his students is so far one of my most favorite things about this show and I can wait to see more. I do wonder how he will interact with Devin though, cuz that has me pretty intrigued in what Cedric can teach him in order to help Devin become more humble.
or to be a little less pithy, groundedness means a sense of internal consistency, the idea that events and traits of a story or world are grounded in a coherent set of logics.
while realism means--exactly that, adherence to the specific logics of actual reality and its physics, logistics, etc.
there is of course nothing wrong with wanting realism in a story, but 99% of the people who say they do really want groundedness. like the vast majority of dumb arguments about asoiaf/got are its fans saying "its realistic" when they mean "its grounded" and people ridiculing them because it is in fact not very realistic (and not just because of the overt fantasy elements)
In my experience, another big part of the problem with talking about "realism" in fictional milieux is the product of a specific Type of Guy employing the term as a sort of semantic bait and switch, sometimes without consciously realising that this is what they're doing.
There's a particular recurring discussion of "realism" in media that goes something like this: "okay, but realistically the heroes would always win because they'd just shoot the villain while they're monologuing" ā while refusing to acknowledge the obvious follow-up question: "wait, but if monologuing reliably gets you shot, where do all the monologuing villains come from?"
i.e., what we're really discussing is not a milieu which has adhered to some notional model of "realism" ab initio, but one which was apparently governed by the conventional tropes of its genre right up until the moment the character the person framing the scenario wants to win walks into the room, whereupon "realism" asserts itself.
Heck, there were folks doing this song and dance in the notes of the post this one is following up on, trotting out hypotheticals like "in a realistic fantasy setting the twelve-year-old chosen one would always lose because experience trumps skill and the power of friendship isn't real", implicitly taking it as given that in a milieu where this is true, people would still be handing out magic swords to twelve-year-olds.
It's basically treating those silly "How [Media] Really Should Have Ended" YouTube videos as a legitimate critical lens, and in circles where this song and dance is common, it leads to a lot of people reflexively shutting down the moment they hear the word "realism" because they assume (often quite reasonably!) that oh great, it's That Guy again.
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