bastard (legally)

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and yet, sometimes i'll finish writing an entry and sit there, like i guess that happened, fuck this game

i was going to the shooting of a dropout show so bad people thought it was a pastiche, yes somehow I already knew how it would end up and I was going anyway.

on my way i was listening to some sort of interview on the radio but the quality was just horrible. i could understand only every second word, but it was enough. it was a conversation between two female friends: journalist and artist. and after the journalist asked the artist about her relationship with gender and the artist answered that "it's good. but I want to ask you a question. let's say you are in some sort of accident, you're fine physically but you're in a coma. you're in the coma for a year or maybe two, and during this time all your friends and loved ones and coworkers forget you. not about your existence, how they care about you, but who you are as a person. would you then, when you wake up, transition?"

the journalist started crying. but he said that yes, it would be the first thing he would do after awakening. that he wants to do it even now, but is too afraid.

at this point I reached the studio and started getting ready. no actual real person that works for dropout was there, everyone was just some dream person, a background actor

there was a guy, who I knew but only in the dream and it's plot. he clearly was at the moment in his life of taking big swings with how he presents himself. his new beard made him kinda look like Josh Hartnett (but apparently everything else was saying he looks like Ethan Hawke, which! yeah I do mix up their names). also he was wearing a Yakuza 0 Kiryu's white suit. big swings!

we greeted each other with a hug, but then he didn't withdraw entirely and grabbed me by the chin. i was surprised by his newfound smoothness.

but when I opened my mouth I said "why are you flirting with me like I'm a girl" and then woke up