#wlsbabe

Feelin great because it's Friday!!!

I need peoples prayers! Thank you

I can't win, something is wrong again. I'm praying they figure it out. For the past 5-6 days I have had constant goosebumps, chills, body can not regulate temperature. As soon as I fall asleep I wake up within 5 minutes drenched in sweat...they have ran many tests and found multiple things going on...but again, they are puzzled as to why all of this is happening post surgery. I'm tired of hearing that, why am I the person who they have no clue what the hell is going on at all times. The pain is insurmountable, thank god they are giving me pain meds. Clothes touching my body, showering, just in general I have been in constant pain for 5 days. Not sure if they are going to have to go back in to do another surgery or what is going on yet. I'm not sure how much more of this I can handle...if you don't know I had the sleeve done June 2, 2015...have not been able to keep any food down, they pretty much thought I was doing it myself until they listened to me and did a standing test of me swallowing and found that my stomach was hanging instead of going horizontal. Almost 2 years of pure hell, not able to eat anything without vomiting...emergency surgery performed on April 28th...the sleeve converted to bypass, plus multiple other things they did while in there...sewing up my stomach to the proper place, gallbladder removed, IUD removed, biopsies of womanly parts taken, another IUD inserted. Now all this 😢

Many changes can happen over a year. I would never have shared the pic on the left last year however now I'm super proud of how far i've made it since then.. Can't wait to see what another year adds to my progress.

Oh boy, I am definitely way underweight. I have been trying so hard to gain. I don't know what to do. HW--316 (Jan 2015) more like 325, I was too scared of the scale. SW--288 (June 2, 2015) CW--117.2 (March 6, 2017)

High Weight---316---Jan 2015 probably more around 325 pounds, I was too scared to weigh myself Surgery Weight---288---June 2, 2015 Current Weight---122.2---Feb 23, 2017 Height 5'8" These are a size 0 pair of shorts from American Eagle Outfitters. I'm getting too thin, but most of you know my story. I'm getting worried, more worried than words can describe. If I lose .2 more pounds and I get to 121, I am underweight. I never wanted that to happen. People look at me and probably assume that I have some kind of eating disorder, I don't. I am unable to keep any food down (not by choice) therefore I am slowly dying. I don't like what I see in the mirror, all I can see is skin and bones and desperately wish I could gain at least 10 pounds. I drink ensure boost that has extra calories and my 30 gram protein shake, the problem is that takes me about 5 hours to finish. If I don't take tiny sips then the liquid even comes up at this point. I don't know...I never thought it would go this far

NSV-size 4 Hollister jeans...with room to spare! Never thought I would see the day 😊 I am 5'8" tall Current Weight (January 31, 2017) 124 Surgery Weight (June 2, 2015) 288 High Weight (January 2015) 316---probably more like 325 I was too scared to weigh myself

Insane…never thought I’d be in the 120’s. I’m putting my high Weight up as I have weighed in at 126, I seem to gain and lose depending on the day!