#softthoughts

─⋆⋄ 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘭 ❦ ⋄⋆─

𓆩♡𓆪 【 ・ 𖤝・ 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 ・ 𖤝・】 𓆩♡𓆪

・┈ ✦ ﹕𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 : 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘢

・┈ ✦﹕ 𝘢𝘨𝘦 : 𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦-𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

・┈ ✦﹕ 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 : 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭

・┈ ✦﹕ 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 : 𝘩𝘱 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘦𝘰𝘵𝘧𝘸, “𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺” + 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨.

⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ ・ ✧・ ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

➻ ❥ ” 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 : 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱 𝘢 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 ❦

A small corner where I collect stories hidden inside ordinary things.

The moments people call normal. The routines nobody notices. The quiet strength, simple kindness, unnoticed efforts, strange little perspectives — the things that don’t look inspirational at first glance, but somehow stay with me.

This blog is about finding meaning in the everyday.

I’m Apple 🌸 Welcome to my little corner online—my cozy spot for thoughts, stories, rants, and reflections I can’t always say out loud. Some days it’s deep and personal, other days it’s silly, random, or just a little brain dump. Basically, whatever my heart feels like letting out.

Life hasn’t always been smooth sailing. Just like you, I’ve had my share of betrayals, gossip, people who misunderstood me, or even tried to pull me down. There were days I felt watched, judged, or even invisible. But through it all, I’m still here breathing, learning, and finding quiet ways to reclaim my peace. I focus on the little victories, the calm moments, and the things that make life feel joyful and meaningful.

I’m a mix of cozy, curious, and a little spooky. I believe in reincarnation and alternate universes, which makes life feel magical, even if I don’t always voice it out loud. I love curling up with a good book (self-help, philosophy, thrillers, or crime-fiction), diving into horror flicks that give me a good scare, or binge romcoms and animated movies that feel like comfort food for the soul. F.R.I.E.N.D.S. makes me laugh like I’m hanging out with old friends, and Midnight Diner feels like a warm hug after a long day.

I’m someone who deeply values intention, gentle energy, and small rituals that make everyday life feel sacred—like affirmations, journaling, noticing beauty in small things, or offering a short and quick thank-you prayer for unexpected blessings. I also adore cute, calming, and aesthetic things—from phone cases and mood boards to imagining simple yet comfortable life in the countryside. Favorite textures and moments are soft fabrics, pastel and earth tones, morning sun through the window, birds singing in a quiet and slow morning, or a sunset sky.

Biggest fear ay ipis. I’m the third of four siblings, all girls, and that shaped a lot of my quiet resilience. Academic dreams? I’ve finished college, and I hope to pursue a second course once life gives me space. Ambitions? I dream of owning an apartment rental business and nurturing something I’ve always seen potential in.

Writing has always been my way of praying, releasing, and making sense of the chaos around me. If you’ve ever felt unseen, weighed down by others’ opinions, or just in need of a quiet pause, I hope my posts offer comfort, perspective, or even just the thought, “I’m not the only one going through this.”

So, welcome to my blog—a space for reflection, curiosity, cozy vibes, and calm moments. I’m not here to impress. I’m here to be real, to stay rooted, and to remind both you and myself: dum spiro, spero, et fata viam invenient. ♡

I'm a restaurant owner who everybody loves to come to. They eat, they chit-chat, they're having a good time with me. There were tables full of my friends, colleagues, colleagues who became best friends, family, and even myself but in different versions. They all look so happy. Some new people come, some old people leave, sometimes they come and go. But it doesn't matter because the restaurant is still full, alive, and people are happy.

Each table calls me to have a chit-chat with them. We shared laughs, cries, secrets, and they invited me to come to their restaurant. It's me dancing from one table to another. They're calling my name. I was so full of happiness. Even the table with other versions of myself mesmerizes me. They look fat haha, but they look happy and alive, with so much passion in their eyes.

That restaurant might be full of smiles, but they blind me. I don't realize that while I'm dancing here and there, behind my back, the visitors at each table are leaving the restaurant. Without me realizing it, they are gone. Alone, or someone has picked them up. For a while, I don't care. Whispering to myself, "hey, it's okay. People change. You still got a table with your people."

And one day, the restaurant has never been so quiet. I see the door sign—it says "OPEN," but no one comes. I look inside. There are only a few people left, tidying up their things, about to leave the restaurant. Even the people I once gave the best table with the best view. I’m begging them to stay. But the people who pick them up are stronger than me. Maybe they have a nicer restaurant, I think to myself.

Not long after, the restaurant is empty. Oh wait—the other version of me is still in the corner. I come to them, but they slowly disappear. But I don't care. I just watch them go. The "DOMMM" sound shocks me. It's part of the ceiling in my restaurant, which suddenly turns into an abandoned restaurant.

The tables are overturned, the decorations broken. No more light days, no more dancing from table to table, no more people calling my name to share stories, sadness, and secrets. Of course, the lamps are turning off.

I try to see outside from the window, screaming to invite people to come to my restaurant. But no one comes. It's just me, and the small TV that’s still on, trying to distract me from my sadness.

Yet, it's not a distraction.

On the screen, I can see my people, getting their lives moving forward. One gets married, one has kids, one gets engaged, one gets a promotion, one gets a new house—they all look so happy. I walk backward to the table that still hasn’t broken yet. Getting comfy in the corner.

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Pairing: OT8 x gn!reader Genre: headcanon, fluff Warnings: none

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1. Bang Chan

Writes a lot of songs about you 

Will make physical contact, like putting his arm around your shoulders or his hand on your back 

A gentleman; drives you home all the time and has you call him when you're safe inside 

Very casual around you, but slowly develops deeper feelings  

Asks you to hang out with him and his friends a lot 

Very proud of you and wants to introduce you to everyone 

Genuinely looks up to you and asks you for advice a lot