#spilledthoughts

I will touch the parts of you that always feel unwanted

I will unravel the pain with my lips

Until you cannot deny

The desire in me

For you

I will use words and wiles to uplift you

To prove the point

There is no other place

I would rather

Give my skin

My blood

My bones to

If you ceased to exist

I would wither

And never want

Another

My hands are made to hold you

To press against your heartbeat

And encourage

Excite

Envelope

I will unwrap the poison they have planted in your ears

The lies you have been accustomed to

Hearing

For years

Give me your hungry demons

My appetite is larger

My stomach stronger

My insides are used to

Caging

Restless

Dying

I fell in love with you like I have loved no other..

I kept telling myself that the timing isn't right. All of the odds are against us.

I look up ways to get over someone - no contact method, training your subconscious, visualization, changing my routine and what not...

But every time the thought of you flashes in my head ... tears trickle down my eyes uncontrollably. My heart aches from missing you. The thought of you in someone else's embrace feels like a punch in my gut.

But I cannot express any of this to you.. I don't want you to be hung up on me.

I want you to move on. I love you. I want you to be happy. I hope you end up with someone that gives you all the love that you deserve.

do you know how beautiful

you are?

your tears are made of stars

which shine through your shy

gaze,

you've made it this far,

thanks to your palms,

the ones that touch,

fold and praise- -

keep shining brightly,

don't let anyone take out

your flame,

the one that is utterly sightly,

let those seeds

of yours continue to sprout

and grow a thousand

trees

and create that smile

a closed door isn’t the end. it might feel like it, especially when it’s something you really wanted, but sometimes the things that don’t work out are the ones quietly saving you. maybe that door would’ve led you somewhere that made you feel small or lost. maybe it would’ve pulled you away from something better waiting just a little further down the path. it’s okay to feel hurt or confused when things don’t go your way. but don’t let one locked door make you doubt your worth or your path. just because it didn’t open doesn’t mean you weren’t good enough, it just means it wasn’t right enough. one day, you’ll reach a door that’s already open, and when you walk through it, you’ll finally understand why all the others had to stay closed 🚪🗝️🌸🫧