#eupd

Like yeah this is obviously a bad pair of people if they purposely killed a child no shit, but saying that perhaps social services wouldn’t come in because they’re scared of gay upset, for preventing child abuse? No that’s not how it works. The police are inept and corrupt, the media spins this to blame the minorities somehow, then there is a yelling cycle of a period of time. Then we find a new group to become evil.

This happened with anything musilim related in the uk, anything trans related and anything gay related now.

Anyway I got upset at the tv seeing the same playbook that is eroding my rights as a trans woman being used at a different point in the process for other groups. I am diagnosed with the symptom of emotional dysregulation because they didn’t wanna slap me with an eupd diagnosis and harm me in the future. I struggle to regulate, I step away from the tv and move to leave when my mum is upset at my reaction to the tv (my tone is angry apparently) but stepping away is wrong because “you don’t need to step away because I said something you disagree with” like no, I’m stepping away because I wanna jump into the television and stab the homophobic news reporter who very clearly dropped a gays -> baby murder connection and elaborated just the right amount for the idiots who fall for that shit.

you'll never say the words i want you to say

use me as a diary

ignore me when I speak but never stop talking to me

please just talk to me

you're in my mind all day