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Newsflash! If you say to someone “you do not seem autistic to me” “you do not seem that you have bpd” its very invalidating and insensitive. This also goes with chronic illness. Everyone with a disorder acts differently, some mask symptoms until they cannot handle it anymore, and just because someone seems to be doing well on the outside means nothing!!
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PLEASE FUCKING SEDATE ME OH MY FUCKING GOD
i bite.
why are you still fucking surprised.
i always have. always will, even when my gums are empty and teeth decayed, why will you still be fucking surprised.
i'm a monster.
i never got domesticated enough. or enough interaction. enough softness. whatever the fuck makes you so on edge, i got it in bulk.
i love you
and i will bite.
you cannot love the monster out of me.
you never pay attention to me anymore
you never do anything for me anymore
do you still think about me?
do you even still love me?
am i a burden to you?
WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!
I’ve been in dbt for just about a month,
Started Feb 9th 2022,
I’m a recovering borderline and i just want to share my stories to hopefully help somebody out as well, and just to vent / an outlet as i stopped mostly using every other platform i had🙋🏼♂️🤫🤷🏼♀️
And I thought blogging would be funner, if I can keep up with it.
Also might touch over my extreme anxiety/agoraphobia , if thats something that comes up too.
I’m just super dedicated to fixing myself right now and learning new skills I can’t figure out on my own!!
Come watch me grow and become a new healthier person, as I have been already learning sm and using so many of the skills i’ve already learned😍👌🌚🥀🌹🍄🌙💖💗☺️
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I HATE how my friends do not communicate to me about stuff ahead of time and then make me split. I don’t know maybe if you actually communicated ahead of time and told me what was going on I would have not split? Please for the love of god, dont be in a friendship or relationship with someone with bpd if you cannot communicate well, comfort well, reassure well or wont work things out. Most of the time my splits come from miscommunication, people not communicating ahead of time, and not comforting or reassuring me enough and treating me coldly. People with borderline needs to be triggered in order to split, reread that. Please be kinder!!
inventing a way to undo everything. I feel like such a fucking disease. My heart feels ripped out. God I am so unlovable it needs to be studied
People only notice me when I’m suffering
People only care when I have a breakdown
People only pay attention when I’m sobbing
People only listen when I want to die
People only want me to suffer
Because if they wanted me to feel better they would pay attention to me on my good days
