#bottomgrowth

I need bigger underwear.

The bean has been visibly growing for a while now. Over the last few weeks or so, it got incredibly sensitive. Nothing compares to the feeling of fabric being pulled over it, when it's a bit far out of it's little house.

I would like to say "No-one prepared me for this!" but it's just an impossible thing to actually explain how it feels.

You know when your leg falls asleep and it get all tingly? Imagine that but downsized. Same amount of tingles, smaller space. And make it faster. All this on a surface area of a few millimetres.

I don't know if anyone will read this in their preparation for their transition. But if they are, they should know that it's nothing like you expected. It's your expectations made into a smoothie with a bit of chaos in there. It's amazing but you're not quite sure if your even able to taste any of the original ingredients.

It's also not a constant change. Sometimes you notice three different things in one day, then nothing exciting for a month. And sometimes people around you will notice things before you do. It's weird. But not in a bad way.

btw my body is still shivering because I accidentally touched the bean with my panties as I was putting them on 🥲 Feeling how different my body is nice, but not like that... I could do without brutal overstimulation.

an appropriate meme:

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For my transition. It’s going to include my bottom Growth along with updates involving my chesticles. So far it includes photos of me Pre-T then month by month until I reach my year mark then its year by year. There is a collage of my Bottom Growth thus far. My facial hair is slowly starting to come in so once it reaches a more noticeable point I will start to document that as well.

So if your interested in checking it out

Campstransition In the search bar. I would give you the URL but I honestly haven’t figured out how to do that yet.

My dearest readers, this one will not be for the ones, who don't like thinking about naked people. (yes, I'm talking to you, the one person I know in real life who sees my posts) 👀

Two weeks after I started t I felt the second brain growing between my legs. The one that makes you think about that one hot cosplayer you saw last weekend uncontrollably. And I knew I had to get some toys to keep it busy.

I looked into toys specifically for people with bottom growth and read some top lists of other ftm people. Air suction interested me even before, but it seems like it's also perfect for that little t bean. Important was the size of the nozzle, which is made with mostly cis women in mind. This article didn't just offer measurements but pictures with objects for size reference!

I followed the advice of this author and finally spent some money. The package arrived yesterday. I heard so much about other peoples' experiences but I was still completely overwhelmed. This thing just sucked/blew my brains out.

It took me some tries to get it to do its thing right, but when it did, there was no doubt that this was it's purpose. I don't have that much growth yet, but that doesn't really matter. As long as it fits, it will work. My dear ftm friends, don't underestimate trying out new stuff on your new body. Just enjoy yourself.

I kinda missed the 100, but whatever. The stuff happens whenever it wants to anyways. Like how my skin got way worse over night around day 96. That wasn't the only thing where I felt the hormones hitting... My brain seems to get less blood, because my nether regions need it to have a party. The body of teenage boy I guess.

For anyone who's planning to do testo: there will be a point at which you're going to search forums on how to clean your bottom growth. Don't worry, there's enough people who already asked and also enough answers. Still, it's weird. It's not really painfull just an intense weird feeling. But you also have to be thorough because the stuff is growing and has a little hat. It's just way weirder than I expected.

I'm still waiting for the day when I can finally show of my little mustache hairs. Right now there's not much, but I know it's more!

I also got a very good present: a plushie!!! It's the plushie dreadfuls dysphoria plushie and I love it! It's now my transition mascot. Well, the second one. The more, the merrier!

Today, three months ago, the first drop of T-gel touched my skin. That's ¼ of a year! Let's do a little recap what happened since then.

My blood pressure is higher, which makes me less dizzy than before. Overall my health improved a bit.

I'm way hungrier. It's not easy to keep up. My muscles should be growing right now, but I can't get myself to work out.

My voice went through a lot. It was one of the first changes I noticed. Right now it's not really deep, just different. My throat gets sore way faster than before, but I just love talking.

Acne happened and is happening. It was slower and not as extreme as I thought, but still very noticeable. I did a pretty good job with my skincare routine.

I'm still emotional like before. Maybe even a bit more. My cycle is also still kind of happening and influencing my mood. I can and will cry at everything.

Bottom growth is different than I expected, but very exciting. It gave me an amazing kind of gender euphoria (it's like a tiny dick). Over the last few weeks it got way more sensitive and sometimes just hurts a bit depending on my clothes. I really should invest in some boxer shorts...

I could probably count the dark hairs over my lips. They are thin and not very visible, but way darker than what I had before. I'm so excited for my first time shaving!

My smell definitely changed. I bought some Old Spice deodorant the day I got my prescription and it's handling my smelly puberty body incredibly well. Also, it smells like gummy bears?

🌱 How open are you about your DID / OSDD?

it varies, but i'm actually pretty open about it, even irl with the right people. i rarely describe the specifics of being a "system" but i do talk about what being a pwDID is like. it really does vary.

🐛 Which part made a lot of progress?