#bottom surgery

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My 2nd metoidioplasty consult went worse than my first. I've been in T over a decade and my growth is pathetic enough that I've now heard twice that I can't get U/L because of my anatomy. Incredibly suicidal. Would love to meet literally anyone with the same experience. I don't fucking want phallo.

now certified by both medical and legal professionals: my penis was, quote, "really, really little"

Well, I didn't want to do this but I feel I have to. I finally had my bottom surgery consultation and things were looking up. Just needed a few more months to save up the money to pay my bills while I'm in recovery. But then I got hit while driving on the freeway and repairs are taking almost all of the money I had saved up. Now suddenly I don't have the money for even the surgery expense, let alone two months without income while I recover. I started a gofundme to help financially support me during this time. If anybody has a few spare dollars they'd be willing to share, a small donation would really go a long way. Even just sharing the link around would help me out a ton. https://gofund.me/2efb62852 Thank you, and I appreciate you taking the time to read.

Surgery got moved up to the 9th. It is only one day earlier but still, going to be a big day tomorrow with consultations and going into hospital, was hoping to have that extra day to meet everyone here and get set up but probably better to just do it.