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logically i know the person in the mirror is my reflection and therefore this is what i look like, but also that's not me lol
☆*~, attention deficit / dissociation moodboard ,~*☆
Me: *stares at hands*
Me: excuse me, what is this
please dont get offended when i cant remember little stuff
if i forget your name, or call you the wrong name, or forget something we did together, or forget when your birthday is, or ask you something ive asked already, or if i ask you to repeat what you were saying because i cant remember the beginning, please dont get offended
i have memory loss due to trauma and dissociation and sometimes it means the little things
please dont get offended when i forget the big things
if i forget who you are, if i get confused when you bring up an event, if i forget the main point in what we're doing, or the first time meeting you, if i get scared because i cant remember what im doing there, please dont get offended
i have memory loss due to trauma and dissociation and sometimes it means the big things
im not trying to forget, i dont want to forget who you are, what your name is, how old you are, your birthday, your brother's name. i dont want to forget where i was yesterday, what i did, what i said.
i want to remember you, but sometimes i cant.
so please dont get offended when i dont.

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I believe I'm literally one step away from being diagnosed with DID but I really need to ask something very crucial and my psychiatrist appointment is in 14 days, too far.
Is it possible for an alter to kill another alter?
other dissociative folks: do you dissociate when ingesting caffeine? because we seem to do. we tried to drink big cups of coffee when we had long lectures, but it would have the opposite effect than it was supposed to have
our theory is that how the caffeine affects the body triggers dissociation for us. maybe our brain thinks we are under acute stress, because of the increased heart rate and it dissociates as a learned response from trauma, but who knows. it is just fascinating to us how bodies work