#cdd alter

A common one is how people feel when a person talks about their inner world as a real place. Why does that bother you so much? I’m genuinely wondering. And don’t hit me with the “it’s weird, it’s not okay, that’s not how systems work” or something else that is absolutely ridiculous. I want to know a full-depth answer on why someone with DID or OSDD (a fellow system) talking about their inner headspace causes such distress for you?

In my opinion, who really cares lol? Why are we policing how people interact with their system if they are a legitimate traumagenic system that is not spreading misinformation about systems? It’s like when people say they have a front room, cool! If someone talks about how it’s like an empty void, also cool! A person mapping out their inner world or drawing it? Lovely! But then god forbid someone talks about the inner world like a real place (which usually they know it’s not real as far as IRL goes).

It’s always systems support systems until they’re a little different from you (and no I do NOT include endo’s/nontraumagenic people, they are NOT systems). A professional wouldn’t put down someone for talking about their inner world so why should you?

I do listen to other systems lived experience! Systems with ppd, and stpd, and ocpd, and all of the personality disorders I dont personally have! And i listen to systems with different types of trauma that i dont have, who grew up in other situations. I listen to systems with a vastly different headcount, and different system functions, and different experiences!

I don’t listen to people who can’t make their mind up about what their own experience is, no. Are you disordered, and saying that cdds dont require trauma (medically incorrect, do you understand how the brain works?)? Are you something else, in which case, im not being ableist, and you dont know how the brain works

Anon, I do infact have a brain, which I use frequently to, yknow, *read*. And through my reading which you seem to struggle with, I have learnt from the actual professionals about how the human brain works, and how ego states work, and how, when, and why they do or don’t fuse.

Maybe I would be ‘happier’ if I didn’t want to think about my lifelong trauma, and how its permanently affected me. Maybe I would be ‘Happier’ if i was LARPing my trauma disorder and in denial. Maybe.

But maybe you would be happier when things make sense. When you can read consistent documentation, and it all lines up.

I don’t want this disorder. But I have it. And i’m going to make sure I know all i can about it. From medical sources, not a carrd on the internet.

HI HELLO!!! We are looking for system mutuals bc that would be so so cool

We use owllore for tagging purposes but we don’t really have a system name irl or anything. My name is Thomas, I use he/him pronouns!

I’m a social part, basically, We don’t abide by roles strictly (generally) but we use them if they help.

We are 20 bodily and diagnosed… all that stuff. There are twelve functioning parts to us that I know of.

ENDOS DNI!!! Please. Under 16 dni too, and please only dm us if you’re 18+!! But inbox is always open. I might turn on anons at some point, not sure yet.

Thanks for reading!!!!! I try to be highly interactive and we’d love to make some friends. Thnk you!

Little drawing I didd:3

It's a drawing of myself:D (a Jax fictive)

R/SYSTEMCRINGE IS... FACTUALLY CORRECT. THIS IS UNHEALTHY. THIS DOESN'T "CREATE ALTERS", THIS GIVES YOU DELUSIONS AT MOST. IT FUCKS UP YOUR SENSE OF SELF. DAYDREAMING AND ROLEPLAY IS RIGHT THERE. YOU DON'T WANT OUR DISORDER.